Tuesday, December 1, 2009
On My Long Hiatus
It has been quite some time since I posted anything on my blog. I have a couple of articles sitting in draft stages, but they are nowhere near being ready to be released. I have been working on other projects (in particular, a novel that I am writing) and I haven't had the time to spend thinking and writing about Mormonism, philosophy and law. I am still undecided if I want to split this blog into two and have one devoted to religion and another devoted to law and philosophy, but as I am naturally lazy, I get the feeling it's going to stay the way it is.
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Ancient Aliens Declassified, S1 Ep 86 - Alien Catastrophes.
The show starts with the paranormal sightings at Fatima. And covers a lot of ground:
The children saw 'The Lady' Mary Magdalene. Called so because of her lady-like manners. The show also makes note of 50 million deaths a year after the paranormal sightings. And also mentions the Chinese have recorded comet activity around the times of their own viral pandemics.
Couple of things I've already said:
Paranormal sightings or other ufo activity are always noticed at a time when millions die at once. Here 'at once' would be a period of a year or so with a much higher than normal death rate which should be thought of here as a transition into a higher dimension.
When you have an area or 'space' that is highly sensitive, more pliable than normal, you have an inter dimensional entrance/exit point. I think Seth spoke of this in one or two books with Jane.
Just be aware that plagues do not cause paranormal active and vise versa. It is a softer than normal spot that self-aware life of all forms take advantage of. No life of any form gets 'sucked through' one without a choice.
A period of sorrow always comes and goes with such a sensitive spot. Feelings are a valid world or Universal layer that MUST be included in science. Hence all the people losing their minds today, killing as many as possible as they kill themselves. If religions hadn't lost its numbers of followers our spiritual side, our feelings, would not have been ignored. This neglect has many unable to remain strong, their emotional weakness taking strength.
But just be aware that stuff in all forms of life both comes and goes during such times and it is mostly a form of neglect that these things occur in the first place.
As a side note: I'm not really sure if plagues can ever be stopped. That it is somehow impossible according to the laws that govern Time to always be aware...feels like a 'no win' situation.
It's pretty clear to me now why I spoke of cell division/replication!
To backtrack from August 13, 2019 at 8:48 AM I said:
"Usually they can be thought of as a recognition that you have overcome a 3D physical life 'patterning' through hormones which deliver fear, mental delusions and also very real information concerning past lives, and any kind of physical challenge like disease.
The Timing of when information is granted or delivered is EVERYTHING, and it includes void periods that allow the information to settle into your psyche or black shadow energy pattern, and also the Time needed for you to sift through the information putting it into a order you can readily make sense of, in addition to having a place in your 3D mind (not your physical brain) to 'store' or access the information. It needs a ready pathway to read it, otherwise it closes off and you....not lost it....not sure what I want to say other than you lose your freedom to come and go, looking at it, studying it in a higher dimensional experimental way...one that does not get acted out in a 3D experiment."
Hormones and Time have binary 'action' to them just like cells replication. I think this will surprise most of Science that Time within your cells multiplies and reproduces just like the cell hosting it!
When a hormone changes and information is then 'freed' and advanced downward in more useable 3D frequency, a new Timing sequence is spawned. When you become aware of a past life occurrence or memory (which as a reminder is stored cellularly to you) once that memory is freed and accessible it is usually still seen as spiritual 'gibberish' until you also unravel or sort through the memory's own Timing.
The Time component of each cell replicates itself with the memory, in a weird way it is Timing within a Time in each cell of your body. But how I want you to see it as 'non-existing' until the memory has meaning to your psyche, black shadow, higher mind, or however you think of the part of you that always exists with you in 3D but cannot yet be recalled or remembered. It is non-existing until the cell takes care of it for you. Your memory is in a collapsed or ultra condensed state of being until your cells give it 'life' by adding Time.
Realize too, when you receive a download memory of your past it is actually NOT traveling anywhere to reach you. What it is doing is unraveling itself until it reaches a frequency that your 3D Time within your 3D cells, can convert into something it understands, like an explanation, understanding, answer or even a peaceful acceptance to a problem that cannot be changed. When it reaches that frequency, it has an 'epiphany type resonance' that your own aware 3D conscienceless controls that stops any further Time/Frequency changes. You yourself stop the process when you in a sense say, "Ok, I understand. Now it makes sense." It is pure intent or thought, and also feelings that does this.
But what the cells actually see is this:
A cell is stimulated in an area of its Timing. It knows the felling is familiar and that it is a request for action of some kind so it looks at itself and its different parts to see where or which part should now be doing something different. This prompts a gentle unfolding along the length of stored memories in its care, refolding itself as it goes until it finds the correct 'area' that is being stimulated. This is happening simultaneously throughout you entire 3D cellular body and also through your 4-5D nerve connections into your highest dimensional black shadow. (I say it this way because not everyone wants to live 12D.)
Each cell, having found the 'area being stimulated' then replicates for itself a completely different Timing section within itself. It creates another complete Time section within each cell, both active, alive, and both function independent of the other yet also together. One is considered the past, and one is the present, both remain alive and active in your 3D body until your physical death. Yet that last sentence needs more of an explanation...just not right now.
At your physical death, your astral body is already acclimated to its new universal frequencies and any 'sickness', tears, pain is minimal.
Had a dream of my friend Bob, he looked great! I'll share it with you when I have some time...
So a week or so ago, I was in the wine store (don't know why that is important for this, but from a dream symbol come to life point of view it is. Anyway,) I was thinking of how I got myself into the mess of being here, working without pay which never bothered me before but for some reason is now starting to. I wondered why I have so many, both here and in the Heavens and yet no one I really talk to. I literally feel if I share too much with D I will jinx our life and draw a whole bunch of really bad stuff, the really mentally sick sociopathic people toward us.
And I miss the way things used to be, all the people, family, friends who I've felt close to no longer around and I missed Bob profoundly at that moment, even though I hadn't seen him a lot before his passing, I miss just knowing he not in this world anymore...and please don't believe that I would share my work here with him and not D because I wouldn't. I don't really share it, I store it here until someone finds it or I'm told to act on it.
So with a sadness bringing me to tears while I'm standing in a store I thought, "Wow, it's been a long time since I've needed to cry in public for no reason." And I never made the connection that it was a reaction to a future visit from Bob. I always forget that sadness for some reason happens when those who have passed come to say hi to me, hence the title "Our Lady of Sorrow".
It is a mixing of our two energies or the horizon of our black shadows, the out fringes of it actually merging. At the time it was happening, I felt nothing shadowy happening, just sorrow. But a day or more later I saw his image in a dream, knowing just by looking at him he was happy, well and yet the same as ever.
Remember the same thing happens when there is a plague and paranormal activity. When our 3D world mixes with a higher dimension and the atmosphere between the two soften to the point of transfer, you get a binary reaction or a two way teleport transfer...Time is binary. It needs to stay binary to teleport. I feel like I just figured it out and have no idea what I just said!
Bob was always a handsome guy looking like Earnest Hemingway, and while he was alive I wondered why he never remarried. He survived his wife by almost 20yrs and it bothered me that he walked around looking like a scruffy cat now living outside because his owner died. New clothes, even clean ones, using a napkin, it wouldn't have taken much to clean up...but he seemed to think a new relationship couldn't happen for him. So he spent the remainder of his life keeping his mind busy, finding new things to interest him, going on vacations by himself and enjoying his grandchildren.
We had a co-worker close to my age and married that he was also close too. I felt bad for him because I knew they were married during Joannes lifetime, but I also knew she had a lot of 'stuff' she needed to fix in her life and their joint timing was so far off and why couldn't Bob see that? But he did know, because he kept himself as an ever helpful friend going to their house to fix stuff for them, a house that once had a triple murder or something like that...Another dream symbol to describe her marriage and life healing.
But take notice of their joint timing being off. A lockstep I've called it before...a natural function or occurrence that follows the laws of physics aka Karma. Karma and physics are the same language spoken in different universes. They are the same.
In this life, Bob and his past life wife were a generation apart in Time, the masculine being older. Joanne and the Bishop were two with the masculine being older, Octavian and I today are one generation apart, feminine being older.
The Bible talks of God and sin karmically referencing 3 generations...all of this is part of our Time teleportation and karmic resolution math formulas.
But Bob looked great. He literally cleaned up, new clothes, he removed his unloved, unsheltered, lost cat look. He has a diamond earring, and his hair is very short with a braided ponytail. It's a little bit different for him, but I really like it, totally impressed.
So Karma was used in the past as a way to describe our laws of physics here in 3D when entire Universes of Time are applied...extrapolated.
Bob's newer posthumous image was also important because even though his image is still as an older man, he looks in much better shape. It is a form of the 'fountain of youth'. His is still using an energetic hormonal patterning, I think Seth and Jane called it an overlay or template, meaning he is in an aging process but one he controls in both a forward or backward direction of Time.
In other words he looks good for his age. It happens in 3D too. Everyone expects the 'fountain of youth' to knock decades off your physical form and you literally become younger. I think that way too, and after looking at how a cell reproduces Time I know its possible, but I'm missing something I need to know about how it all works together. It feels like something else must still happen on a universal level for the circuit to complete itself and start to work.
It also means to me there is a 'physical body' or dense black shadow energy on the other side which we all know we have in some form or other on the other side. When he shared his image with me, he was using a more solid 4-5D dream universe to communicate and not one of the more ethereal dimensions.
Murder house....you know it's really funny when you hear it said out loud.
Just remember when you laugh about Bob's bravery and fixing up a murder house: it relied on ignorance. He never believed in an afterlife, so by default there was karma, ghosts, or 1/2 of the math that keeps this world turning. Ignorance is bliss, but not brave.
by default there was *no karma, ghosts, or 1/2 of the math...
From yesterday:
"It also means to me there is a 'physical body' or dense black shadow energy on the other side which we all know we have in some form or other on the other side. When he shared his image with me, he was using a more solid 4-5D dream universe to communicate and not one of the more ethereal dimensions."
I think my point was that he isn't in a 12D setting. Though we are all familiar with 12D, it is a place for spiritual triathlons and the bulk of a healer, student, teacher or guides work is done where the masses are. Even in the Heavens.
So back again to Ancient Aliens Declassified, S1 Ep 86 - Alien Catastrophes:
I lost the time stamp of where in the show, but more than 1/2 through it they make the point that our world while still in the creation energy and a bunch of dimensions both higher and lower all living together, and all interacting with each other, hence the myth stories of god, demons, strange animals, and fairy life etc. We all know that is true.
We all know too, because I've said before, that there is life on ALL other planets within our solar system and we don't see it because each planet and surrounding atmosphere has a different vibration, a different resonance. Meaning each planet life only and literally rings true during a certain frequency/Time combination.
Much like I've already described as happening in your cells, creating any additional Time components needed to find 'peace' within itself, same too does ever self-aware life in every dimension, no matter the size of scale of their energy cluster.
Part of Octavian's trouble is his anger and murdering is a misuse of Time. Murder has a sudden and unexpected stooping of Time in ALL dimensions. ALL dimensions have life and if you've been following closely, ALL dimensional life depends on, or perhaps its truer to say it's all tied into ALL other dimensions. Think of it as threads of nerves connecting itself to all other dimensions, both higher and lower. Octavian is very firm in his belief that he himself never murdered anyone.
I was asked by E once, why I would agree to lives like mine. Why would I choose a life to live here, knowing one like Octavian saying even from the low Heavens he would have it stopped? My answer was there is a certain Fate involved in every life. Your future akash is loaded with dream symboled that fill in until another multi-layer of Time is applied to it.
The purpose of my lives has been to talk to him, directly and tell him here in 3D how he is failing himself, he is supposed to sit in 3D listen to my words, and reason out his decision. He did that during Joanne's lifetime, I was a prisoner in his complete and control for 9 months - 1 year. I had my say, and he chose carefully.
This was important to do because he has severed...more like disconnected his black shadow energetic nervous system. It is him who is the prisoner.
It is interesting to note that PTSD is a real thing, not everyone who has it in this life has been a killer in another. It is a broad term used to describe 'sensitivity to stress', and I maintain that many have it today because our population has become too large for our lower dimensional life (4 - 6D range) to function in a healthy flow of life. People are stressed because they have no dreams, no motivation. The individual is gone from the multi-universal psyche, so all it sees now is energy as a 'group'.
As group energy for my country, I worry the most about California and New York. Believe it or not I don't worry about D.C.. California and New York have the largest populations of 'high' people, meaning people in a natural, deluded, state of 'we are gods' liberalism. These ones are lost in Time to us, ignoring the laws of whatever world you live in sets the stage for one or two Octavian types to wipe out the masses. No joke, it's been done to death.
But back to my now lost point...
These two places have set themselves up and are ripe for a plague. They have ignore their poverty, and when you ignore any one group, you yourself are in trouble. I assure you, NOTHING is free in any world you live in, and anytime you have a slogan of 'Free for All' you have an energetic multi dimensional rebellion, a free-for-all chaos.
I don't worry about D.C. because there are all kinds of mindsets in our government. It still has diverse ideas on how to handle challenges and laws, it has no, or little actual output...no motivation.
Ok, so it was important that Octavian hear his troubles here in 3D, it was also important he hear it from his past victim herself. Why did he need to hear it in 3D? Because of his emotional system, which is a part of his black shadow nervous system, is so cut off in the higher dimensions is is a spiritual blind/deaf condition. Pretty literally.
So, he never had to kill Joanne, he choose to kill Joanne. She told both the Bishop and his financier, the former apostle Peter, the state of their lives. They both have no excuses and now no way out except the hard way.
Give me a moment...I need to find where I am in my work.
One last point I need to explain:
"I was asked by E once, why I would agree to lives like mine. Why would I choose a life to live here, knowing one like Octavian saying even from the low Heavens he would have it stopped? My answer was there is a certain Fate involved in every life. Your future akash is loaded with dream symboled that fill in until another multi-layer of Time is applied to it."
It is unhealthy to NOT physically live the any dimension in a self-aware multi-universe. For my own spiritual well-being, I must live lives in 3D and in every dimensions. This keeps my black shadow 'alive' and 'healthy'. When you hear of souls leaving 3D and moving on, that is only for a Time. There is NO SUCH THING as a 'last life' here in 3D, there is such a thing as a last life for a particular theme of lifetimes, which is where I am with mine today, but you already know I plan to return and live within a different set of circumstances and with different people.
Even Octavian, who is so pathetically cut off from every energetic 'thing' (thing needs explained later) in every dimension, returns to live in 3D. Ask 'why is he here in 3D and lower astral only? What is the connection between the two?'
The connection is my previous point of:
"We all know too, because I've said before, that there is life on ALL other planets within our solar system and we don't see it because each planet and surrounding atmosphere has a different vibration, a different resonance. Meaning each planet life only and literally rings true during a certain frequency/Time combination.
Much like I've already described as happening in your cells, creating any additional Time components needed to find 'peace' within itself, same too does ever self-aware life in every dimension, no matter the size of scale of their energy cluster."
The dimensions began separating themselves out, began forming at the start of the water creation energy. Water energy 'rang' as did the 'metal' components of our Earth as it formed. the 'gonging' or sounds all separately and also combined all of the different energies formed frequency groups. It formed all of our separate dimensions in both lower Earth through the higher Heavens.
Now the farther we get in the higher frequencies from 3D life, the less obvious the different frequency ranges seem. But when you return posthumously to the higher dimensions, you are offered help and advice. Take it.
The closer to 3D you are in the Heavens the more obvious the different stages and characteristics. It is easier for you to look around in the different levels of the astral plane and tell exactly where you are.
When you read this paragraph:
"The dimensions began separating themselves out, began forming at the start of the water creation energy. Water energy 'rang' as did the 'metal' components of our Earth as it formed. the 'gonging' or sounds all separately and also combined all of the different energies formed frequency groups. It formed all of our separate dimensions in both lower Earth through the higher Heavens. "
I forgot to include all 'life' energy as a form of ringing. Im not sure yet if I should be including the Chinese 5 elements, because there is no 'life energy' like animals or humans in it, but the 5 Chinese elements were called to the front of my mind along with 'life energy' to all ring collectively or Hum 'Ohmmmm'.
As a Doctor, there is something 'off' with our planetary hum, I hear it much like a 3D doctor would hear a patient cough.
Added to that, because our population is greater today, it feels as though the hum has changed with the added 'life energy' sound. Different from the cough.
And again about California and New York: it is there lack of motivation to fix the poverty and filth of their largest cities that is the trigger for a plague or an Octavian. Lack of motivation is a spiritual problem with a 'spiritual' fix: "a force not seen to the 3D eye taking control of the neglected 'forces' (in this case motivational) thereby forcing it to move." And you have effectively cut yourself out of fixing the problem.
You do not need an alien to land on your planet to steal it from you. But if you believe that will happen, know that I come in peace. 😅
Seriously, I am NOT here because I see a plague or an Octavian type stealing our world from us. DO NOT think I see another catastrophe like the sinking of Atlantis. I don't.
I am here because the population needs to move NOT as a group, with anger and mass protests. Those are also the result of a high population. They know they are not being heard in the higher dimensions. Move as individuals, who put their electronic games down and go outside and play, doing their own thing. Find something you love doing, and move in that direction by simply doing something you love.
Move your higher dimensional mind by moving your imagination as both an adult and as a child, is a healthy start and recommended.
Allow your children to remain children and playing as long as possible, dividing their lives into 3's as they grow: play, learning and responsibility. All groups should be mixed and matched all occurring at the same time if possible.
A strange solution to a problem, don't you think?
Fom August 17, 2019 at 10:21 AM:
"I was asked by E once, why I would agree to lives like mine. Why would I choose a life to live here, knowing one like Octavian saying even from the low Heavens he would have it stopped? My answer was there is a certain Fate involved in every life. Your future akash is loaded with dream symboled that fill in until another multi-layer of Time is applied to it."
and also from the same message:
"Even Octavian, who is so pathetically cut off from every energetic 'thing' (thing needs explained later) in every dimension, returns to live in 3D. Ask 'why is he here in 3D and lower astral only? What is the connection between the two?'"
My explanation still feels a little incomplete so add to it:
It was important for Octavian to hear his fate from Joanne giving him the clear choice to kill or not, it was all explained to him in precise detail, which led to his karmic experiments on Joanne of torture, rape and murder. Why was it explained to him before he killed her?
He is a sociopath, meaning he is well past any form of PTSD and well into its dead zone of 'unable to feel any emotion'. He was left untreated because he rejected all treatments so his condition, like any illness left uncheck, worsened to the point of completely disconnecting himself from emotional joy and pain.
He has no emotional body of feeling and must rely on the beliefs of others to convince his intellect of what is right and wrong behavior. His morality is gone. Therefore if some 'new' philosophy becomes popular that has a history of NEVER working like communism and socialism he will support it. (I don't know what his political beliefs are today, this is an example of how some people can endorse insane and unhealthy ideas. They simply don't 'feel' it because they have no 'feeling' or spiritual 'nerve' like connections to be able to feel with.)
Same would hold true for his beliefs of murder. He argued that God commands others to murder like Abraham and his son Isaac. He believed absolutely and completely believed God anointed him as Bishop, giving him the power to choose life or death for those he thought criminally insane. By killing those working against Gods will, he was actually doing Gods will, and he pointed out many Biblical references of God killing at God's own will.
Sociopaths are tricky to understand because they blend so nicely into society. They are charming, very intelligent and interesting, they laugh, tell jokes and they can also be sad in their feelings. So it looks to all the world that they have feelings, because we see them laughing.
These displays of emotion have Timing constraints attached to them, they are short term...not really even feelings as much as they are wishful thinking or acting. It's patterned behavior they have learned that will gain them the attention or admiration they are seeking. Once they feel they have what they want from you ie YOUR feelings, it becomes their game of manipulation. How to get you to behave differently.
'He has no emotional body of feeling and must rely on the beliefs of others to convince his intellect' and once he is is convinced he is right, pride will prevent him from changing his mind, even to the point of his own death on the cross. All he had to do was tell the truth that he was not the man known as Jesus.
Even John, during his most mentally and also physically painful state, standing in a mirage went to Octavian while he was nailed to the cross to reason with him. All Octavian had to say was 'I am not the one they are looking for.' But he wanted the power he saw John lived with, and he wanted it for himself, believing that deeply.
It will not be and easy path for Octavian, it will take more than an Age for him to recover. I don't pity those 'helping' him, they deserve what they get. I do want to point out to everyone, but also Octavian: it is mostly women who will be guiding your healing. Make you peace with that fact. And I do believe that his murderous rampages are over, and I still can't fully explain to my own satisfaction why I feel he is done with murdering, why he won't relapse.
He will come in all shapes, sizes and sex. He has the same ability of counterpart lifetimes and forming whole communities of 'Eyes like His'. After all there is very little strength needed to create an entire village of your own soul, you are only a (very real) holographic image. It is your emotional body that gives your holographic image its strength and vitality.
So he had EVERY chance and EVERY care was given to him EVERY step of the way. And by more people than just myself.
And I will keep explaining it to myself until I say it in a way that rings true to my Heart. I'm not sure I'm there yet....
And I'm not thee yet, because every time I think about Octavian's behaviors I have new thoughts stringing me toward other new thoughts:
All of the quotes are from yesterday:
"He is a sociopath, meaning he is well past any form of PTSD and well into its dead zone of 'unable to feel any emotion'. "
"Sociopaths are tricky to understand because they blend so nicely into society. They are charming, very intelligent and interesting, they laugh, tell jokes and they can also be sad in their feelings. So it looks to all the world that they have feelings, because we see them laughing."
"These displays of emotion have Timing constraints attached to them, they are short term...not really even feelings as much as they are wishful thinking or acting. It's patterned behavior they have learned... "
"'He has no emotional body of feeling and must rely on the beliefs of others to convince his intellect' and once he is is convinced he is right, pride will prevent him from changing his mind..."
"It will not be and easy path for Octavian, it will take more than an Age for him to recover. I don't pity those 'helping' him, they deserve what they get."
So:
The reason it will take an entire Age of Time or possibly more for Octavian to remove his psychosis is because it was left untreated to the point of being sociopathic AND superstitious. Not every sociopath is superstitious. But be clear: Octavian only ordered deaths, he never killed. My mind right now is also including Charles Manson as a another superstitious sociopath. But I really don't know Mansons person history to really say how superstitious.
Because he was left untreated in the Heavens, he repeated his psychosis in every lifetime. This has strengthened itself, firmed it into place as part of his black shadow energy pattern in the Heavens. This is VERY important because it has also reshaped his dream symbolism, that part of his black shadow mind that forms...our core beliefs (Seth and Jane wrote about this), our morality. In short: his dream world and the symbols it produces are just as messed up as his sociopathic mind is here in 3D.
Make no mistake: There is a strong link between superstition and suspicion, it is 'lack of trust'. He will not be treated in a black shadow form because he firmly believes that if his heat treatments start they will not stop and he will have been tricked into burning in Hell for all Eternity. PERIOD.
It is important to add: He knows in black shadow form this is not true. He has seen many who have ascended via heat that return to him and say 'It is not bad, it is like a fever. Look at me now, you remember we did our crimes together. I am ok and over it." He sees a trick in that too, an energy manipulation of a sort he doesn't understand because of his crimes.
You see? The Heavens and Earth are very linked together. It is best to deal with every challenge presented to you no matter where your attention is focused, that means: whichever world you are living in at the Time, fix it when it's presented to you.
So our plan for Octavian's rehabilitation is to give him lifetimes that have very little challenge to them. For example: Louisa caters to him. Taking him in so he won't live with his psychically handicapped mother, driving him where he wants to go, having no chores no responsibilities around her home, he and his grandparents focus on giving him a life where he goes to school and excels there, and he lives an upper middle class life with no other responsibilities. He takes family vacations, and plays on sports teams, and he get the full support to duck out of dealing with his emotional issues. This was also the same for D's mom and our own Octavian.
While this looks like a painful (for me to watch) of him literally getting away with murder. It is actually a much needed 'resetting' or realigning of the dream symbols his mind creates. They are not healthy or normal and will take Time to re-pattern themselves into something ....safer or perhaps into something that indicates a less stubborn, more gentle 'willing to cooperate' mind set.
I like the description of 'mind set'. Right now his kindergarten teachings are literally re-setting his mind, and we will do this as long as it takes to reach his black shadow, more importantly the part of his black shadow the forms his dream symbol world. Once his black shadow mind is reliably producing more acceptable dream symbols, smaller problems will gradually be introduced into his lifetimes. Lifetimes will reshape and reform him in baby steps to start. That's phase one: his rehab, phase two is his taking responsibility for his past and paying his karmic debt. This would be longer, and harder for him.
I guess my latest vacation is still bothering me more than I though because I am spending Time quietly re-examining all of this again. Need to remind you that Octavian and I aren't the only ones dealing with stuff. It is no coincidence that while my past has been dealing with the masculine form of Octavian, Ari's has been dealing with the Feminine form of Octavia. But I am looking forward to the day when Octavian's fuckless dumbass stops his idiot behavior.
Feels like an Indian dream symbol prophesy:
When Mars changes color moving the moon;
and one thousand years of peace comes to live;
Miracles and God will Lovingly return.
Funny, that was how Isis was saying the moon could be moved naturally and without cutting, or other intervention. The Mars Mind needed reset too. Had the masculine Narcissism been addressed when she first brought it up how much of this would still have happened?
Also remember that this is not to shame anyone, not at all! It is for me. I deserve a healing too, and leaving a record or journal for my future is part of my own healing path. It is not healthy for a soul to repeatedly be a victim any more than it is healthy for a soul to repeatedly be a murderer. This opportunity is a 'once in a lifetime' chance to remind my future self of my own individual and also our collective joint world's plan and goals. Its purpose is to continue and grow a healthy and co-operative repeat.
Just like the rest of my historical writings have helped guide my life today.
"Just like the rest of my historical writings have helped guide my life today."
Meaning all my writings from my past lives. If it weren't for Morgan, King Arthur's life and his Round Table would be completely lost in history. I can't let stuff like that happen. Not Ever.
Writing about that life as a work of fiction, then having it found when everyone in the story had passed gave it it's science fiction, more popular magical 4-5D life.
Like Antony's diaries kept under the name of Cicero and then later the historian Plutarch, but neither of those men wrote anything, they nearly kept the library working and gathering information as they worked. Though Cicero worked as a Senator and more of a legitimate government records keeper. Plutarch gathered both fact and fiction and was more likely to be politically motivated to do so. When modern day historians try to trace or verify Cleopatra, Jules and Antony's life stories, they will see all of the 'negative press' toward the three came during Plutarch's time, when he decided it fair politics to include Octavian's side of history. They stupidly thought they were having the last word. I will NEVER shut up. (Believe me when I say I tried once and it hurt.)
So while I'm still working out some stuff with Octavian and our joint past, present and future, I am moving on for now but will need to revisit it ad nauseam. This lifetime is dedicated to providing me with answers I need to soothe my broken heart. Please feel free to skip ahead when you need to.
Ancient Aliens Declassified: S1, Ep 92. Alien Catastrophes:
At 03:08:00 They are talking about the start of the Mayan Calendar. I just love John Van Auken. He is one of Armands men, Also take note of his last name Auken. It has a very Early Egyptian meaning to it. I know you guys already picked up on that, right? Hence he is working with Edgar Cayce's again, only this Time keeping his memory alive and his information true to its original meaning.
John talks about the Mayan calendar date of 12-21-2012 being a 'major marker' for Earth coming into a new age. And the Mayan culture was established in 2000BC, however it was actually flurishing before then using a different name. Mayan culture took over, after the floods. Even though the culture is called Maya or Mayan, it was called the City of Maya. So at the Time it was thriving population, the land had a name and the group of people living on that land had a different name. And if another culture or people group showed up on the land to live with them they would not have shared their name but kept their original 'group' or clan name. Buildings that were seen as permeant structures, like stone were also named... and when you read history remember places like Stonehenge are reordered in history under a different name. WE named Stonehenge Stonehenge, the people using Stonehenge called it something entirely different. Have to keep looking for it, I'll know it when I hear it....
After the flood waters receded in the America's the people returned. But the information, education and other 'culture' they brought with them was not new, and the old energy they used was now gone. So they were doing things a bit differently that when they left in that regard, but it shouldn't be seen as 'new'.
After the moon was cut it moved, and after it moved or nearly at its new position, the waters moved. It seemed like everything happened one step at a time. It took the floods so long to start, many thought they wouldn't happen at all and a lot of people started breathing a sigh of relief. But the Earth and Mars were in a state of shock, so as Mars went dormant and Earth started flooding, but neither felt anything right away.
Scientists took the length of Time between the moon cut to the start of the floods and calculated the 12-21-2012 date. So realize the resulting 12-21-2012 date is from both of those original dates. Realize too, there was way more math added to it than that and this is an over simplified answer. And lastly realize the start date of the calendar was not the beginning of the actual calendar itself. Only the mayan location was new with the flood danger now being over.
A correction from August 20, 2019 at 1:28 PM:
"...but neither of those men wrote anything, they *merely kept the library working..."
Back to our show:
@ 03:09:50 we are told the calendar actually started on 08-11-3114BC. Remember, Octavian changed his name to Caesar Augustus when he was conveniently appointed ruler of Rome. Did I also forget to wish Tal a happy bday? And while the Mayan's did not exist at that Time, the calendar existed everywhere else, places like India for example, and while the Asian cultures understood and kept track of of Time using that calendar type, they preferred using a different system. The one they developed in 4-5D and brought with them to 3D. So, a group moved to Mexico, took the name 'Maya' bringing with them a calendar already in use, and knowledge and education, again already in use to (I'm guessing) reclaim a land that was also once populated and swept clean in flood waters.
So we can check the post flood biblical writings for and reference of a tribe, either returning to an ancestral land or settling on new land...I think they are in there...The Maya had enough knowledge to be influential enough to get a honorable mention. I say it like that because their site was not destroyed, it fell into disrepair, so no one seems to have conquered them...
It feels like they came after the flood, back dated their calendar to start at the fall of Egypt! That was the end of their civil war date!!!
Ok, here's what happened:
After the floods, Egypt sent priests and others to settle at the Mexico location. They chose Mexico because North America was still not livable from the floods yet. The idea was Egypt was funding...still not sure who yet...their trip. Hoping to establish or re-establish a settlement and it thrived for a long Time....Crap! Cleopatra and their murders happened. At their deaths, that form of government shut down, so that site was not funded and slowly the people left...Where Egypt was once the leader of government worldwide, after our murders it was then the only surviving government from the Atlantean days until it too was gone at the time of Jesus' birth. But Cleopatra was definitely there, both with Jules when she was traveling after her father's death, introducing herself as Egypts new leader, and again with Antony and Phil.
According to Chilam Balam Book/ Book of the Jaguar Priests the road from the stars descended from the sky and 13 and 9 gods came to Earth. They either finally settled into 3D and were no longer semi-formed, or there is a translation error from those reading the Book of the Jaguar Priests...let's think it through and look:
"the road from the stars descended from the sky and 13 and 9 gods came to Earth."
If this is a literal and direct translation from the original text, I would think the stars are the Star People the Indian tribes ALWAYS talk about, they are always Star People and they call them by no other name.
Like our UFO sightings, the black shadow spirits that manifest into what looks like the vehicles that all the gods traveled around in. And they talk of the 'road' so whatever process or path the Star People/Anunnaki took was already completed by that date. It also seems like they came in two different groups, or most likely arriving at two different Times, during the fading in and out process... We know the first group had the African and their god, and we know the last group had the Asians and their god, and we know that both begin with the letter 'A' for an as yet unknown reason...
Maybe you guys can take a more proactive approach and make a list of names for the 13 and 9 gods.
I'm told the record of my visit to the Mexican site still exists. The Guatemalan site may have had a visit too, but the Mexico site has the personal significance...on purpose to my current location....perhaps in part.
Anyway, when Augustus came into sole power, he started the Julian calendar. In the hopes of appeasing his late Uncle whose murder he approved, but also to stop not only any form of Egyptian government, or the psychic form of government, but also ANY belief of Karmic wisdom, hint of the afterlife, belief of reincarnation or any day of reckoning. He was hell bent on removing any information that had to do with atoning for sin, or however you think of healing or strengthening your spiritual black shadow self.
His biggest frustration was not finding our burial chambers, and when he realized early on that that wouldn't happen, he then applied a 'scorched Earth' mentality to everything Egypt represented.
I said once before that the library records were removed before our murders. That is true. Cleopatra removed the Atlantean crystals along with some sacred scripts. But not everything. As soon as we were murdered, the remaining Egyptian Heads of State including...not Cicero who was on his death bed by then...who did I say was working for him...Ashton! He told Ashton to secure the library.
Ashton made a mad dash to the library and toured it, only to find it had already been mostly emptied by the Egyptian Heads of State. Had Octavian not focused on finding our tomb and my 'priestesses' and gone directly to the Library, Earth's knowledge of our past would be devastated by the loss.
So the Library was looted by Cleopatra, then the Egyptian leaders, then they gave Ashton remaining items which he took to Rome that eventually found their way to the Vatican library...but I said once before there were some other scrolls and stuff that were sealed in jar and are now underwater at old government sites. But most of these things that everyone took are all copies of each other....with some exceptions.
Funny, when the Egyptian leaders couldn't find the Atlantean stones, they interviewed several people who worked there. No one knew for certain, but it was generally believed I took them and 'other stuff'. The crystals were only put on display at our Christmas Time and their New Years, and was always a popular exhibit. For some reason those two holidays were always close in Time.
Anyway, the Egyptians who liked Cicero (which a lot of people did), confided to his top aid Ashton that the crystals were already missing from the library. He was to tell Cicero everyone believed I put them somewhere safe for humanities future and to die in peace with that knowledge. So Ashton returned to Rome with copies of documents, and he told Rome's Senate records keeper that history is safe.
Hey, no worries on my end.
There was a year between our trip to Mexico with Cicero and our murders. I'm not sure how I was going to explain the missing crystals at Christmas time....feels like an involved story though.
Also the obelisk in Rome that Octavian was supposed to have taken from Egypt...wasn't him. It was Ashton, and it wasn't displayed until after Octavian's death. It was stored until Octavian's death and put on display not as a means to show Egypt finally under Rome's rule, but as a way to honor or remember the murder of Egypt's last Pharaoh. Philip.
Even though he wasn't officially a pharaoh, that was only a matter of Time, and Rome had already denied Philip his rightful role as a Senator, claiming he was already to be a pharaoh voting to uphold Octavian's claim on Jules' will.
It was a Senate vote that decided which of Jules' wills would be honored. Everyone knew Jules was murdered on his way to sign his new will, but most voted against Philip being a Senator because he would also be a Pharaoh.
So after our murders, the Senate stopped Octavian from returning to Egypt ever again, in any capacity. Rome, out of respect for our murders kept Octavian away from both Egypt and their own government business. He was a murderer. In fact, the Senate assigned Octavian 'work', it was never the other way around. I said before he gave motivational speeches and travel through Italy, that was all he did. People showed up to see him in person, to see a murderer. But even that didn't last long, people soon lost interest and he only lived 10 years, maybe 15 tops after our murders.
So it didn't take very long after our death's for it to lose its economy. Rome stayed out of Egypts governmental affairs until after it finally fell into disrepair, which was shortly (about 5 years) after Octavian died. Egypt was never invaded by Rome, it reluctantly agreed to joining the Roman union of nations, followed it's government structor and oversight.
So the record of Cleopatra being in Mexico wouldn't be using her name Cleopatra. It would be a Mexican name. Unless it was Egypt who recorded the trip somewhere...
But it was a practice in those days to use a name ethnic or local to the region you were staying in. Like for example, if John were to travel to Russia, everyone would call him Ivan.
From yesterday @ 05:15pm:
"Like our UFO sightings, the black shadow spirits that manifest into what looks like the vehicles that all the gods traveled around in."
So the Tribes call those beings Star People and the more modern channelers today call them 'Light Bodies', but just realize it is a black shadow that crossed a 'light' dimension and the spin from the converted light shadow energy forms the shape of a traditional disk shaped UFO.
For the record, when I've seen the black shadow spirits in my dreams, I don't see their shadows spin in the circular tornado type spin of the Light Body Star People. What I see their black shadows doing is a more gentle swirling motion, where the entire energy shadow is calmer and only localized parts are in tranquil motion. Then those localized parts slow to a calm quiet stillness and another part will start to slowly gently move and swirl. I have no idea why one part would stop and another part would start to swirl, but I would think any explanation would be somehow charka related...
From yesterday @ 09:19:
"And it didn't take very long after our death's for *Egypt to lose its economy.'
I still don't know how Octavian can kill us all, be publicly acknowledged as a murderer (because the Roman Senate...not put him on trial, but most certainly investigated it) yet still not be imprisoned AND given a job that he and most others believed was a promotion.
There is always a missing piece.
I feel very positive that today I'll finish Ancient Aliens Declassified: S1, Ep 92. Alien Catastrophes:
@ 03:25:00 they start talking once again about strange lights being spotted before a massive tsunami in Indonesia in 2004 that killed +230,000 people.
The 1st thing that happened:
The inter dimensional atmosphere softened, opening up a softer than normal transition spot or location. This means layers of universes opened or softened, so keep in mind more than one universe is reacting at this same Time and location. So it is not an isolated incident in our world, or any form of coincident. There were clear steps or conditions being met at that Time and Location that I cannot explain yet. In the Atlantean and Old Testament Times this was called God's will or act of God. Remember the God they were talking about is the 'Fabric of God' or our 'God particle' or the 'Self-Aware Multi-Universe'.
The 2nd thing that happened:
Unusual lights were seen seen the day before the earth quake which triggered the tsunami. Lights described as 'earthquake lights' or UFO activity or whatever. Something/someone was crossing dimensions or crossing into a light dimension proving an inter dimensional opening or softness to our 3D dimension.
The 3rd thing that happened:
The Earth reacted. The atmosphere at the location cause a reaction from our planet, both sudden and severe. That would lead me to thing Step 1 happened rather quickly or suddenly too. And remember when UFO react in our dimension they can move at super fast, crazy speeds, with sudden starts and stops that involve very little transition time. That's just how stuff can work in Time at higher dimensions. More suddenly, more precise control...
The 4th thing that happened:
The severe and sudden Earth reaction, prompted a severe and sudden human death toll.
We can figure why this happened in the first place if we look at any inter dimensional activity in that location leading up to it by as much as 1 year before the tsunami...
But if there is ever UFO activity spotted anywhere near The Corners, I'm taking D and the dogs and we are leaving. I don't need this shit.
Also another point I want to make:
The Earth felt or reacted to the multi dimensional softening or opening before mankind did. It would not be true to think no deaths would have occurred if there was no tsunami. People would have died there regardless.
I say this because the same lights are reported during war time too. An 'event' from man or nature would have happened at that location anyway. If the Earth hadn't felt it first, reacting first, a human or emotional pressure would have built up, slower due to our Time use, but someone would have lost their mind or minds at some point creating an accident or attack...
It can perhaps be thought of as a 'forced ascension' of a sort. People who are unable to assimilate higher frequencies once they are exposed. An example of keeping your black shadow exercised and healthy. You stay grounded or sane. Pay attention Liberals, you would have been the first to explode!
Back to my show...
@ 03:28:47
In 1561, Nuremberg has UFO activity in the form of a war. While it's true that all of the gods and spirits don't always get along, they live in a world made up of shadows, so too physically fight would be pointless and a little bit funny.
Remember at Times of atmospheric softening, you are seeing higher dimensional activity while you are 3D. Higher dimensional activity tends to be symbolic and dream like. It simply isn't real.
Oh sure, there is something going on, and you are really seeing something happening. Higher dimensional beings could be putting on a show for you, they could have a message they are sharing within that show like the children having visions of Mary Magdalene.
However, no matter what is happening, what you are seeing, or what you are hearing: it is taking place at a higher dimension and DOES NOT follow our 3D rules of Time, physics, math etc. It follows theirs, they created it. They own it. You see?
If you see a UFO type war and you attack with your 3D weapons, you will shoot very real bullets aiming at an illusion or an image that is not 3D physical. So please DO NOT every do that, someone in 3D can get very hurt that way.
When you are abducted by an alien taken on their spacecraft and have experiments done to your body and you feel 3D pain. Please realize at some point you entered into a higher dimension, like I did when Armand was hurting me and I was trying to scream. Yes, it is real, but no, you are not one Earth in a 3d body. You are in a higher dimension, and in the appropriate dimensional body, meaning you would find yourself in similar body conditions when you die, some will see themselves as a black shadow and some will see themselves as a physical image. It depends on a number of things as to what you will see, but if you feel ok, just go with that.
You can easily see why a murdered woman who never saw her attacker would suddenly awake to find herself in Florida, not able to realize she is dead, right?
I have spoken of Da Vinci before. I find him pompous, arrogant and of course backward. I will say he is unusual to look at, and the attention does feed his ego. But he is not genius.
He could draw so to write backward is merely fun, to draw 'inventions' that were not his (they were memories or visions) is not renaissance, it is copying someone else's work.
Remember, his sexuality was manipulated creating a 'high' brain wave pattern or activity so he could reach the higher than normal dimensions in the first place. This is NOT a good idea, it is NOT healthy in 3D or in spirit life. I'm sure he's feeling it.
He wouldn't have been considered 'remarkable' or memorable had he joined the renaissance movement without getting 'high'.
Remember, staying in an altered state was the very same thing Octavian did. As Octavian's main target, the one hurt most by his actions I will NEVER agree with deliberately manipulating your energy pattern. No matter the outcome or the reason for it.
Remember, there are many reasons for homosexuality, some of which are not mine to write about, at least not yet, but 'Eyes Like Da Vinci's', they know better! Ari is first and foremost and always will be an asshole. Period.
From August 21, 2019 at 11:20 AM:
I was talking about the April 14th 1561, between 4 and 5am Nuremberg mass UFO activity. Which is very interesting if you're a numerologist!
4-14-1561 also at 4 -5am. Not only the Date and Time, but the dimension where dreams and their dream symbolisms are created is in 4-6D.
So we have 1, 1, 4, 4, 4, 5, 5, 6.
1 represents a spiritual beginning. In some cases it represents a new karmic beginning or announces a new start to a cycle already in progress. It is also a new chapter of older karmic work beginning in your life.
4 represents nerve connections from your 3D physical body to your higher frequency range, or higher self, it is telling you 'something' you need to look at or know in your life comes from, or can be 'found' or 'solved' in, another dimension. But you are meant find 'it' in your higher more spiritual thoughts.
5 represents someone from a higher dimension is sending you a message.
6 represents a balance or perhaps finding a balance between your 3D life and your spiritual higher dimensional lives.
The number of times each number is used indicates that numbers individual strength within that message. So the most important or the strongest part of the message centers on whatever meaning 4 has for you. The numbers 1 and 5 are also important, adding weight or additional guidance you need to also need to consider of keep in mind when you contemplate 1. 6 is a final, more gentle reminder, a closing thought of guidance to you...
So lets look at mass hallucinations, or ant time you have a large number of people seeing the 3D impossible:
Using 4-6D frequencies and the Laws of Physics that govern them, a fake alien war would have been created and stored in an energetic black shadow. It would then have been projected toward the softened or more pliable atmosphere. A softened or more pliable atmosphere is actually multiple universes where Time, which is always shared and always transverses through all universes, is physically thinner, collapsed or gone (but not completely gone or collapsed, There will always be a measure of Time at every location, just minute.)
Without the heavier presence of Time you have less 3D and more 'afterlife' or Heaven. When you have more afterlife or Heaven than you have 3D, your black shadow senses seamlessly open up and operate. In fact, it is not obvious to you because your black shadow senses NEVER stop working. 3D is dense, so you rely on your 3D senses and when an event like the one in 1561 occurs, others will all see the same things.
It is a shared dream everyone is having at the same time. Literally.
As a side note, Morgan drank hemlock before she died, knowing full well she would died, had no idea when she was dead and cannot to this day locate the moment of her physical death. How can that be? After she drank the hemlock she laid down to die with closed eyes fully expecting to fall asleep, but her mind never stopped working. She was wondering about her future, making plans, and talking to her voices the entire time. She felt no separation from her 3D body, even asked her voices how long it would take. They told her to open her eyes and look around.
This is also how a murdered woman could find herself in florida and not believe she was dead.
So those in Nuremberg 1561, looking at that location would see the dream projection through their 'inner eye' the vision you use anytime you are in the Heavens, including when you are asleep and dreaming. It is the form of vision you use in the afterlife.
So you have an actual 'dream' energy form being played for you to see while you are 3D, and you see it with your 4-6D posthumous vision, which is merely a form of focus and how some psychics see the Dead they speak to. It is a form of focus much like staring at a 3D print refocusing your eye to reveal another picture hidden within it.
That is in a sense what your senses are doing when you see alien wars, any of the Marys, dreams in your sleep or any other higher dimension. It is a natural happening, and to control it all you need to do is open or close your eyes. Opening and closing your eyes at will in a dream state can seem impossible and gives you more of a trapped feeling because liking the dream message or not, your are meant to see it, hence your eyes stay focused or open and are watching the dream.
So, what happened in Nuremberg 1561 that created the softened atmosphere to expose the alien war dream projection? Don't know yet.
But those that saw it in 1561 saw war happen, and Nuremberg is famous for its war trials. WW2 was the last big 'had to happen' karmic wars stemming directly from Atlantis and the wars of that Age. Other wars following WW2 have different themes, different causes, different timing....However, any wars after yet still related to WW2 are much lesser energetically and winding down. WW2 was a major war in itself so it would be unrealistic to think that level of energy can stop. It cannot in 3D, it can slow very, very quickly...
But the people in 1561 who saw the dream, needed to see it in a Karmic connection to Nuremberg, and every person had different reasons for seeing it at that time whether it was for their past, present or future use. Some were victims, some were criminals...
I wonder what happened in Nuremberg during Atlantan times?
I can't find where I posted this before:
"The cell's birth process shows a contracting cell shrinking slightly, dividing itself into two cells that look for a moment to be somewhat smaller than the original cell size. They then quickly build back out to the original cell size and strength, then do it all over again."
It is like a heart beat, a rhythm of Timing that cellular reproduction follows. With each 'beat' a cell is ‘birthed’ this is also why tribes predominately used drums in their music, and the only explanation of how the the pyramids operated that I like so far is the passages filling with water and creating a thumping noise…a heart beat, a beat of Time. However this description of how the pyramids operated is only one service the pyramids provided for the and it's Earth. It has a multi purpose function, in that one sound it produced was used multiple ways, and because of that the pyramids produced more that just sound. You see?
The pyramids were genius in their design. Im not sure when it stopped working…it it was abandoned by the time of the moon cut….it feels like the pyramids were shut down by then…the Ark took over at some point….I need to put a timeline of my own together!
I think the 3 pyramids were all used in conjunction together, and then singularly, and also every combination thereof to provide the multipurpose functions.
Tribes used war drums, a slower more monotone chant with an ominous rhythm. Rain dances were more relaxing generating a feeling of gentleness, and the Dogon tribes mask dancing were more frenzied, a faster, more energetic flurry of activity.
I'm not sure how yet the the tribal dancing served the same purpose as the pyramids, it was the more human equivalent of the organic machine type pyramid.
The masks the Dogons wear are energetic symbols like the writing style of the Asian tribes. Each mask is an energy representation for a word or phrase. Some represent feelings, others represent objects that were sacred to them. But basically anything you were grateful for plant, animal, mood, spirit or god you wanted to say 'Thank You.' too, you wore the mask representing that word or phrase and danced appreciation for. It was a prayer.
It feels like a very slow Monday! Have a couple of corrections:
"It is like a heart beat, a rhythm of Timing that cellular reproduction follows. With each 'beat' a cell is ‘birthed’ this is also why tribes predominately used drums in their music, and the only explanation of how *the pyramids operated that I like so far is the passages filling with water and creating a thumping noise…a heart beat, a beat of Time. However this description of how the pyramids operated is only one service the pyramids provided for the *people, tribes and the Earth. It has a multi purpose function, in that one sound it produced was used multiple ways, and because of that the pyramids produced more that just sound. You see?"
When I find the name of the man whose theory it was of using water to fill the pyramids, I'll post it. He also has a book, I think. But I definitely think he is on the right track. Also I came across his ideas on an Ancient Aliens episode, so I'm sure I'll come across his name again...I just was near my computer at the time. I need a full time secretary, one who can also review paragraphs before I post them.
Lastly, I'm not worried about leaving this world without mysteries. I can tell you our history setting you once again on the right path. Today many, don't understand our history and are coming up with insane suggestions on how to fix where we are today. They are completely wrong in both understanding what happened and also how it happened and until we clear both of those up...let's just say the future will look different until we ALL understand where we've been.
When I say, I don't see a destruction like Atlantis, that does NOT mean there won't be anything like that happening. I'm saying I don't predict the future, that does NOT mean I can't, that just means that is not my role in this life today.
I see my role as explaining our collective past, and also my own personal past, starting from the very beginning of 3D Time and before creation (meaning dimensions higher than 3D). We have lost our understanding of our organic creation as a planet, and as a soul who has life after death, and that is now hurting or at best limiting our future as individual people and as a planet. The more you forget and ignore because you forget and/or don't see the more you limit or disguise your choices. You will either cause another world wide catastrophe on the scale of Atlantis, or you will halt evolution and other development completely with a monetary or karmic debt. But know it will affect our joint and individual future.
I am giving you information that is a reasonable understanding so that you make choices that are informed spiritually and scientifically, taking care of both your 3D world and also your higher dimensional life both at the same Time. That is how to live multi dimensionally, by understanding our past, and living today as we shape our future, including all three at one Time. That is maximum best use of any life, and that is why I am here. Not to fix your future, I am here to show you your present Time.
And you are responsible to fix or adjust everything you need to for your own self, not mine or anyones else. Do NOT over reach. Just know that when you take care of your own life, you can make everyone else lighter, easier. That is what I want you to understand. That is what I am here to do.
If a disaster of great magnitude like Atlantis happens, understand it was probably in the works for some Time, and it was a problem both here in the Heavens too, and was a problem both individually and collectively. A lot of binary represented in that sentence.
Once you pay attention to your total and complete multidimensional surroundings, you will really see magic and mysteries!
Right now you really don't know what the hell you are looking at.
So let's break it all down and look at it again, but with all of our newer information applied.
To look at her, God is a Very Very Large Black Shadow Void. It is in Caps for a reason, She is a strong, complex and complete Math formula . She is so large, you cannot see her beginning or her end as a black shadow. Hence, all you can see her as is a Void. She is a Black Shadow Fabric and is made up of the very same stuff we are. She is like us, not only bigger in a spacial sense but also in a multi-dimensional sense. It is true to think she is one of us only she is much, much more Ethereal. Ethereal because of her size and reach.
It is thought that we can merge with her, this fabric after we die, actually blending and becoming part of her, being one with it. But those Days are gone. Period. And I know of no one who has ever done that. Once we formed, we formed. Done.
Day 1: In the beginning God created light.
That is Day 1 of the creation process, and is a period of Time we can believe is much longer than 24hours. Step 1 is Light. That means you've shortened Time. That is for your math formulas: Create Light for a period of Time. But remember Time is different, it is still accelerated and measurable, but no longer defined as 'Eternity'. Very, very close to it, still having many of the properties, yet only one step 'outside' of it, not away from it. And this appears to be the first ingredient in every creation, whether you actually see it with your eyes or not. Light Energy.
Also note: the Heavens sectioned itself off. It was self-aware enough to do this and it is now multi-universal. It is now Binary.
Day 2: Water and firmament.
We are now in a different Time period, a different Universe yet still not bending, we are flowing. The Time that was subtracted out of Day 1 to create Day 2 contains Water and no Light, water is surrounded by Light. So you have a large universe of Water which is 'contained' by another universe of Light. And you have another binary split: Light minus an entire universe of Time (however long that is, think if it as an Age) creates Water. But realize at this point we are already minus 2 universes of Time.
Day 3: Earth, land, sea and vegetation.
We are Flat Terra. We do not bend until the Sun is created. So we are Light surrounding Water surrounding land. And that Land is...I want to say soft, but that's not right...it is semi-formed, dream-like, pliable, not hard yet you still need a tool to shape it. We at this point are pulsing, the very beginnings of a Fade In/Out process. Once the water universe was created, it started 'churning' Flat Terra to form with more Time removing, a beat started and another Day formed (Day 3). Think Tides and also heart beat. Water has a stronger, heavier pulse than Light frequency, But the Light has a 'pressure' applied to the Water to contain it, anytime you do that outside of a Dense container you have motion. Light is still somewhat of a 'free flowing' type container, changing shape and form so it does not stop water from moving with in it and it is to this day in constant motion, both free form shaping and also tidal or heartbeat motion.
On Flat Terra, Land, Water and Vegetation all formed in sequence as the Terra started reacting to according to binary laws. Dividing itself into smaller categories of creation.
Realize we were 'In' this forming Energy right from the start. We were also forming as we watched it, changing as it changed, and we were watching it from a distance at the same Time standing in it. How many of us were there? Not sure yet, but we were still spirit energy becoming more solid during each Fade period, and each pulsing Fade was ever so slowly shortening in Time, and as the length of Time shortened, we became more and more formed, or solid.
Day 4: Sun, moon, and stars.
Now we begin to bend. And as other Stars and Universes also begin to form remember We Formed First 😄 and as the Fabric of God became more and more aware, more and more was formed, in a free flowing form of creation. According to the Bible we formed first. I don't think it's wrong... I just don't think there is a complete understanding of Time as it acted in those days. I see God 'creating as she flows' in a rippling, wavy, type 'awareness' that is technically all happening at the same Time, all at once, yet still having a pattern to it. She follows a binary pattern up to a point I think...
Need to stop for now, but I will fill in more when I can.
So you now know the Fabric of God was self-aware before she was a multi universe it's easier to see:
From the very beginning of Time, here I'm talking about the Eternity Time, as soon as the self-aware part of the self-aware multi-universe became self-aware she began to move, a motion, a circular spin in a sense 'looking around' at her location, at herself. So at every level or dimension of Time you have a spin, and at Eternity Time that spin takes Forever.
So the reduction in Time also creates a spinning movement and the two together, join forces and separate out the light, water, Air, Terra...But you MUST remember the spin is secondary, and is created from Time moving, just like everything else.
And this is the same when creating a miracle, teleporting and object, healing the sick. All of creation follows thesis steps. Even little kids get it, they love to spin in a circle and dogs love to chase their tails.
All of creation follows *these steps.
Backing up a bit to include more on Day 3:
The Time pieces like Gobekli Tepi, and others were started before the Earth bend, which I believe Science thinks of as the 1st cataclysm, and the Moon cutting would be the 2nd. Because Time was once again changing, withdrawing portions of itself, the surrounding Universes also reacted, it couldn't be helped. It was in fact that Terra was forming itself into Earth, meaning a second or binary creation. This was significantly more intense or a more major 'Earth Change' than the one we are in the midst of right now.
We know that on Day 2 the Water Universe was created, and we also know that Water is a big part of our world internally, externally and also Plant, Animal and Human life. Earth and everything living on it is Literally infused with Water. And this is normal for all dimensions. Lakes, streams were a part of Flat Terra, and right now my mind is being drawn to the Great Lakes as one source.
Sometime mid or late in Day 2 Mars splits off and becomes its own planet. I'm not sure how it happened, I'm just reminding us all that this was when something did happen. It looks to me like at the very very beginning of the Terra bending into Earth, Mars split of energetically, When the land first started to rumble...well before any actual movement.
Seems to be moving away from Terra, almost drifting yet still energetically growing in size? No, the size difference is due to our Earth shrinking inward as the moon moved away, and slightly before that, when mountains formed. Mountains became way more pronounced after the moon drifted and we had sudden start of the Ice Age while the Moon began to move and the Ice Age stopped suddenly as the Moon settled into her new position.
So Mars and Earth are originally the same size.
To continue on Day 4:
We as Flat Terra begin to bend. Mars is still energy that is drifting, and it is the Sun creation that pins Mars into a permanent location. The Moon also materializes at this Time. It's true the Moon is an upper dimensional construct and was manifested or imported as the Sun, also upper dimensional but is an 'energy portal' construct delivering or containing the same raw power as the Ark of the Covenant...tho the power within the Ark seems weaker and is one Time zone off. I have no Idea what that means... Ok, it's the same exact power as the Sun, but the Ark imports its Sun power in a later or lower dimension. The Sun's source is the 12th dimension and likely to die, but its strength will always fluctuate.
There is way too much going on at once, I know the other planets in our solar system arrive all at different Times on Day 4 (an Age or Eon), but they are not all from the same dimension. It looks like they 'drop' manifesting at different Times and their energy originates at different dimensional starting points.
But it is the Suns arrival that organizes the chaos Im looking at into a useable, predictable system for our lower dimensional life.
Sorry if I scared anyone, the Sun will NOT die, it was a typo.
"The Sun's source is the 12th dimension and *unlikely to die, but its strength will always fluctuate."
To clarify:
"It was in fact that Terra was forming itself into Earth, meaning a second or binary creation *of itself." It is not a Mars type binary creation, but it was a new or different world.
You don't need to touch the Sun to find out if its a fiery planet or a portal... I can tell you exactly what it is:
It's a plug.
It is the stopping point for a dimensional portal. What you are see is like a laser marker that is on fire all the way to the plug, it's end point. When a Sun dies, it shrinks and hardens as it cools. It becomes a solid. Right now it is soft and large because of its heat. It is only semi formed because it burning, it has a gas in component within it that...let me start over:
It starts out as sheer Light. It follows a path, like a laser marker toward our dimension. At some point the laser path cuts through other dimensional universes, like the water universe...didn't I say once oil was created by water touching the Earth core, percolating or brewing like beer? Same for the Sun. So at some point the Light converts...no, it adds a liquid, staying in its original Light strength and a little liquidly, igniting into fire when it collides with the plug. The plug is the percolator part, I suppose. Filtering or diffusing, or perhaps both, any harmful effects.
I think without the Sun diffusing its Light source we could literally become electrocuted, like with the Ark, via the water/electrical properties in the solar system. It delivers its source to the entire Universe using the outer space as a conductor.
But right now, the Sun is squishable. In theory if you could touch it, you could reshape into a square or even a balloon animal. It's a circle because of the swirling all energy does. If it cools it will become hard, like a rock.
I was again watching Ancient Aliens and they spoke of Tesla and his idea of transmitting wireless electricity. It is similar to my ideas, but without a transmitter and at a very low wattage. We are using electrical current already in the air, which of course there really is, especially if Science believes we are holograms to start with. That would imply we are in a projection screen of some sort, we would be just tapping off of that.
And about Mars and its water. It has a core as it was formed similar to Earth. It in fact took a copy of it when it left, and it has water that is part of its entire molecular makeup just like Earth. It has no creation ability to generate more water. And after a nuclear fallout strong enough too 'kill' an entire planet, Please NEVER drink the water. It will kill you dead too.
The original sage green color was the blue rock formations I spoke of once before, combined with the water molecules. Once an atmosphere rebuilds for that planet you will see. Remember outer space has enough water to support plankton, once Mars opens up as a functioning chakra or portal, it will 'trap' or contain an atmosphere of its own and you will see the original purpose of that planet.
Right now all the planets have different purposes, losing the knowledge of their purposes, the planets were disguised or described as different 'personalities' ie, Mother Earth, Angry Mars, Lucky Jupiter...
'Core' type water is not drinkable, and its too deep to tap into anyway, if you're thinking about a well. And to live or colonize any planet in our system as we currently know it (I'm leaving that door open for our near future) would cause problems, like reproductive issues, vision, heart...different pressures that we depend on to live here that Mars doesn't have will show up within the first 3 yrs of life on Mars and you will be dead within the first ten.
The better idea would be to remain on Earth and ask the other planets for their ideas or help. I said once before they act as a waveguide, take the energy they already offer us and do something with that. Chakras radiate stuff, just like the Sun.
I've been meaning to explain this for months but I keep forgetting:
Someone wondered once why I usually type out my numbers like 'ten' as opposed to '10':
I do that because to me they look different, they are the same thing but they are written in two different languages. There is something different about how I think or use my mind/brain connection when I'm shadow standing or reading. There is a lot going on, a lot to see, sort through, understand and assign words too. It's easier to stay in the same written language, to jump back and forth between the two would take me some practice, and while I could do it, it just isn't important enough to me. There are more important things to me that are going on at that Time.
When I do type 10 and opposed to ten, it is more because I'm leaning into the number language. Usually something to point out numerically for numerologists or Science. I need to see it as '10'. While it could be argued that that numbers are symbols that also make up the energy I'm looking at, I have to say 'no.' The black shadow Energy books I read to you from are well beyond the dream world symbols. They are stored in a collapsed, condensed form, that is unraveled as I stand in it and raveled or swirled up again when I've understood it, but the symbols aren't formed until 4-6D reading. I read at an Eternity level. It's not unusual, not unheard of, to understand what you are looking at before it's even formed. It's normal and everyday in the Heavens.
Need to also explain why I use capital letters, and quotes. Just a reminder for me.
The quotes and caps that I use are to highlight.
The quote symbol or ' is to highlight an idea that I've seen as opposed to an actual word. That is also the times I have trouble settling on one word to describe that idea, and offer several choices to describe that shadowy sentence portion. And remember an idea shown to me presents itself as a slightly thicker, denser spot of energy that I must look at longer because the energy appears to be busier at that spot than the rest of the sentence. This is were the Asian writing style is similar to the words I put in quotes.
But it is a spot that either has not completely unraveled when I see it, or it is an action of some sort that has multiple ideas branching from it that can lead me off into other paragraphs or directions. A fork in the road kind of reading...
I know it can be distracting to some, but I see it partly as a marker for me especially when I go back and reread my work. A second idea, one that leads me to another direction or branches me off into another idea will present itself to me at those points. But when I re-read it and reach the quotes I am offering myself a second load at that spot.
The capital letters I use are to highlight the energy strength of the word I am reading. For words like Science, it is capitalized because the group of people involved in that word is very large. 'Science' is my word choice that describes a 'large body of people that work in that field'. I collapse the idea of 'large body of people that work in that field' into 'Science'.
Capital letters also help me when I re-read my work because it helps remind me of the order I've chosen to put words into. This is a lot like a math formula, it is an energetic template or format that I've decided on when I read the black shadow for the first time. So when I re-read the same spot of energy more than a few times, I re-fit my capital letters into the same order of energy strength that I saw it in the first time, giving me a similar sentence structure.
I am 'pinning' my 3D words to a black shadow energetic strength. I see a certain level of black shadow strength, I use a capital letter aligning them both up together, even though they never line up exactly. And I'm sure that may distract many people, messing up their own Timing, but it can be a big help to me.
Much like a book marker, caps and quotes are energetic shortcuts for me to find my place in the energy field I'm watching. So I can ride along with the energy wave more efficiently, looking at its depth and it's width as I travel with or inside of it. Remember it is unraveling and moving and this can be very fast, so too must I. Caps and quotes help me keep up so I see more of the energy movement, giving you more detail.
Like for example someone might read a black shadow and only write "The ball rolled down the hill." Where someone else may read the same shadow and write "The green ball rolled down the hill faster than the the other four balls." More detail. I want to add, after I've been away a number of years and come back here to work, I also skip or leave out words until I get used to the Timing again.
It is a rhythm, hence the music connection. It is not a dance because it is a 'word' type energy and not a 'creation' type energy which is a 'movement' type energy. Movement is very very different in the Heavens than in 3D. Because it looks different to those in the Higher Heavens, it is defined differently too.
I hope this explanation helps. Not really sure why I am explaining it right now, I'm just told to...
From August 28, 2019 at 12:06 PM:
"The Sun's source is the 12th dimension and *unlikely to die, but its strength will always fluctuate."
Right now we have reports of global warming, and the Sun strength is decreasing. The Sun is doing that for our comfort and help. When the population decreases and the warming cycle stops, the Sun will kick in again as needed. In the mean time the Sun can use the rest.
When the Sun strength returns to a stronger strength it's size will again increase. Like I said "its flexible".
Please don't let Science scare you.
And don't let Religion scare you either.
There is an element of truth to what both groups report. But it is not the entire picture and it is not as dire because everything heals and everything is fixable. All you need to do is take care of yourselves spiritually and physically. Help others willing if you are 'called' to do so and respect any boundaries of doing for others. They MUST move to heal, and I don't care what ails them, THEY must move.
Someone was wondering if I can write from the Akash in all numbers, write my book numerically.
Sure, but I would need to formulate a translation of the black shadow energy into numbers. And I think I would lose more informational detail...binary code would be the most practical detailed way to do it.
Maybe Da Vinci can do that on his next idiot visit, amuse us all. It will keep him busy in a cave somewhere.
I mention Da Vinci's cave because I've been wondering about the desperate need for isolation. Caves, mountain tops help because they...have different 'pressure points' of atmosphere.
Caves are usually thought of as underground, an opening surrounded by rock. It feels comfortable to some who are a partially open channel or portal. I say it that way because remember humans and black shadow spirits fluctuate in frequency ranges, and sometimes when that fluctuation...not stalls, but remains fixed, no....the range of frequencies is shortened. When the frequency range is shortened, not extended fully or not exercised, you notice and it is not comfortable. Much like the after death state I've been trying to explain that generates a heat. Clearing your head in a cave or on a mountain is making a mind strength connection that re-opens a frequency range that has been shortened. Rest periods and vacations also do this, hence a Day of Rest every week was insisted on for mental and physical health.
And remember that the ancient caverns hollowed out of stone served a purpose during the extended sleep cycles of the later period of the Fade-In god types. It resonated or 'amplified and also extended the duration' of the vibrational harmonic range for the hearing impaired. Like Da Vinci.
Mountains function differently, but serve a similar purpose. The air is much thinner at higher elevations and tend to cause a sleepy trance like state because of it. People climb mountains more for that reason than 'because they are there'. It simply makes their minds feel good, making a brain connection they normally can't make. But the people who seek mountains are using thin air to induce trance states, while cave people use sound resonance of the rock to do the same.
Me, I just need quiet. D is often in the room with me, but is doing his own work. I can do chores I probably won't remember doing yet have new ideas....but if I don't write them down within a period of Time I will forget them like anyone who wakes from a dream and soon forgets what they dreamt about.
But please stay away from using drugs and alcohol to get high. This is where Da Vinci failed: There is a harmful physical dependance involved that entices you to repeat or use this more than needed. When you use drugs and alcohol more than you should, you mess up your Timing. 'Messing up your Timing' is an oversimplified way of saying you've ruined you life and it will take work on your part to fix it. As an eternal being, you will at some point fix it, even Octavian is bored and is fixing it, he just doesn't want you to know so you don't think he is admitting he was wrong.
Explore a cavern or take a hike. It's a hole lot easier.
So the topic os nudity keeps being shown to me lately. To be naked according to the Bible is believed wrong, and I myself have said if you need to take all your clothes off to make your point like raising money for your charitable cause, you don't really have a message. You just want others to see you naked.
I've heard nudists or others promoting or supporting nudity saying any opposition toward it is a sign of misplaced morality, a 'Jesus virus', that being naked is a natural state of our being but the only Time we are naked in front of others is as a precursor to sex. That we need to get past the thought that nudity is only appropriate or only leads to sex.
Here's the thing about that argument:
The Bible's main purpose was to keep a historic record of the days leading up to the Moon Cutting. It was the single most significant 'Fall of Man' that both Heaven and Earth have not only witnessed but have participated in. Please keep in mind the original 'Fall of Man' was actually a 'Fall to Man'. It was a deliberate descent toward 3D and had nothing to do with immorality or sin of any kind. The 'Fall of Man' was a large and painful backward step not only for mankind but life everywhere and in all dimensions.
We Physically HAD to participate in becoming 3D, it was Metaphysically IMPOSSIBLE not too. 3D was created at a Time when all of Heaven was in a 'Hyper Creative' mode. Today, both here and in the Heavens, we are merely in an evolutionary mode, we are evolving what we have already created. We are tending to it, helping it grow, keeping it strong and balanced. Our own well being depends on it. This is because once the self-aware multi-universe became self aware, she became self confident too. She simply figured out who she was, and how to behave and react. She feels complete in herself, but is willing to both learn and control (in a self-discipline way) as she goes.
She also has a good sense of not wanting to go too far in creation. Knowing when to stop is as important as self-control. Let's face it, 3D can be harsh and healing can be slow, the self-aware multi-universe knows this because it can hurt her too, like it did during the flooding of Atlantis. She did not stop creating, she stopped hyper-creating. That means she stopped creating universes, at least until we catch up to her way of thinking.
As part of the self-aware multi-universe those first souls created, I don't want to say we were forced to become 3D because she was creating 3D, but in a sense that is exactly what happened. Everyone is multi-dimensional because she is too. It is when you as a black shadow have limited your multi-dimensional self that you cause problems, and you cause problems for us all because this is VERY important:
When you are truly multi-dimensional you have opinions, but when your black shadow has limits or restricts your multi-dimensional body ability to untwist or unravel itself, you act on those opinions.
Opinions are formed from our experiences, they are literally linked to a memory. Acting on those opinions or experiences means there is a dimensional block, it has nowhere to go for 'release', no ability to untwist to soothe itself and must be acted upon. It is very much the same as a narcissist and sociopath needing to convert others to his way of thinking to prove to himself he is right because his own moral guidance is restricted and unreachable.
When I see what Seth has described as a spirit or black shadows 'permeant image', I see a close representation of the person I knew in 3D. I see a 3D image of the 3D person I knew instead of a black shadow image. This helps me know who I'm with in the higher dimensions right away, saving me Time trying to 'read' who I'm talking with...and that 'permanent image' is always wearing a death robe.
A death rode is a loose fitting garment, white in color that is gathered low around the neck and belted loosely around the waist with a gold rope.
I have never seen anyone who uses an after-death permanent image walking around as a naked man or woman. Why do you think that is?
My impressions are if you are comfortable walking the streets naked, that does not somehow make you 'spiritually evolved'. I think it shows that you are in a place in your life where you are looking for something different because somewhere in your black shadow there is an area that cannot unravel and is causing you to act differently.
Not a sign of spiritual evolution at all.
And if you’re a nudist don’t think for a minute that you’re going to sit on my furniture.
From September 2, 2019 at 8:31 AM:
“My impressions are if you are comfortable walking the streets naked, that does not somehow make you 'spiritually evolved'. I think it shows that you are in a place in your life where you are looking for something different because somewhere in your black shadow there is an area that cannot unravel and is causing you to act differently.
Not a sign of spiritual evolution at all.”
Let me walk that last sentence back. Nudists rarely have criminal intent. They are on a path of some kind of spiritual advancement, but it is muck like a vegan, liberal, or animal rights activist in that it is another stage of spiritual awareness, and only an advancement in that you’ve acted it out in 3D, meaning you’ve examined or experienced it, and possibly untwisted it enough that you may have abandoned it as a lifestyle.
It is when others preach that nudity has a spirituality about it and that they know more than those of us who wear clothes that I feel the need to explain what is really going on.
There is nothing wrong with breastfeeding and I think more women should use it as a healthy dream symbol come to life in our 3D reality, but I disagree it should be allowed in public for so many reasons.
The first and most harmful reason is there are too many people who have sexual issues that move into Action, like sorrow, violence or other abuses. And in a public setting, you have no idea who these people are or even how close they are sitting to you. The simple act of a woman breastfeeding her child can be a powerful dream symbol ‘trigger object’ type reminder to others of everything from twisted ‘Madonna issues’ to different child or spousal abuses, infertility issues or a host of other unseen rages that are in a sense can be put on a ‘timer’ to be opened for them later.
You can inadvertently cause pain or other emotional upsets, those watching you will associate or project to others they are involved with in a ‘karmic settling’ kind of way. Yours is not the only energy in the room and while you are not responsible for another’s violent acts or hurt feelings, remember this: there is a victim behind every one of those violent acts or hurt feelings that you could have shielded or otherwise helped.
This world is not always about you and your rights. Sometimes it’s about unseen things you aren’t aware of. Sometimes it’s about others who’s pain is stronger than your need to show what a good mother you are.
On a more personal note: I realize my past lifetime experiences have been both violent and extreme, but many aren’t uncommon and they were never far from the surface of my memory, and that is the same for many in this world especially during this overwhelming sensitive Time we are living in.
Even today Octavian, who also believes in reincarnation has told us that he was someone famous in the past and he is disappointed that he can't find anyone who can tell him who he was.
And that makes my point of: No matter where in spirit you reside Dimensionally, you are aware of your past. You know what makes you mad, and you know a repeat when you are in one. And with every repeat there can be a "Here we go again." defeatist attitude. And there can even be a "Let's do it better this time." attitude.
But there is always an innocent dream symbol trigger that acts as reminder to us all.
There is more to say about why we are not nudists, I'm not shown what it is yet. I just know that most people don't want to walk around naked in public, and even most of those that do only want that experience for a period of Time, not for their entire lives.
And I know that feeling extends into the Heavens posthumously.
And just so there is no confusion:
There is nothing wrong with places reserved for public displays of nudity, or prostitution or pornography in moderation. It is when it is displayed to the general public that it becomes troublesome.
We are all at different phases of our ascension process at different times and we need to remember that.
From September 2, 2019 at 7:05 AM:
"Opinions are formed from our experiences, they are literally linked to a memory. Acting on those opinions or experiences means there is a dimensional block, it has nowhere to go for 'release', no ability to untwist to soothe itself and must be acted upon. It is very much the same as a narcissist and sociopath needing to convert others to his way of thinking to prove to himself he is right because his own moral guidance is restricted and unreachable."
I don't mean to imply Acting on opinions is bad, it all depends on how you act. You see?
Not agreeing with a popular social idea, like legalizing recreational drugs when we have an opioid crisis killing thousands is casting a vote, an action. If there is a family member who suffers the addiction, that is hospitalization, counseling and trusting them to be at a place in their lives to find their own strength. These are all actions too, but: You cannot recover for them. I'm sorry.
I'm starting to feel like I'm saying this to someone who asked a question.
When your loved one suffers to the point of hurting themselves in this way, understand that this is not their first lifetime looking at or addressing the root of whatever led them toward drugs in the first place. If they hurt themselves enough, causing their own death, not only am I sorry, but I want you do your best to look at the entirety, or the eternity of this situation.
From the literal Beginning of Time the fade out period we all experienced was a rest or break period for everyone. We were all returning to our original dimensional lives relieving us of both physical and emotional 'pressure' as we were both building and forming our 3D physical bodies.
Our fade out periods were seen not only as a rest but also as a relief. It is a time to rest where and when it was needed, and we MUST rest. We as we were forming were under CONSTANT pressure in both a forming body and a forming world. As our 3D universe and also our world evolved into today, our fade in and fade out periods were replaced by physical death. Understand death is still a fade in and fade out process, it MUST happen because we MUST rest. Remember, there is a very good reason why I usually have 600 years between my lifetimes.
Your loved one no matter the cause of their death, has not stopped living and in most cases is still very close to you in many different universes all at once. You can still have them in your life. Start talking, do this repeatedly and in a rhythm of Time if you think it will help you to look for signs of acknowledgement. By that I mean keep a schedule using the same Time of day, once or twice a week to start. Bare your soul, if you are mad, tell them. If you are sad, understanding, happy they have a rest, tell them. Knowing the truth from you can be a guide for their healing. They will be shown your messages when they are ready, and the funny thing about that is Time works differently for them.
You think because they have died they are gone, so your job is done. NO, you can still help them, if that is you're calling. If it were me I would start by saying, "I told you this would happen, maybe now you will listen to me." and go from there. Remember you should tell them the good feeling of hope and also the pain they have caused. Talking to your loved ones is healing for you too, so you should include your honest feelings.
You can receive an answer to your talks right away or in our near future, yet sometimes for them much Time has passed and they've worked hard, so they have actually 'backtracked' into Time that has already passed for them to let you know in your 3D Time that they know you are there for them. They 'Time traveled' to answer you. Time travel is not always necessary to use, but it is for you to know that they have not forgotten you anymore than you have forgotten them.
Snippets of you talking to them are shown as encouragement for your loved one to keep progressing. Do not worry that your honest feelings will somehow set their progress back into a some kind of posthumous relapse. That does not happen in a universe that is eternal. There is no permeant setback there like death is often seen as here. I hope that sentence reaches your soul enough to share ALL of your feeling with them.
I don't know why I'm putting this here right now, but I want everyone to know that just because someone has died because of an addiction or any other problem they couldn't overcome, it shouldn't be seen as a failure to intervene or their problem was so profound that they were unreachable. Their problem was serious in that their perception of it was lost. But their death did happen, and it should be considered as another opportunity to re-examine and re-gain that perception.
There was 40 years between my last life of Gloria Rose Taylor and my life today, the same with D. I bring this up as an example of what can happen when a soul returns too soon. I remembered EVERYTHING. It was INSANELY PAINFUL, I cannot stress this enough, even at one point of seriously considering suicide myself.
Once you put drug use into the mix, you've included a physical dependency that is hard enough on its own to manage, plus the extra past life memories. Drugs offer a 'break from the memories' but they also keep you there. You need the back and forth of re-emerging into an 3D reality that is unaltered or completely exposed.
See, now I feel like I really am talking to someone, if it's true or not just know it was too much memory because it was soon in Time to remember the 'entirety'.
If you have someone becoming dry dependent, knowing they are having emotional pain and are trying to intervene with their drug use, tell them about Time. Tell them where ever their pain is coming from, their current Time has a distance or a buffer in that their pain comes from the Past. No matter if that Time originated years ago or lifetimes ago, their pain is a memory. Period. move from that memory as best they can by asking them to put their mind on other things. Things that make them happy, a hobby or other daily activity can replace a drug habit.
That is what helped me stop drinking alcohol. Find something fun to do and do it, and if you are physically moving and doing something fun even better. Pay attention to the fun thing they choose, the medium they are using that makes them happy. I found comfort that Brigs chose working with wood, while I chose working with wool. Only one letter apart.
Physical movement is important as a symbolic reminder that you are living in 3D and must use 3D rules or tools to heal in 3D. Drugs alter your mind and put your thinking in a place outside of 3D. Heal in the world you are living in.
Again I'm not sure what happened, who I'm talking too. But never see it as an end, or even as a parting. It is a change, one that offers them more insight. And now that they've had this experience, they will perhaps listen to those who love them, even those in 3D.
Did this suicide need to happen, no, it did not. A rest and a re-examining needed to happen here in 3D. Drugs made that so much harder to do. I think Ari has explained the 'type' of rest I've done in this life, and that is the type of 'rest' I mean here.
For everyone: The drugs I am talking about here are unprescribed and are used as self medicating. Doctors, Antidepressants and other drugs do NOT remove your mind from your problems. Doctors watch and help, even in the higher dimensions. And please remember what I've said before about suicide, death does not fix your problems, please don't waste your opportunity to heal here. You hurt others too when you hurt yourself.
If you have someone becoming *drug dependent, *know they are having emotional pain and *if you are trying to intervene with their drug use, tell them about Time.
More corrections:
"See, now I feel like I really am talking to someone, if it's true or not just know it was too *many memories because it was soon in Time to remember the 'entirety'." They needed to stay in a higher dimension a while longer before coming back to 3D. The extra higher dimensional Time Space removes more of our...not memories...it removes the Intensity of our memories, so they are not as sharp and painful, or as debilitating.
"I get the feeling the person I'm talking about, thought they could handle coming back so quickly. and when I say "And now that they've had this experience, they will perhaps listen to those who love them, even those in 3D." I get the feeling now that they've died, they really didn't believe they would die they will remember it, and are more ready to believe they don't know everything. They will be more open to another's advice, guidance or intervention.
Remember anyone one suffering from addiction, and I've said this before: Your body is expecting to be feed on TIME to keep the addiction. Change your schedule to doing whatever interests you at a Time you body is looking for it's drugs. Cycle out of using, while replacing and focusing on doing something else you enjoy. I spoke of this before, just not sure of the exact date.
I hope everyone is ok and thought whatever happened happened a while ago and I'm answering for someone who is still hurting. Please don't hurt, they are healing, so you do the same. Speak to them honestly and truthfully, you are clearing or creating a movement of old hurt feelings outward, this frees a space, creates a void space within your black shadow that you can fill with things from this present Time, not your past. You see? This Time next year, you will see a difference in yourself.
From yesterday I said: "I found comfort that Brigs chose working with wood, while I chose working with wool. Only one letter apart."
Its true I did find comfort from small difference, but I'm looking again at the two words 'wood' and 'wool' and I said they are one letter apart, meaning different. Yet they aren't even one letter different.
Brigs' 'wood' has the 'd' and my 'wool' has the 'l'. Both letters contain the 'l' yet Briggy went the extra mile to add a 'o' on the bottom left of his 'l', so there is only a small circle of a difference. But it doesn't feel like its a 'repeat' type circle kind of meaning and it puts my mind back to when I was looking at the ancient aircrafts in the stone relief from the Temple of Seti I, and look at that, another 'I'.
Remember I said the half circle and the 1/4 circle carved with the aircraft, were mathematical in nature. It is a measurement of power and is part of the formula needed to operate the vehicles. Or something very, very close to that.
Same too with our 'l' and 'o' if the 'o' were on the right side of the 'l'... I think positions of the 'o' represent seasons. I feel so close to reaching something, but not quite there yet. dbPqJRUgGcC .....looking and finding nothing.
Wood and Wool are both textiles, but the position of the o that is part of the d is important, and I've seen this before when I looked at the stone reliefs. It has a similar mean as the math explanation of how the aircraft operated. Like if the 1/4 circle from the Seti Temple were displaying a different quadrant, just like on our 'd'.
I guess it will have to wait before I can find the meaning.
"The better idea would be to remain on Earth and ask the other planets for their ideas or help. I said once before they act as a waveguide, take the energy they already offer us and do something with that. Chakras radiate stuff, just like the Sun.
August 29, 2019 at 8:25 AM"
Here I was talking about the planetary chakras radiating stuff, and the wave guide properties deliver that and other universal atmospheric particles our way at Times when solar winds are still or dormant. Send a probe to travel and take air samples between planets, you'll find something.
Way back in March 9, 2019 at 10:02 AM I said:
"As a personal note to myself, Octavian's purpose in my life right now was to trigger past life memories. My purpose in his life right now was to see I'm not going to retaliate or kill him back as he clearly fears. My entire goal in this life was to give him a positive experience, or more balance in our joint psyche. A joint psyche is a thought form or forms that are created from lifetimes. This is important because EVERYONE has psychic abilities, there is no other way you can come to this planet except through a mix of biospheres.
These thought forms add and grow taking on personas and generic emotions, like auras. Are they the same thing? Don't know yet...."
Go back and re-read that entire post. I spoke of our endocrine systems 'exploding my nervous system and it's true one affected the other. The Endocrine system is a converter/delivery system, it connects your chakra energy signals from the energetic spiritual realm into the physical body. Trying to find the energy signals that feed the endocrine system will lead Science and medicine toward the spiritual realm connection into human body. Medicine can improve itself not only by improving the patients comfort without morphine or other drugs that leave the patient unconscious , but also by helping to level off some of the natural 'explosion' type nervous system type damage that takes yeas to recover from.
This can help PTSD and bi-polar behaviors a lot! You'll be able to measure the explosive behavior patterns before they start, and you'll be there thru their recovery, helping the patient to manage. Crazy mass murders, psychotic/sociopaths, and also the other end of the spectrum for their victims standing in mirages struggling for years to find their balance.
But the endocrine system functions like a dam in both directions forward into the higher dimensions of frequencies and backward into the lower, and the dam always breaks when overloaded. And while that is not truly a chakra it is a 'chakra conversion system' and is partly controlled by the patience thoughts, feeling, and actions both past and present. Therefore it can respond to a very subtle, very soft vibrational stimulation much like electrical stimulation can reduct muscle pain, and music can soothe a soul. Understand the soft and different kind of stimulation needed must reach into the ethers, Science will start healing the unseen realms they have so far denied existed.
Going back to the top of this message, 'Joint Psyches' are very important in that they are located in the 4-6D dream realm and where Octavian and I talk to each other well before we say a word in 3D.
Also keep in mind:
There is no such thing as a 'Christ Child'.
A note for later.
You guys need to feed your dogs. I haven't seen them since they arrived, and they are guarding nothing.
I have said repeatedly that physical movement should be a part of Octavian's emotional rehab therapy. There is a neurological pathway connection that originates in our most ethereal black shadow (or however far we've chosen to develop it) mind that not only carries or delivers our intent or desires but also transposes or converts the signals into action.
It is that training that Octavian needs to redevelop...I say 'redevelop' but I'm not sure Octavian's has ever worked properly. I think this because of his rush for what he saw as a 'power grab' during a still developing Terra/Earth.
Anyway the only way of developing that 'ethernet' type connection or pathway from the Heavens to Earth would be to use it. This connection is very subtle and yet is so important because it literally connects you continuously thru all dimensions delivering information, thoughts and intents as it travels through the different physical chakra points. The chakra points are 'valve' or dam like control points that link or allow this more spiritual 'ethernet' delivery to enter and exit different dimensional universes. So chakras are portals that also act as dams.
So it is an Ultra fast delivery system that zigzags or weaves your psychical body and your black shadow energy pattern 'together' leaving you with the 'feeling' that they are one.
Remember Octavian has many chakras that are closed and restricted, his dream symbol interpretation is 'off' and has not seen the higher dimensions 'in person' since the start of Flat Terra. That is seen as the start of a Time, that means it is the beginning of a physical movement or action. Time began to move and act, and because it did, it literally began creating itself.
You MUST move with and also within Time.
Octavian does dream.
There is a lot of multidimensionality in that simple statement that needs explained:
I've said before that there are many Times and Time pressures. Time is external 3D as we live on Earth and also internal which you can unravel in it's (your) black shadow form and remember past lives and beyond. Same is true for every dimension. Posthumously you can visit 4-5D within you black shadow mind, like you can do here when you dream, both in sleep and wide awake in a daydream. Notice that its binary. So posthumously, he can use his use his black shadow mind to imagine using a 4-5D template that creates a present life of different scenarios, but he CANNOT put his entire black shadow energy pattern into the 4-5th dimensional plane of existence and vibrate or live in that frequency range. So we need to be clear what he can and cannot do. In the Heavens he has no binary ability in that he can use his energetic mind to reach 4-5D and also travel there physically in black shadow form.
This is an area of unrest for his mind.
After his prominent lifetimes like Joannes Bishop, Sappho's Octavian, Morgan's Mother-in-law, Isis's Horus, all of these lifetimes have been extremely wealthy, prominent, and supreme rulership with life and death power over others, he simply cannot believe he is not a god in the heavens. And not only is he not a god in the Heavens, but he can't do what most see as 'basic'. This is his distrust of the Heavens.
Now, realize this whole Time: That disbelief is something he talked himself into.
He is stuck in a catch-22 of a mind/body connection and cannot admit he is wrong because he mind and body cannot talk to each other. I used to wonder "If everyone has spirit guides, where the hell are his?" They are there, but they are unheard, just like he can't even hear himself think 'loud' or 'strong' enough send a thought of morality with enough electrical signal strength to reason out or think "Is this the right thing to do?" He relies on you for that.
This kind of 'retardation' or restricting of his thoughts or his 'thinking signal strength' is also what happens to people with physical challenges. They tend to hear their morality just find, yet are physically impaired.
A BIG word of caution here: Physical and mental challenges are much like what I've said about homosexuality. There are many different causes, and there are many scenarios that have led up to their existing. You do not judge, because you do not have the entire story.
I feel at a disadvantage here because I can only cover one tread or example of this topic at a time and since Octavian is my example of how his type of mental illness can develop, I absolutely need to stress there actually are 'accidents' that can happen to a soul as they develop into 3D form if they don't take precautions as they develop.
There are no accidents? Not so sure about that!
From September 8, 2019 at 6:57 AM:
I need to finish this thought:
"So it is an Ultra fast delivery system that zigzags or weaves your psychical body and your black shadow energy pattern 'together' leaving you with the 'feeling' that they are one."
As you are doing this, you are in a sense 'zippering' yourself into a dress of Time that involves a lot of signals being sent both back AND forth in all Time Dimensions seemingly at once tightening your black shadow up into your 3D, human template or form. It is a crazy fast speed and is so complex a zigzag pattern it appears to manifest or solidify your shadow body slowly. You do this before your birth and reverse it after your death.
You need this form of workout in its entirety for good mental and physical health in every dimension, yet again there is a Time play here in that it is not as critical in some dimensional locations to do this every time. You are told in the Heavens when it is ok and when it is critical to do certain things and take certain steps in the Heavens.
So because the process is so fast, when Octavian zips himself up in an actual body in Time, he literally runs out of Time and cannot include more than half of his black shadow amount as this process occurs. His shadow cannot react quick enough in the allotted time that he cannot complete the entire process.
This is akin to the Grays running out of Time when they manifest their 4-5D DNA pattern into our 3D physical Time constraints. They too run out of Time while doing this and leave half their physical body in the higher dimensions. While it does serve a purpose, they like doing this because they think it's funny when in fact it's silly and juvenile.
But Octavian finds the whole thing humiliating and embarrassing in his sadder more honest moments, then he snaps back into the delusions of his "There is nothing wrong with me." type thinking as he goes off to live another prominent lifetime with power and control over the people proving it.
So why is he in positions of such power and control when there is something wrong with him? I don't have an answer, yet.
Why doesn't anyone stop him? D and I tried during the last sinking of Atlantis and he has fought and killed us every step of the way since then.
It is not unusual for a black shadow to repeat in this way. Much like bad habits are repeated here too.
The path the Ultra fast zippering or knitting your black shadow into a template human structure or form as you lower your vibration (which is misleading and I hope to explain) is in a random and also unpredictable pattern.
The path the strengthening or forming the zippering takes is interesting. It starts in one dimension, let's say a high one like 10D, then it shoots into a lower one, say 4D, thru one chakra at a Time. Once it passes through a chakra and reaches its rock bottom lowest destination of your current dimensional range, your physical black shadow location at that Time, it resonates or ricochets back upward through a different chakra toward your highest vibration. It literally zigzags back and forth through Time Dimensions and Physical Frequency Dimensions using different charkas as 'it' passes, reaching the extremes of the ranges.
The 'it' looks to me like a laser of light traveling in this motion, but it is Energy and I suspect I'm only seeing it as 'light' so I can see what it is doing to describe it to you.
All of this is a natural occurrence so there is nothing you need to do to stop the process or start it beyond simply moving toward a different dimension. All we did was give it a 'Look' or physical template of a human form from the Energy path to follow, and is the predictable path the forming shape follows. The human physical template is somehow carried or attached to your black shadow permanently and is used as a default as you approach the lower dimensions. For example, I've never seen a black shadow Gray, but I suppose one could exist.
The unpredictable path of the zigzagging usually only maintains the shape we have formed from the Light Energy transfer between chakras. It is a lighter, more subtle Energy because all the the heavier work of forming has been done. This unpredictable path is the 'popping' part of your black shadow energy pattern that I described in the past. But this unpredictable finer light energy is now constant, where in you more ethereal black shadow it seems to appear suddenly for an instant, disappears as suddenly, then shows up somewhere else in your pattern. Usually you see one or two spots at a time that hang around for a second, then are gone.
So the unpredictable lower dimensional zigzag is where in 3D you feel things like phantom pain, feel the relief from acupuncture, and are confused after a 3D death wondering if your are actually dead. You are still in a vey real sense, in a human body.
A 3D doctor can tell things from a heart beat, the same holds true for a higher dimensional Doctor in the Heavens. They use the Timing they see in these 'pops of Time' to let you know when you can progress to a higher Dimension in your travels.
But the whole zigzagging type process is Ultra fast. It is a lightening strike that no matter which frequency direction you are traveling, up or down, you're gonna need a minute to rest. Some who are used to it pause, and some need more Time, but it is a change in an atmosphere type condition and not a big painful deal unless you don't cooperate with soothing it.
Much like Octavian does here.
The path of the predictable zigzag reminds me of playing a game of pool. You hit the ball at a certain angle and direction to either hit a rail or another spot on another ball moving it in a predictable direction and speed. Once the Energy moves then resonates, it has no choice but to keep moving because when it resonates at the Ultra high speed it is restored in its speed and strength.
And analogy would be the Human template form we use acts much like the pool table does during a game. The pool balls can be likened to the Energy path and strength while the pocket the balls fall into are charkas. But keep in mind our chakras also have control over the Energy path and strength. If they are closed or constricted nothing is getting through until you work to open then.
You simply can't win that game.
'And analogy would be the Human template form we use acts much like the pool table does, keeping the game *confined to a Space during a game.'
'You simply can't win that game *any other way.'
September 10, 2019 at 4:40 AM is way too early to work!
The path the Ultra fast zippering or knitting your black shadow into a template human structure or form as you lower your vibration (which is misleading and I hope to explain) is in *both a random and *predictable pattern."
While you are forming a more solid yet still ethereal body, both the predictable and the random patterns are working together at the same time. The predictable pattern does the bulk of the work and only appears to happen first because it is the stronger or more obvious of the two 'signals', leaving you to feel an electrical buzzing type stimulation that gets stronger as your black shadow twists into its black shadow human shape. It's not at all painful and the whole event is over in a matter of 'not Time at all'. It's an organic and natural reaction even though it follows a human template type shape, it does this from Memory.
Once the stronger predictable pattern is done building, it quickly fade to a stop and the what seems like the unpredictable softer or subtle 'current' or signal starts working. But remember it was always there, and always working, you just couldn't see it because of the other stronger signal over shadow it.
It is your Timing, that is how doctors in EVERY dimension know how healthy a black shadow is, how far into the High Heavens can it travel, how fast/slow it can change its tempo or frequency to adapt, and what part of your black shadow (or which portal) has what looks like a 'dead zone' or inactive spot where you are literally cut off from Time.
In 3D that last sentence means: where do you need your heat treatments and how long will that take.
Now so there is NO confusion, no matter how cut out of Time you are shaping your black shadow into a human template is NOT painful, it merely has a sensation. Changing you Timing, that finer unpredictable portion of you pattern is what would be considered more sensitive, more work.
A couple of other things I want you to notice. The first predictable stronger signal that buzzes your shadow electrically is seen as 'masculine energy'. It takes over first, it builds your new shape quickly, stops when it's done building, and it does nothing to help you after that process is over. Masculine.
The finer signal, again appears to be random (this is far from the truth) is 'feminine energy'. It works at all Times, it was there from the Beginning and it is there until the End of Time. This is the Fabric of God portion of You.
This is the energy you damage when you kill another, when you hurt another with actions like murdering their loved one, stealing, lying about your own actions and other ignorant behaviors.
This is also a nurturing energy....funny, I misspelled 'nurturing' and 'neutering' came up as a suggestion.
But the two energies a binary, a 1 and a 0.
Both of the two energies are a big part of our multi universe, and it is the finer, seemingly more unimportant energy that most tend to ignore, that is the one that trips everyone up. And that is the one that is represented as Womankind here in 3D and it is also the stereotype for Women and Motherhood.
Those that think badly of women in general expressing mistrust, abuse, or other negative behaviors towards women here in 3D, like hating your mother so much you literally 'pitch a fit' to be raise by someone else, this is where those feeling turned to actions came from.
They came from you and they are a repeat from you not adapting to your higher dimensional surroundings, from you not resting in the higher dimensions.
There was somewhere along the way of your personal development an 'accident', something you didn't see. I call it an accident because you should have seen it coming, you knew it could happen, yet you were preoccupied with something else. In other words: Your Timing was off and your thoughts were not where they should have been: they were one what you wanted and not were you were. You took a step too soon.
In Binary form, you have a result from masculine meeting or working with the feminine energy 1 + 0 = what to you? Because it's different but still binary when you don't include Time and have had an 'accident'.
But let's go back for a moment. When you have a Bible Story like that of Adam and Eve, you have a kindergarten type explanation of History, one that points to the feminine energy as the Fall of Man when in fact it is misunderstood and Mankind takes it anger out on Womankind from misunderstanding in the first place. An Accident that formed into a Repeat that in Binary is a Disaster for those who don't care enough to fix it.
I think I've made my point.
When you create your black shadow human form you do this through all universes. This means all of the universes you've been through in the past which are now your memories even if you can no longer visit those places, and all of the universes you can currently travel to and from are zippered up in you. This includes you dream symbol world of 4-6D.
I need to stop and this is a note to myself where to start again. Briggy and I both have questions about repeats. But understand repeats are strong and persistent because of our dream symbol interpretation. Our dream symbols and the universal world they form in is Saturn, or Saturn 'like'. Whatever stereotype characteristics are associated with Saturn....there you go.
In fact all of the Zodiac, the Catholic Twelve Stations of the Cross, and the number 12, all explain the steps to take to relieve, not release, the repeat. It is not released because you never forget, nor do you want to. It is stored or compressed into the past, some calling it 'squashed'. Regardless, changing your dream symbol interpretations is 'Hot' and Tiring work. Think: Heat.
I want you to know: I am trying to explain to you One Step at a Time something that actually happens All at Once. Only the most 'patient' among us will truly understand what I am seeing and then trying to say. Patient here being both the person needing my care or answers, and also the person willing to invest the Time to read, then analyze TRUTHFULLY what applies to their life. You see? A Binary meaning for Patient.
We are living on Earth. That means were are the Lowest most Solid physical dimension. We work with the Finest most Subtle Energy and get the Biggest explosions from them.
Welcome to Earth. Is this your First Time here?
That means *we're the lowest most solid...
From September 11, 2019 at 8:59 AM, I said:
"Those that think badly of women in general expressing mistrust, abuse, or other negative behaviors towards women here in 3D, like hating your mother so much you literally 'pitch a fit' to be raise by someone else, this is where those feeling turned to actions came from.
They came from you and they are a repeat from you not adapting to your higher dimensional surroundings, from you not resting in the higher dimensions."
You impressions like this example are formed in the 4-6D of dreams and dream symbol creation. Your thoughts and feelings literally come to life as you descend toward a 3D lifetime. They are the beginnings of repeats, or where repeats are created. This is because you hold the same thought or opinions, therefore you have those same thoughts and opinions still expressed here in 3D the same way. In a repeat.
Usually when you have a repeat situation, or the same opinion shown to you like our example of women, it is 'acted out' in the same matter. You can change your attitude here or change your attitude there, your choice. But it is ill advised to ignore your emotional issues lifetime after lifetime, the repeat only gets stronger.
Seth has described himself as a Lieutenant, which means there is still a ways to go for him to develop.
But here is the good that can come from him hanging behind dimensionally. He can act more like a bridge covering the gap between souls like Octavian and myself. I won't lower myself to that level and it gives Tal another bridge to burn.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sCo5GaDq7k
It is with a Heavy Heart I say 'Welcome to the Army, Tal. It's about Time you find yourself in the trenches doing real work."
In every Age of Time, we lose a generation of souls. They graduate from 3D and they move on. Realize as I said before, even they return. Their issues have been solved and resolved and are done, but sure there may be things about the old times they'll remember. Just know that at that point they, their next set of lifetimes has a different theme.
Edgar Cayce said that the Atlantean souls are returning. Yes, they are here in number. The development of technology and other comforts of the modern day has attracted a certain set of memories of that long ago lifestyle within us all and we appear here in the same soul vibration as we lived back in that day. Even the Earth has changed her vibrational range to closely match the frequencies of Atlantis.
So some souls left and appear to move on, and some souls didn't. Changing a vibration like the Earth has done, can appeal to some and not others. The souls who 'left' and 'moved on' are still around, though. The higher vibrational 'clothes' they wear in the Heavens need to be worn and their new environment needs explored. So in a sense they leave, yet they don't, they return in 3D with the 'similar clothes' they left in only they bring with them new ideas and new work. Sometimes like I did, they bring new ideas here that the've learned from wearing those 'new clothes' and new ideas, knowledge, beliefs and technologies are shared.
But realize as a Soul Group (a soul living many lives, sometimes at the same 3D Time, has many different sets of vibrations to wear, many personalities to live through.
The soul Jesus/John during that lifetime settled his demons with Octavian, Paul, others, though he still bumps into them from time to time, they are something he is able to look past. These have been part of his torment since his days as Enki through to his life with Cleopatra. He faced them and also helped me do the same with his writings in the New Testament. And while there are many Eyes Like Armand's the bulk of his 'range of personalities' focused on new achievements and things of interest, not arguments from his past.
Mine took longer, but I am there now too. I know there will be well timed painful reminders of Octavian and my past, but right now it feels as though there will be much nicer people in my future. I'm happy with that.
I'm told Tal will work with Octavian. I'm sure he will make Octavian's life hell and the two will be best friends, brothers, sisters and husband and wife. You're not as smart as you think you are, both with twisted 'women issues'. But the good news is Ari will stop giving us his idiot ideas like Darwinism, Da Vinci and others.
And because you've messed up your Timing so much, God has granted me safety from your passionate idiot repeats.
Our 3D lives are now out of sync, this is for my sake not yours. Do you know that there have been NO lifetimes lived into old age for me? Not a one. This lifetime will be groundbreaking for me because I can live past 60. With you making your peace with Octavian and my lifetimes in different generations from you both, that can be a new 'normal' for me.
Lifetimes of your betrayals, and seeing it all added up together in this one has been as severe as anything Octavian has done to me. More so because you knew he was sick and I told you EXACTLY how to deal with him.
This probably sounds bitter and scornful, I tell you it's not at all. Its typed in a calm, rational manner with a good bit of sorrow because this whole life has hurt me, empathic abilities has a strength in creation and miracles Science knows absolutely nothing about.
I don't want to see you hurt on the level that Octavian does it. I did my Time and I suffered enough. I think the purpose of this life was so that l cut my own link to you just to find peace and happier Times.
Staggering our lifetimes will help diminish the empathic and other joined connections between us.
I had a whole message of at least 2hrs of work I lost this morning, so I'm going to try to re-piece it. From September 11, 2019 at 4:11 PM I said:
" *Your impressions like this example are formed in the 4-6D of dreams and dream symbol creation. Your thoughts and feelings literally come to life as you descend toward a 3D lifetime. They are the beginnings of repeats, or where repeats are created. This is because you hold the same * thoughts or opinions before and after a 3D life, therefore you have those same thoughts and opinions still expressed * or lived out here in 3D the same way. In a repeat.
Usually when you have a repeat situation, or the same opinion shown to you like our example of women, it is 'acted out' in the same matter. You can change your attitude here or change your attitude there, your choice. But it is ill advised to ignore your emotional issues lifetime after lifetime, the repeat only gets stronger.
Seth has described himself as a Lieutenant, which means there is still a ways to go for him to develop."
4-6D it the Beginning of Time movement. Realize it is not considered Eternity Time anymore because it is moving and it is moving as a Harmonic of Time. Eternity Time still moves, but is is moving as Feminine Energy, the kind of Energy that is always there, is subtle and maintains itself and those within it. Harmonic Time is Masculine Energy and its function is to create universes which are different Dimensions.
Realize that Time moves in 8-10D but doesn't have some of the principles or functions, like the Akash. 7D is seen as a transitional universe where the edges of Dreams and the Akash meet the Higher Heavens. 8-10D is usually where your Intelligent type UFO's descend from, where the Annanaki originated, and where the voices that guided me in all my lifetimes live while we talk.
Realize too that the dimensional ranges can affect different black shadows at different frequency levels. An analogy is 'how much can alcohol can you drink before you are drunk'. But that will settle down for you when you pause and adapt to your environment.
This is also how a black shadow can manipulate themselves into 'getting high' to reach a level of creativity they normally can't tap into at their normal, stable or healthy vibration. Homosexuality, autism and many more harmful problems can occur. Ari has done this enough that it has limited his strength to reach the higher dimensions, again he is know as the leader of the underworld.
This is not me being petty, this is me being pushed into including him in this portion of the messages. Personally I don't care, but he insists I add:
I won't claim my book or information is given to me from Ari. Yes, the stuff I write about is just a new to me as it is for you. A lot of my psychic experiences were known, felt and understood but only because I've been more concerned with the information of my past life story than I've been with the explanation of how I'm getting of seeing that story.
But Ari didn't write the shadows I'm standing in or reading from. So he doesn't get the credit for writing it. It comes from the Akash which is the stored knowledge of whatever topic I'm looking at. In this book it is our joint creation.
These writing are my own interpretation of what I'm seeing.
And when I say 'In this book it is our joint creation.' I mean these are stored memories ALL created souls carry within themselves and also have access too in the 4-6D. These are only 'limited' to to souls who can read them for themselves, you can work on changing so you can read them for yourself or you can read how other Black Shadows interpret them.
Remember, 4, 5, and 6D are gradients. When you first experience the Akash you would be reading your personal history first and probably repeatedly before you read the creation story. This is because you are working backwards through Time in Energy. You wouldn't jump right to the 12th grade (12D) reading level when you first arrive, and you would be understanding and changing your vibration fluidly as you read. Your mind and feelings control much in the Heavens.
So Tesla, Da Vinci, Jane Roberts, Jesus and myself all know these wonderful and breathtaking discoveries and insights are not our own and come from somewhere else. But they were not written by any one individual, but by us all collectively. To add Ari's name to my interpretations...it would be meaningless because his name changes with every woman he works with, and while he was there with me and Armand at the Creation of Time he hasn't been back since. Remember he is a Lieutenant by choice.
Armand and I also don't want to go back to 'Become one with God', so in that way we too have stopped ourselves by choice, though for much different reasons than Ari's. We have enough work to keep us busy though. Within every dimension there are places yet undiscovered, much like Science today is still learning new things about our Oceans and Outer Space here on Earth, same too with us in the Heavens.
When you decide in the Heavens to live in 3D, you make a plan. It's an outline of goals and Black Shadow agreements, like 'I will be your son, you will be my wife, other family members and friends and enemy. Also careers paths and other things are decided, but all of these are looked at a 'Fate' and when you meet your 'Fate' meaning you've achieved or reached that goal you were considered 'Blessed' because the good things your were working so hard to achieve finally paid off for you. But remember Fate and Blessings, your work and goals, carry through lifetimes and it's that 3D interruption in Time that it can appear as all unfair or undeserved.
When a soul descends downward into 6D, where Time has a more obvious movement to it, your plan, intentions, or Fate resonate as a Harmonic as strongly as your Black Shadow resonates. Both are a part of you, yet both can separate themselves out into harmonics, think: Probabilities or Chances here. While these Chances and Probabilities exist in higher dimensions, they don't really start forming into a measurable strength until they reach a vibration IN Time, like a 6D harmonic.
Once your Plan of Fate resonates the undefined 'unknowns' in your plan become filled with Dream Symbols. These are assignments, labels, even footnotes that temporarily fill in the blanks until you make more detailed plans to your 'Fate'.
This 'unknown' includes probabilities, risk, or chances of your success or failure reaching your milestones. It also includes the feelings and opinions of others helping or hurting your efforts because you are not in this world alone and yours is not the only life that matters in Joint Realities. It also includes accidents or periods of Time when you have taken on too much and your brain/mind connection cannot remain connected strongly enough to reach your goal. You in a sense are distracted, lose your place and then may or may not regain that self guidance.
So at 6D you have started an Image Projection of your 3D life. It is most like a day dream here in 3D, and because it is an Image Projection it is literally stored and kept in an internal and external place which are both connected to you. So you can think of what your 6D preparations for your pre-3D life as simply daydreaming of what you would like to see happen to you in your 3D lifetime. It is also where you make contingency plans (other probabilities) for yourself, in case your goals prove too unrealistic.
As you sleep, 4-6D are also your Dream locations. You get these pre-lifetime dreams shown or played for you as you sleep, this in an attempt to keep you on your path. How well you understand what you are watching, your interpretation or intuition of your dream can do much to keep you on your life path and avoid accidents. Remember at this point by 'accidents' I mean any unintentional deviation from your life plan. In this explanation we are still in the dream world.
So you have a 'built in' guidance system where you check in regularly with yourself and reexamining your plans.
"While these Chances and Probabilities exist in higher dimensions, they don't really start forming into a measurable strength until they reach a vibration IN Time, like a 6D harmonic."
It is when a thought becomes a measurable strength like that that it becomes what Seth has described as a 'Thought Form'. As 'Thought Forms' build in strength they to descend and solidify reaching their creator. This is nothing to fear, and I know it sounds really ominous and creepy, but they fade and leave your life when your worry leaves you. Also remember there are many many good 'Thought Forms' too. It is just that for me 'Thought Form' sounds all gloom and doom.
Because of Jules' murder as he arrived at work one morning, I have a fear that D will have an accident and never make it to work. He leaves the house early in the morning and has a long drive. I know my worry and fear comes from the past, and I tell myself this every morning when I find myself worry. And because I worry, D emails me every morning letting me know he is at the office.
D has a planned Fate that simply removes my fear out of his way. I don't know how strong my fear is, meaning how strong my 'Thought Form' really is, but I do know D will live his life and that my fear has not somehow jinxed his life.
Curses, jinxes and haunting reminders of the past like this one are diminished or simple extinguished in joint realities, unless it is a karmic event which is 'Fated' or planned.
Corrections from yesterday, September 14, 2019 at 8:10 AM:
"These are only 'limited' to to souls who *can't read them for themselves, you can work on changing so you can read them for yourself or you can read how other Black Shadows interpret them."
Also, "Remember, 4, 5, and 6D are gradients." Expanding on that idea, all of the dimensions are gradients of one another. Some universal dimensional differences are more subtle and others are almost glaringly different, like some would think of as living in 3D and 4D. But keep in mine, these differences are vibrational frequency changes and not an actual change in physical location. It does look very very different though when you are actually 'in' or immersed and moving through the different ranges.
I know this is an updated, rehashed version of Jane's books with Seth. It helps me to add it all here refreshing my own memory since I read the books more than 20 yrs ago. I no longer have them, so I can't compare my writings to hers.
My To Do list:
The Fall of Atlantis (yet to be described one more Time.), the coming physical Earth Changes, the stark and surprising similarities of our new electrical energy power source and the Higher Dimensions.
To clarify from September 15, 2019 at 8:40 AM:
Some differences between dimensions “are more subtle and others are almost glaringly different, like some would think of as living in 3D and *then arriving in 4D.”
I'm re-reading in preparation for my new ToDo list and making corrections for anything I've missed in my writing:
From August 26, 2019 at 9:16 AM:
I was talking about the pyramids "creating a thumping noise…a heart beat, a beat of Time. However this description of how the pyramids operated is only one service the pyramids provided for the *Anunnaki, the Universe and it's Earth. It has a multi purpose function, in that one sound it produced was used multiple ways, and because of that the pyramids produced more that just sound. You see?"
I'm hoping I come across this information again so I can post the name of the man who came up with this information. He wrote a book about it, and while I don't know exactly what his book describes, I'm told his explanation is not a complete one, but that he is on the right track. It is not a complete description because the pyramids served more that one function and they were 'heard', meaning used, in other dimensions.
If you guys are looking at your genealogy for a Bach connection, look in Germany, close to his lifetime for an illegitimate birth from a female relative of his who was local to his own birthplace. I'm thinking a sister or close cousin to him, she was raised with him for a time. Her child was raised as a Bach, maybe the natural father came back to the family much later like 10-15 years later, naturally the child saw himself as a Bach by then.
I'm told the name you are looking for is right in front of your face.
Always glad to help.
Johann Christian Bach, the youngest son.
I know him, he is so familiar...an actor today, but I've seen him elsewhere to in my life today.
He is also the name you're looking for...
So I left off re-reading at September 6, 2019 at 8:33 AM in preparation for my new ToDo list:
"Go back and re-read that entire post. I spoke of our endocrine systems 'exploding my nervous system and it's true one affected the other. The Endocrine system is a converter/delivery system, it connects your chakra energy signals from the energetic spiritual realm into the physical body. Trying to find the energy signals that feed the endocrine system will lead Science and medicine toward the spiritual realm connection into human body. "
This is one of those coincidences where real life meets itself in an 'answers given' kind of way.
This morning I took the dogs for a run, usually we get three walks in per day and maybe a couple of those a week are a run/walk combo. Even as a child I was never much of a runner, always short of breath and a stitch in my side. So I figure I can run for maybe a quarter mile...
I bring this up because sometimes when I run I feel a strong burst of Energy around my heart. It seems to start then build out from there and is strong, once it reaches that same strong strength it, travels either down to my solar plexus where I feel stress or excitement, or it travels up through my neck.
I've felt it travel up through my neck, and while in the past this has happened before this was the first time I noticed that it stopped its upward travel when it reached around my thyroid gland and then was diffused from there and I felt the Energy being distributed in a 'star burst', much like you would see fireworks burst in the sky until all of the different sparkles fade away. It felt much like that looks!
In the past I've wondered if it was fluid around my heart, an enlarged heart, a panic attack for no apparent reason, or a precursor to heart failure. When I've felt it travel upward I've prayed it would cure any confusion, mental fog or forgetfulness. I've worried if it is the cause of weird dreams, and wondered if it will affect my sleep in general, will I wake up still tired after a deeper than normal sleep, or will I be awake all night now.
It's pretty hard being me some days.
But I do wonder it the Energy entered through my heart chakra, then traveled to my neck like I said, but actually left through my throat charka. Like the Ultra fast zippering does, only this is a much slower version.
I am still looking a Bach's life, though I'm not sure why, I'm not being told anything new about it. But something, Ari or Armand perhaps, keep reminding me about it.
If it's not heart failure and really is the black shadow strengthening, zippering, unraveling/raveling whatever, it all goes back to my therapy advice of physical movement for Octavian's recovery. Or for anyone really, I mean even I feel and benefit from moving the spirit/body connection.
Unless it's a stroke....
Thought I'd take a break by watching some more Ancient Aliens: Declassified: S1 Islands of Fire.
The show talks about volcanoes, and the gods that rule them. At about 47 mins they make the connection of the 19.47 Latitude and one of the bigger volcanoes. They point out the significance of the latitude and even make the connection of that latitude being the same for the Jupiter's large red spot, and also Mars' largest volcano in our solar system are all 19-47 degrees.
Mars is easily explained by that planet and Earth formed as one planet in its beginning stages before it split off or separated in a binary life forming function. And I believe Armand has the connection to Jupiter, which leads me to believe that he was in fact our creator, in planetary form. Jupiter split off from the Mars/Earth combination, then Mars and Earth split from one another. Not sure about any of the other planets arriving yet.
But the really exciting part of the show is next, when they are explaining sacred geometry and it kind of makes my point that the planets are chakra point in our universe. The energy of the start tetrahedron (two tetrahedrons, one inverted) built from sacred geometry forms the planetary shape of the circle. Again the energy of each planet delivers to our universe, not just our solar system, is the dimensional energy of its physical birth. Jupiter formed first, so the level of energy it delivers and also uses for its life is 5th dimensional, Mars is 4th and Earth is 3rd.
But you must think of this type of energy as differently as you would think of as 'ascension'. I mean Venus being formed in the 2nd dimension does NOT mean her energy or how she uses it is un-evolved, simpler, weaker or unimportant. The life she hosts is not to be thought of as part of Ari's Underworld Demonic Kingdom.
And when I say "Again the energy each planet delivers to our universe, not just our solar system, is the dimensional energy of its physical birth." I mean the combined energy each planet contributes to our solar system charka chain sends a combined signal of energy, an actual beacon of sound out into the universe. But this is different than the high speed radio frequency intercepts we've been lucky enough to find, the ones I said were the voices of the gods that the Anunnaki fade in gods heard as guidance for their technology.
But sacred geometry star tetrahedron, 19.47 degrees and others, and the volcanic type energy of our planet should be a starting point of discovery for Science when studying our human chakra system because that what the start tetrahedron forms, a chakra.
From Ancient Aliens: Declassified: S1 Ep 89 The Druid Connection:
At 18:30 The Tuatha De Danann are the Shining Ones, Star People, guiding the Celtic Priests that have a flaming sword that has the power to win wars and kill people. Flaming sword would be the staff or rod that Moses developed to use in conjunction with the Ark.
I aslo watched the episode about Element 115, and it's possible alien connection. I find it's interesting that the US worked with Russian to develop it, since I believe both countries have UFO crash remains. I do NOT believe the whole craft was able to materialize in our 3D. The 'finer' components, those that are developed in the higher dimensions with feline energy, like their power source isn't compatible in our frequency range to materialize. The craft and some parts of our alien friends, or most of them, can materialize physically in 3D. The high spin of the spirit body separates from the chakra power source. So your black shadow spins into a binary type separation forming the outer shell of the craft and also the alien body, but neither is a complete form because of the different rate of our Time vs. Their Time.
This is a bit different in that the crazy fast UFO's and then fly away. We can see them but but never physically materialize beyond the visual into 3D...but the Anunnaki gods all did the UFO type travel to/from other star systems, without the crash landings. The crash landings would have happened to during Atlantis too but remember that our Atlantean world and our world today functioned differently...
UFO crash landings were probably caused by the instability of Element 115 here in the first place. And it might only work efficiently in higher dimensions. Remember UFO's that we see are bright lights that we see in Time/Space. They are not physically here, it is the light that penetrates into our plane, and they do see us so we are aware of each other.
Remember things tend to burn up when entering our atmosphere, UFO's and Aliens tend to feel the transition as they materialize from the light form we see into 3D solid. You see the result. Any alien craft that people report seeing that has landed is still happening in a higher dimensional dream, meaning you are using your inner dream world senses to see and communicate with them.
So in a sense when a UFO light sighting becomes solid, it is the perfect example of a miracle, an object teleportation, or even a spirit manifestation. It is an object or spirit formed of light, 'light' meaning higher dimension but it is the beginnings of its appearance. It never fully manifests alive and also complete because of the finer energy incompatibility between dimensions.
Also keep in mind there are many many universes and they use different combinations of math some of which are different than our own, even in the higher dimensions. So there are many many ways for them to appear here, and even for us to appear where they are. But it's One Step at a Time, we are still bound by our physical laws, we just don't understand them completely yet. And that is what we need to learn first. You see?
Besides, I don't think they know all of their laws yet either, otherwise they would already be here, right?
The pyramids filling with water was also from Ancient Aliens: Declassified: S1 Ep 89 The Druid Connection:
John Cadman was an engineer who built a model using water to fill the subterranean chamber to create the thumping noise using the granite to generate energy and send signals, but it was also a clock or timer. This sending Signals or messages around the world to other continents. It kept the people in communication with the gods. What made the Ark so popular, it replaced the pyramids mostly because it was portable. Between the second and third fall of Atlantis the use of stone resonance was fading and replaced by the Ark.
And again as I've always said, I believe human sacrifice is misunderstood. I don't think the word 'sacrifice' was the right translation. I do see the connection between death and UFO type activity, but one person sacrificed to help keep the atmosphere pliable....I believe the people killed might have been sick, for example with cancer, and chose a suicide because of it at a certain high energy spot to make their transition easier.
A correction for the last sentence from September 18, 2019 at 1:32 PM:
"But sacred geometry star tetrahedron, 19.47 degrees and others, and the volcanic type energy of our planet should be a starting point of discovery for Science when studying our human chakra system because *that's what the *star tetrahedron forms, a chakra."
And from September 18, 2019 at 4:46 PM:
"The 'finer' components, those that are developed in the higher dimensions with *feminine energy, like their power source isn't compatible in our frequency range to materialize."
And this would be the cause of their crashes. They cant bring everything they need here to land safely and also enough of their physical DNA to survive. The Time from where they live isn't compatible for the kind of Time conversion that needs to take place here for them to survive. They simply ran out of Time during the manifestation process.
The crashes appear to be accidents, and I haven't been able to see how an accident like that can happen in the first place.
"This is a bit different in that the crazy fast UFO's *are seen and then *they fly away. We can see them but *they never physically materialize beyond the visual into 3D..."
They appear to be in our 3D but they are not. They are 'light play', 'light shadows', that are on the fringes of our dimension meeting theirs. We see each other, but we are merely looking through a window of Time at one another. That is all we are doing.
So, searching the atmosphere surrounding the Earth for UFO's using any sort of radar type devices won't work. To see the approach of a UFO toward Earth you must search inter dimensionally for their approach. And please don't think they come to harm us, killing another is 3D. Beyond that there is really no murder like we know it, so killing you is not something they want to do. For starters killing you would put you on their plane of existence, a more equal footing.
The only word of caution to offer here is to say: You are in charge of your 3D world, you do not need to kill a UFO or Alien to prove it. They understand their own world, like you understand your own. It makes sense that you tell them how our world works, and they tell you how their world works. An analogy: think of our involvement with the aliens much like the Russians and the US working together to understand Element 115. Our meeting Aliens physically here would need more discoveries from both our worlds before anyone survives any travel. We would be working cooperatively to reach each other, before we actually meet one another physically. And it would be a joint deliberate effort on both our part and theirs.
From September 18, 2019 at 6:18 PM:
Forgot to add from Ancient Aliens: Declassified: S1 Ep 89 The Druid Connection:
Christopher Dunn is the author of two books on Egypts technology that I might want to read. Just not sure when I will find the time...But Ari suggest you guys should read them too, since you guys designed and built them.
From September 19, 2019 at 8:39 AM I said:
"So, searching the atmosphere surrounding the Earth for UFO's using any sort of radar type devices won't work. To see the approach of a UFO toward Earth you must search inter dimensionally for their approach. "
I meant we wouldn't see them approach, or traveling in from outer space, like we could track a comet or meteorite. 'Radar' stuck in my mind here because that's how we typically track flight craft.
And I do know they can show up on radar, but they cant bring everything with them, they must stand off in the fringes of Time. They are hanging back in a 'distance' for that reason, plus they don't want you killing or capturing them.
Just remember they are studying their dimension and 'evolving' their knowledge of universes just like we are. And if you want to communicate with them, I'll give you a tip:
Einstein came to study our universe, he made remarkable breakthroughs in math, science, Time and Space. Did he come here to learn about our universe or explain it to us?
Here is my theory on his life and life goals:
We are ALL multidimensional.
Einstein came with a higher knowledge to start with, his level of genius proved he was remembering his 4D lifetimes. He came to reverse engineer our universe from his natural 4D one, that would be where he feels most comfortable.
He explained to us how our universe works giving us that gift, then he returned 'home' to continue on with his work there. There is your ET type communication.
He is one of a 'Team' of ET's making contact, working to explain to both his world and yours, and how both are put together. He lives 'there', makes a discovery, then comes 'here' to see where his discovery of 'there' would match, fit or align both 'into' and also 'with' our 'here'.
Notice that there are more obvious UFO 'sightings' in our more modern day? The knowledge he gained from our world, he took back with him and is advancing his knowledge of his own world again, trying to find the safe 'transition point' between our two universes.
He is one of us, he is one of 'them' which is also us. We are all multidimensional. It is you who does not REMEMBER.
He is not the only scientist to do this, and Science is not the only field to do this. It is the recommended path of studying our universe.
And when I say "It is the recommended path of studying our universe. " I mean this is what you do in your after death state. You live in other dimensions and you compare different universes to advance your understanding of yourself.
So when someone comes to live on Earth and says "You have all lived here before." or any other 'theory' like 'Global warming is killing our planet.' Demand proof. Einstein proved his ideas mathematically. I have already told you where the bodies are buried, and if I'm prompted to act in any way beyond that I promise you I will. But there is no global warming killing our planet.
The problem people who embrace the idea are having is they have bad memories of Atlantis, they see no improvement for the Earth over Time, and there is money backing the entire idea.
There IS a need to help take care of the Earth. That I absolutely agree with, and the first and most important way to do that is to start with you. PERIOD.
Your mind and its health is the bulk of your 3D energy in strength, pattern and movement, and it is the least understood by Science because Science won't believe in what it can't see. You want a healthy, cleaner planet? Stop your unhealthy addictions, physically move, and be kind. Don't have kids until you own problems are dealt with first, even if that means you don't have children. PERIOD.
When you follow the 10 Commandments in their original multi dimensional meaning you have exactly what you are looking for, and you have it in every dimension. Your soul, your energy pattern comes here in part as a wellness check. This world being the lowest, most 'solid' form of life it manifests your energy pattern problems in a way you cannot ignore. You know if you are over weight, drug addicted, abusive and also abused that you have a problem that needs your attention. Getting sidetracked with other things like having children or anything else you want is in a sense your 'final testing'. How bad do you want healed? How much do you want to change the ending of your repeats? Do you want it more than....?
You fill in that blank.
To hear the higher dimensions, to advance onto other things like helping the planet by understanding the universe or even yourself:
You must stay goal focused. You must stay focused on yourself.
Today is a very high energy day: 2019-09-20 Just pointing out the obvious.
There was a question about dreams symbols filling portions of our fate, while I did explain some of it, there are still questions about it and my answer was not complete:
Where you bump along in Time living your life and you intersect with a dream symbol, part of what happens to your psyche is it sees and recognizes a 'symbol' from the dream world. Remember your mind is usually walking in several universes at once when you live in this world.
The symbol itself is a message to you, one you should be able to see and recognize its meaning. Right away we lose Octavian. You see? He can't 'read' it to understand its proper meaning, he simply doesn't trust it because his black shadow frequencies aren't making the connections they need to make to be able to understand.
The rest of us pause and give it meaning: is it guidance? Is it peace or is it a warning?
We ask ourselves those questions, we look around at the events happening in our lives at the time we see these symbols and we reassess our life or make other choices that change our life path or direction.
Also, dream symbols are for us to use as a 'bleed through' of information from one lifetime into another. I think Jane and Seth used those exact words, 'bleed through'. The dream symbols....pad Time...so it allows for more information about your past to reach you in the present so that we can remember portions of your past. It 'inserts' or allows us to briefly understand moments of our past where we've had similar opportunities.
It can be thought of as a reminder to you that this 'event' or 'Time' in your life is linked to a similar event or even a continuation of that similar in your past lives. Everyone who has had a deja vu type feeling or those that appear intuitive, even psychic, and those who simply 'like' certain things over others are all understanding these dream symbol type inserts in their lives.
"I want to become a lawyer." Boom, a dream symbol type guidance has reached your life and you would work toward that goal.
Intuitive people and psychics are really, simply living the dream. And when I woke up from my sleep with phantom pain of Joannes broken arm...I was probably walking through her life in a dream state and somehow brought it home with me. I reached a dream symbol in my sleep, which is a 'lining up' somehow of my life with Joannes, Her pain 'bleed through' that dream at that dream symbol to me. I woke suddenly and couldn't find a reason why right away. A second to two later I felt her pain in my arm. After all we are the same black shadow. But my dream world somehow 'lined up' our two lives and we literally shared that pain together. Not a doubt in my mind she heard me talking to her as, or after her arm broke.
But dream symbols are multi purpose. They can influence your fate, helping you reach your goal. And also interfere with your fate by delaying or denying your goal.
Talk about a high energy day, you should see my hair!
It's a good hair day to.
From September 20, 2019 at 12:44 PM I said:
"Where you bump along in Time living your life and you intersect with a dream symbol, part of what happens to your psyche is it sees and recognizes a 'symbol' from the dream world. Remember your mind is usually walking in several universes at once when you live in this world."
And:
"Right away we lose Octavian. You see? He can't 'read'..."
I've said before and more than once his Timing is off, his black shadow is not fluid enough to move unimpeded. His personality is now impaired with this repeated black shadow physical abuse. That he looks at one universe and cannot see the sense it makes shows up prominently here in 3D in his personality.
This is the basis of ALL Timing issues. PERIOD. You need not only access to the other universes/dimensions, you need them to line up, sync up together in Time correctly. This is Autism. To see the universe/dimension but be unable to communicate within it verbally and emotionally it a Time difference within one or more universes that was totally preventable in the Heavens.
Your ignoring even one universal way of life in any dimension will cause you problems somewhere and later in another universe and it will reflect in binary proportions.
We know Octavian ignored his black shadow health in both Heaven and Earth and it affected his mind and personality here, we know at Stephen Hawking was very crippled physically and yet his mind traveled freely. Different stories, different paths, different outcomes, yet both should be seen as unhealthy.
When I say things like this: "To see the universe/dimension but be unable to communicate within it verbally and emotionally it a Time difference within one or more universes that was totally preventable in the Heavens."
I want parents of these children to know some of these instances are 'accidents', some are deliberate for karmic reasons, some are the result of a large population of people becoming unhealthy as a byproduct of its size. It WILL happen. I have no answers as to how it comes into being, but I do believe these children can somehow be reached and their lives improved upon. Though some of the Timing issues will be lifelong.
I believe Stephen Hawking and Robin Williams both took similar repeated short cuts to show up here in 3D at this Time.
Showing up here in 3D at this Time, and I mean like 'Right Now' when I say that, was necessary for them to do, and they were NOT ready.
Remember our Mayan Calander and the Sine Wave pattern it follows along a Time Line? For them, for me and for all of you: Our lives had to be absolutely NOW for Karmic Justice. Ready or not, it's Curtain Time!
All of us could have passed on this life knowing we would or wouldn't be ready before hand. You simple wait for the next appropriate Time where all of the Time charts line up for you.
And this is why the Zodiac was so important and all of the early Temples, pyramids, monuments, and buildings within the earliest civilizations all align with the stars and different star clusters: Time cycles and Karma. You had to know when the next fade-in and out period would occur to prepare for it, and then later you had to know when to wake those in extended sleep cycles. The Henge, Gobekli Tepi all measured the Time cycle or the Zodiac Wheel. They were like the pyramids having more than one job to help serve our new humanity.
The Zodiac Wheel was broken up into star clusters for the energy they produced and also the math the different star clusters provided (I'm not sure 'provided' is the word I mean).
At Gobekli Tepi the animals carved in the stone pillars are math formulas for star charts and clusters. Each line of the animal drawn, each change of direction on the animal carving means a star point in the heavens. They length of each line used in the drawing and the direction it is drawn is also part of the formula, several animals together are an equation.
When the stars aligned themselves into the star map animal drawings, you reached a certain Time junction.
Boy, I hope I get to explain this in more detail. Sounds pretty interesting!
I'm told you guys should have seen this coming, yet didn't. Your own timing's off, funny with you being musicians and all!
Re-watch this video always helps me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNeP3hrm__k&list=RDlNeP3hrm__k&index=1
Reclaim your beat!
So what did Stephen Hawking do that left him in a wheelchair early on?
He was distracted or sidetracked in a universe studying it. He prefers to live somewhere else, found a topic, idea or subject there that he would rather look at then prepare his black shadow for a physical 3D life. Not wanting to give up his life this Time period, he decided to fulfill his obligations he in 3D and accept the consequences.
Since he had a neurodegenerative disease that degraded his nerve and muscle abilities over time, I'd say he cut short his 4-5D stay. He stayed just long enough to make the connection, and the connection wasn't strong enough to support his 3D body. With that connection being too weak to survive, it broke down and withdrew its 3D connection.
He knew what Time it was and deliberately delayed his preparation for 3D. He knew technology would be available to help him survive and he wanted to bring as much Higher Knowledge with him as possible so he stayed and gathered more.
Part of the problem with higher populations is others may cut in on your discoveries, he wanted to complete his work on his own. The advantage to higher populations is the amount of bureaucracy and red tape slows everyone down. But you see where a competitive person would stay in a higher dimension longer to strengthen his hold or grasp on the mental higher dimensional understanding and ideas, and skip or shorten building a 3D physical body when the technology is here to keep him alive?
Now my question to you: Do you think his posthumous return into the higher dimensions is easier for having done this?
In our recent past, these kinds of 'Dimensional Abuses' were self regulating. He would not have risked his 3D physical or his black shadow health. Without our modern technology he would have died an early 3D death, but because he knew firsthand modern technology would support his 3D life, he decided to keep to his original Time line.
He could have very easily delayed bringing his knowledge here until another Time line presented itself to him.
Do I feel he made a mistake by not waiting? Yes, I very much do. And here is why I feel that way:
The later days, Atlantis had a population growth, a sudden flood of 'humanity'. It's in quotes because humanity was still slightly different, not everyone was entirely 3D solid like we are today.
My mind has links it was able to keep because my chakra system had not entirely condensed into 3D. And the same goes for Ari and Armand. In a sense whatever state we were all in when we died at that Time, we held on to. We 'froze in Time'. Though this an over simplified statement. But just realize our talents and some patterns of behavior or characteristics are the same now as they were during Atlantis.
Also take notice: I have repeatedly criticized Ari for his higher dimensional shortcuts. He takes it as his job to test every system looking for short cuts or ways to literally cheat the system. He is very proud of his physical image, which is nothing more than another cheat in itself. I say it like this to give him time to look and judge for himself before I tell him once again exactly why he is an idiot.
My point being about Atlantis:
The high influx of souls that increased their population also came at an evolutionary leap in their technology. The two sign waves ran together meeting at 'important' conjunction points. These are 'important' in that they were powerful and strong points in Time, and Atlantis proved 'explosive'.
We are entering that same point in our multi layers of sine waves, and we are equally as strong. We have already taken the first steps of spiritual failures leading to bankruptcy. Which was the first fall of Atlantis. It by the way, never recovered its financial health.
There was too much knowledge, in too short a Time given to people who sought to cheat Time in universes.
This type of confusion, because that is what you are creating for yourself and others when you are not in a healthy state of being, created chaos and violence which when repeated, gained enough strength to kill 2/3 of 'life'. I say it as 'life' this way, because you lost the comfortable technological life style (the present), you lost the historic value of it (the past), and by repeating the same behaviors again in Today's Time Line you will rob yourself of a better future. You see the impact now?
Now many should be saying, 'You are bringing too much knowledge in too short a Time period. Aren't you are part of the problem?'
While that is my fear, YOU, each of you, know right from wrong. Act like it.
Introduce yourself to your Point of Power, the Present. Strengthen that bond by Doing Right from Wrong, see what happens. I am NOT talking about pointing fingers at another through group 'Activism' or any kind of activism, that is an ignorant state of being. You can't move My Time. My Point of Power is mine, you control only your own.
And make no mistake: I don't approve of the steps Stephen Hawking took, he knows that. I AM glad his work was shared with us, but falling on your sword is not a help to us. You robbed Peter to pay Paul. It came at his own more personal cost.
And when more people do things at a 'personal cost' you have a moral bankruptcy. Which was the Second Fall of Atlantis. Now remember both falls have moral failures.
The Third and final Fall of Atlantis was (some saw as) a Planetary Health failure. Being financially and morally bankrupt, strong aggressively fed egos rose to the top and exploded there, wiping out all of our achievements. They thought solving something quickly (Fast or Short Time) was much better than solving it Slower in a way our planet could adapt to in a healthy way. Remember she was trying to make a dimensional change, those need Time. In a sense, she suffered a similar life as Stephen Hawking.
Many think our Earth was in a natural state of being during the Time between Atlantis and Today. That is the farthest from the truth. Our universe, because of Atlantis, was closed like a chakra. There was no free flowing multi dimensional energy, for a healthy planet we need to stay in touch with other dimensions.
In that sense our planet and this universe must have freedom and a part of those freedoms include choices like Stephen Hawking's. I am glad he had the help available for his physical body here when he needed it. And DO NOT become a planet or even a culture of judgement. That is not who I am. I am a word of caution for you to Slow Down in a Fast moving Time. You don't fully know what you are doing.
And while "I don't approve of the steps Stephen Hawking took, he knows that." I feel the same way about Ari who also knows it, and I plan on keeping my distance because of it and how his behavior cripples my 3D world.
The first thing I notice about autism is that there is a lack of communication or an unusual type of communication from them in our world. The second thing I notice is there are behavioral ‘repeats’. These seem to act as personality tics meant to soothe. The third is they seem to have savant abilities without any or very limited training.
Will need to look deeper into this later, just posting my notes for now.
From September 20,2019 at 12:44:
“There was a question about dreams symbols filling portions of our fate, while I did explain some of it, there are still questions about it and my answer was not complete:
Where you bump along in Time living your life and you intersect with a dream symbol, part of what happens to your psyche is it sees and recognizes a 'symbol' from the dream world. Remember your mind is usually walking in several universes at once when you live in this world.
The symbol itself is a message to you, one you should be able to see and recognize its meaning. Right away we lose Octavian. You see? He can't 'read' it to understand its proper meaning, he simply doesn't trust it because his black shadow frequencies aren't making the connections they need to make to be able to understand.”
It seems as though autism is when a person can only read dream symbols and not understand what they are seeing and hearing in this world. Almost a reverse condition from Octavian’s. It also shows me communication between dimensions is a binary directional pathway. For example: Octavian cannot read or reach an 4D understanding while living in 3D. And an autistic person can’t see or reach our 3D world from where their mind is living, 4D or higher.
Their communication between dimensions is only in one direction, it needs to travel both ways, in the back and forth of all things.
I'm trying to see if the communication pathways are two separate pathways like veins and arteries deliver blood, or if it is delivered along a single pathway like a/c current.
While I have no direct answer as yet, my first thought here is it is a blockage for an entire universe, meaning a certain range of frequencies. The severity of the blockage determines the severity of the autism, though it seems that if you try to map out the severity along the entire frequency range it would present itself as a sine wave. Which also means there are 3 points along the range of frequencies that are your best chances for communication.
They talk and act in repeats (a circle type action), so it kind of proves that to me.
The high and low end of the blocked frequency range are not your best chances for a breakthrough discovery, the middle is because it is a fully functioning point no matter the severity of the blockage. Without that zero point of the sine wave you wouldn't exist as a black shadow spirit, let alone a 3D human.
If you dissect a black shadow, looking at it as if from a 'birds eye view', you would see yourself much like the center cut of a tree that displays its ring of growth.
Awww my Briggy, here's why you work with wood. It's been a dream symbol guidance for you to stay focused on your spiritual chakra health, one you've seen every day you've gone to work. You're a genius to have done this! And your musical upbringing, another life dream symbol, reminds you how important it is to keep your Timing. It can be a horrible sound when you're off beat. So you are to keep your work focused on your chakra health and pay attention to your Timing. You need to pay attention to both at the same Time, working them together both in spirt and 3D. Which you know are really both the same thing, right?
The very center of the 'eye of your chakra storm' is that zero point of your whatever repeat, whatever emotion, dream or frequency range each universe carries.
Looking at yourself displayed this way, your 12D being is your center most ring. It is the smallest circle and contains the highest ranges within the shortest amount of Time. It is a very fast repeat and yet we know it's amplitude on our number line depends on your chakra health. A black shadow spirit with closed or impaired chakras in any variation will have a lower sine wave amplitude of strength or health than one who has more open and active chakras.
Also, your 12D center is the nerve center of yourself. It is Sun displayed in your own solar system and it provides all those same functions for you. It is a condensed or concentrated source of our Creation Energy, pure and undiluted.
So when you look at a tree, you see the outer pole of it, it's trunk, and at the top you see a riot or explosion of leaves that are the result of the trunk literally branching out.
(This reminds me of September 18, 2019 at 11:55 AM when I described the energy which I'm hoping was from my heart chakra and not heart attack precursor. What I was feeling that morning could be drawn out like a tree.)
Remember I said that the animal drawings at sites like Gobekli Tepi were math values, perhaps frequency values of the different star clusters, and zodiacs? It was an explanation of their energy value and how the Anunnaki used the energy from those sites for both their power source and our planet location in Time.
Displayed on a pole or pillar of stone like it was, was also the precursor of our Native Indians Totum. Each animal represented an energy level, a strength and how it functioned at each dimensional level. The base would be the 12D or the start or the energy (charka) source you're describing.
And the 'pillar of stone', reminds me of 'the pillar of salt' the Biblical wife of Lot turned into... I feel like I'm standing on the edge of that explanation...but need to move on keeping with my topic.
Back to our birds eye view of our black shadows:
So the center, the seemingly calm eye of our chakra storm, is like the Temple pyramids...until they thump or churn, I think churn is a better word. It is the pressure build, then the squeezing release of that pressure the Anunnaki used as a metaphysical heartbeat and in it's day, meaning the Time period it was the biggest help to those of us creating our earliest Days (literally).
The Heartbeat sound it was automatically creating was a naturally Time occurrence using water flow. The rate it took for the water to build the pressure, much like our blood pressure, was measured and after a period of Time (which was still forming) it was compared to our Zodiac locations (which were also still forming and moving).
The pyramids were aligned to the Pleiades Star cluster because it was the nearest star cluster to us that was in another frequency Dimension. It was newly formed and newly stabilized itself, so it was used as part of our measuring stick for us to compare our forming Time so we could record and understand the changes of our forming world.
I hope that makes sense...will recheck it later, but:
I want to point out, the pyramids were built BEFORE water creation (Day 2). It's frustrating to me that the Sphinx is begging for an explanation too, I'm just not there yet!
Also remember I said very early on that water flowed differently then than it does today? Cayce also said this, and the whole theory of water in the pyramids is based on it, plus the Sphinx shows it.
I found it!!!!
From September 18, 2019 at 6:18 PM:
"John Cadman was an engineer who built a model using water to fill the subterranean chamber to create the thumping noise using the granite to generate energy and send signals, but it was also a clock or timer. "
I wish he would have gone deeper to explain the water delivery system for the pyramids. The Sphinx was the water pump. When the water drained revealing the body of the Sphinx it was marking the start or beginning of Time, and by that I mean our more trackable, reliable Time. Not the creation Time with gives carbon dating of millions and millions of years.
The Anunnaki knew the Nile and Ocean water currents would reverse and change as the Earth was bending. They designed and planned for it. And in that Day, when the Sphinx was fully exposed, it was a major tourist attraction and it was a world wide celebration. The first Adam and Eve were 'crowned'.
The Sphinx has an interior to it, but it's pumping was more of an organic chemical reaction than a mechanical one. The erosion was necessary, and planned for, so the Sphinx was built large enough to keep its shape while it was eroding.
It's a Good Day at work! Everybody else having fun?
Whatever design the interior of the Sphinx was using helped create a Sulphur type reaction to the salt water, not fresh. That changed over Time, it seems like the Earth bending into Time changed Ocean currents, so that would have been a gradual change, while the Moon Cutting flooded and receded. It looks like most of the civilizations now underwater were the result of Terra forming into Earth and not the fall of Atlantis, which was a world wide tsunami. I think I said all of this before.
But the Sphinx was dissolved as a sulphur tablet, and this changed the 'weight' of the water and the weight change of the water pressurized or pumped the pyramids at first. Seems like the Sphinx is another of those multi purpose designs...
The rate of change for the water weight was Moon driven, it relied on the Moon changing the tides, and also the currents in the shallower waters at some important locations. Plus the Moon cycles, served a purpose here too but not tidal...
I was read an article just now about a South African diamond that has bits of minerals found hundreds of miles beneath the Earth surface, and why are all the diamond mines in South Africa? So I looked at which countries mine diamonds.
When you look at our world map today and fit the continents together like our Flat Terra. The North lands and the South lands are identified as diamond producing with the exception of the southern tip of South America which has no diamond production and China which has diamond production.
But the bulk of diamonds are found in two longitude ranges and in one latitude range where the 'seam' of our land bend is North and South. So there are no diamonds found in middle section of our lands across the globe.
I used to wonder at some channelers and their announcing or even explaining Diamond Energy, or any other explanation of energetic activity described with the word 'diamond'. It is an adjective which is describing the level of pressure, or type of pressure which was encountered and produced diamonds here in our 3D world.
So when you look at the world map were diamonds are mined it's easy to see the high pressure locations the Earth was under during the period it was bending as Time was increasing or applied.
Animals were used on the totem poles because animals were created before humans were. This means that since they are the outer fringes of our black shadow frequencies, they arrived or manifested into 3D first, then the rest or the bulk of our 3D energy managed to 'fit' itself into a Time period that could accommodate our larger chakra systems. And we had to patiently wait and progress that way with Time as it also progressed.
So they were used because the Anunnaki studied (these were the ancient stories of the Atlanteans doing animal experiments) our animal conversions from our black shadows into Time, such as it was at that Time. (My joke.) This is also why Armand will wear raw animal pelts, wrestle a bear, be born in a barn, he has a strong memory of studying the fringes of his black shadow as it encountered this portion of Time as it was forming. He knows he is an animal before he is a man.
So animal math was the fastest most up to date math formulas, the.....latest data we had to support life at that Time, and it was used in conjunction to our star math, to improve our forming 3D life. Since the animals were rapidly changed into 3D we studied them to help our own conversion. Then at some point in Time we used what we learned to 'take over' and also predict our own development. It was the latest math and 'life supporting' technology we had at the Time because we weren't fully formed, and they pretty much were, or at least they were developmentally ahead of us. Creation Energy is a Technology advancement, especially when you have a better understanding what to do with it, or how to use it.
But this is the first look, generic answer....
So, it was Star Energy (4D universal energy) + Animal Energy (which was a 4D version of a small energy amount of us in an almost 3D physical form) = Our physical location as a planet in space, and our physical body development.
Realize the two 4D's from this formula are different versions of 4D. They are 4D from at least two different Universes in our multi dimensional universe. It's very confusing, and that's why I never bothered to get to involved with the details while it was happening. That, and I was needed elsewhere at the Time.
I am surprised I suddenly dropped the Sphinx and pyramid description, I suppose it's time to let some of that shadow settle around me so I can look deeper into that shadow book at a newer location without getting too sick or confused.
I did get Christopher Dunn's book, The Giza Power Plant, but I hav't sat down long enough to open it. I'm hoping for a long winter, with snow. Absolutely love the stuff! Unless I have to drive in it....
I need to back up for a second to the posts I made that spoke of Armand causing me me pain in my hand and my trying to scream.
Dreams are tricky and not absolute, I learned in a more recent dream. I was out with my dogs and wanted to go into the yarn store. I had them both sit and told them to 'Stay.' Normally they do, except that I took a long time in the store, and by the time I left, they were gone.
So I started calling for them, and every dog in the area showed up. Every dog but mine, and it broke my heart that mine were gone from me. I tried repeated to yell for Jaeger, and every time I yelled for him it came out as 'Jae Girl'
So of course I'm mad at Armand for exposing how completely out of control and in-prisoned we are in our dreams. But my point of not being able to scream in our dreams is true, if we are able to use a voice, it is controlled or perhaps prerecorded by something/someone else.
I've never called Jaeger Jae girl, but it was my voice and I could feel whatever 'type' body/shadow makeup I was in at the time scream out for my treasured dogs. But 'I' was not in control of what I was saying...
My mind just made the connection that those who suffer with autism, might also not be in control of what they are saying in their repeat actions...Their dream connections are that strong they are awake, but live in a dream state with seeming no control.
It also seems, like the only way to reach them is to wake them....has anyone every tried music, or a rhythm of a 'gong' or drum? Their behavior seems like the right vibration applied...would slowly wake them. Maybe it's not an audible sound...
It's an audible sound but the timing should match the speed of their more frantic repeats, and its pitch is important too, it must...not interrupt them, but it needs to reach into where they are troubled so they can notice it. 3D is not where they are troubled, they are troubled in 4-5D and we need to reach them there and have them notice us here in 3D.
It is almost a hypnotic state they are in. So waking them would be very similar to waking up from the extended sleep periods of the gods.
But waking them would be like snapping your fingers (only at a vibration/frequency they will notice) and telling them to "look at me now. you are right here and you are fine." And it would take a repeat on our part (years) to keep waking them until they open their brain/mind connection to 3D. It would be a type of round-the-clock parental care, but started young, which is always better, may only need 5 years.
They may alway have personality tics, but they would function better over all.
"Their dream connections are that strong. *They are awake, but live in a dream state with *seemingly no control."
"has anyone every tried music, or a rhythm of a 'gong' or drum? Their behavior seems like the right vibration applied...would slowly wake them."
With this statement my mind is drawn to my Pata Pata song. It suddenly changes my mood, it makes no difference that I don't understand the words, and I can watch it repeatedly...Some of the song lyrics are drawn out or extended in Time, like she is singing and then 'yells in song' it captures my attention and is "Wow, that's a really pretty sound"
That's what we need. The 'gong' is a bunch of different frequencies heard all at the same Time and in the higher dimensions it's easier to separate them all out, their Timing all arrives separately and distinctly that when heard in the Heavens it's a song. Literally.
When you watch this at two minutes into it she uses a singing bowl but it is the same 'gong' idea, just as an example:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KKmvq0PSkY A person who uses more of their 4-5D mind/brain connection hears more of the music or song than someone with a more limited access, or recognition would.
The bowl, and the statues are for both her and whoever watches, the spray is for her. But she is trying to reach a sound vibration, and is clearing a sound path to do it. She does that visually too with statues, and also by smell using a spray while others burn candles, incense or hallucinogens (which if you need hallucinogens to gain your wisdom, you are not ready for the job at hand. Period! The repeated behavior cause permanent physical damage to your brain.)
September 24, 2019 at 7:48 AM I said:
I'm trying to see if the communication pathways are two separate pathways like veins and arteries deliver blood, or if it is delivered along a single pathway like a/c current.
While I have no direct answer as yet, my first thought here is it is a blockage for an entire universe, meaning a certain range of frequencies. The severity of the blockage determines the severity of the autism, though it seems that if you try to map out the severity along the entire frequency range it would present itself as a sine wave. Which also means there are 3 points along the range of frequencies that are your best chances for communication.
They talk and act in repeats (a circle type action), so it kind of proves that to me.
The high and low end of the blocked frequency range are not your best chances for a breakthrough discovery, the middle is because it is a fully functioning point no matter the severity of the blockage. Without that zero point of the sine wave you wouldn't exist as a black shadow spirit, let alone a 3D human."
The 'gong' sound is music in a condensed form of Time, so and music you generate to help open pathways must resonate in the range of our Time vs. Frequency sine wave at the middle zero point on the chart. You need to reach their very soul, so you must reach their point of chakra 'stillness' which could be seen as a 'fade out' but it is their 'retreat from our world' point that you are trying to get them to look at us. Remember their problem is they have too many of these 'retreat from our world' points.
It would be almost sheer luck to hit their zero point frequency, but using a +/- tolerance of 10% Frequency AND also Time range surrounding their zero point transition, you would still capture their attention. Also as you start to see improvements you will see a plateau or a leveling off of improvement. This would be your cue to lower the frequency range gong generates to again keep them looking in your direction. My favorite songs change out every so often because I get used to them. So too with them.
But when you start a program like this one, keep a rhythm of frequency. You'll find these children are extremely 'patterned' and if you play the 'gong' with every episode, you will lose them again rather quickly.
So pick a musical pattern to play the gong to them. For example: they have an episode, you play the gong. Then let three episodes pass and a play the gong, then let one episode pass, play the gong. If you can somehow equate their episodes as a musical beat, while you are playing your gong percussion instrument in time with them, they could understand what you are doing in as little as a week.
Remember they are geniuses.
Personally, I've always loved the sound of steel drums. Has kind of the same harmonic sound inside it if you have the whole band playing.
I have nothing planned here for tomorrow, so everyone take the day off. With pay!
Kidding, get back to work!
I was wondering how we would figure the frequency values for our sine wave charts to be able to help anyone, and we would all be within a set range of frequencies, but each chakra would have its own range. And the more people we would measure the more obvious the different chakra frequency ranges are.
If we can strip electricity from the air, then we are close to measuring our chakra frequencies. We could even measure our auras, something the Atlantean never bothered with. We could find information on colors and how our moods change our vibe. Perhaps discover how best to identify and help treat our psychopaths or criminally insane. A different way to fight crime...
Been meaning to add:
At Joanne's location there is a small box of pearls with a few less precious stones. These have Peter's DNA and some finger prints. The pearls and stones were taken for the dress I was wearing for the King's coronation. After the coronation I loaned the dress to my cousin Caroline for her wedding.
I gave it to a family friend/neighbor who sought me out after attending the coronation bringing me news of home. He left feeling greatly honored to deliver the dress for me.
After he was beaten and robbed, Peter stripped the dress of its value to compensate himself for the manpower he used to find both me and the dress.
I was stalked for 4 - 6 months before I was captured, and after my capture I was shown the dress minus the pearls, and we all talked about it's origins and value.
The dress is with the pearls, the bishop insisted everything I touched be buried at my stake. The dress is in remnants, tatters, but the DNA evidence for me, the biter, Peter and Octavian is intact from many objects.
So when the murder site is uncovered, I'm hoping there will be a forensic team in addition to archeologists and historians to find the complete truth. I say this for comparison to Morgan, Cleopatra, and my other lives since they all have similar DNA evidence.
The crowbar used to break my jaw and put me in a coma at my rape, is where you'll find DNA for the biter. The Bishops staff that he had when he came to my room telling me I would burn early the next morning has my prints on the bottom and his at the top. I was sitting on the floor as he passed to leave my room. I grabbed and held the bottom of the staff interrupting his departure. He looked down at me, jerking it out of my hands and he quietly left.
He and Peter were stunned when they realized they needed to surrender everything I touched. The biter never cared...but it feels like I need to go back and look at this, there is a story around who told them they must get rid of everything I touched.
Lastly I need to point out, the Bishop's staff, the biter's crowbar and a small thin knife (I think?) that was Peters are all represented as Rods or Swords in a tarot deck. This is important as a strong dream symbol come to life, and part of why they gave up the objects.
Secrets of the Zodiac: The Creation Formula.
Figured it out this A.M. (very very very early in the A.M.) when I woke up realizing that our water, our Day 2 of Creation 'Story' is actually Time. It was put in story form so it would be easily retold.
Water was a byproduct of a Time reaction in that zone or universe. It was the first 'thing' to be created by Time bending. Land in Flat Terra form already existed as did the black shadows. BOTH already existed, but not in their modern day state. Both ALWAYS existed, water too, but not in a concentrated form that creates pools of water, up until then it was an integrated part of our world. But it is our use of Time, or a specific Time reaction that has water collecting as it did on Day 2.
Time folded in on itself very quickly, several Times and it literally changed shape and became visible as water. Realize there is still a measure of Time as we use it within water, but Time reversed then duplicated three Times to convert itself into something tangible, something we literally see. Forming its own laws of physics and life that still cooperate with our universal one.
But Take note: it was a binary multiplication of 3 from its fade out position.
Like our Day 1, Day 2, Day 3 etc. of our Creation being preserved in 'Story' form, so too is our Zodiac told in 'Story' form to preserve our Creation Formula.
Gemini, commonly known as 'Twins' represents our Binary result. Studying the stars in Gemini and any math we can derive from them, are the components needed to create binary responses.
I recommend Science use ancient city's that along themselves with the stars study that math first, use it as a guide to understanding the ret of the Zodiac wheel.
After I couldn't sleep this A.M. I watched Part 1 and 2:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kx2IpcGVKkM
First thing I was struck by was how incoherent he sounded, and I wondered if I sound that way too...
Second thing I was struck by was by how convinced he is that he knows something, and that he believes he is Osiris. He is a 'portion' of Osiris and that is what he is remembering. Personally I think he is more Armand than Ari, but the two have a 'blended overlap' of lifetimes that even I can't tell the difference. I do believe he has memories, I do believe he is close to Osiris, but he hasn't remembered or studied his Armand origins yet.
Third, he becomes very emotional at one point, a sign of 'channeling' so he probably does know something, I just can't figure out what he is saying because he jumps around so many topics never fully explaining any of them.
Fourth, @1 minute into part 2 there is Osiris, because Isis is touching him they are clearly in the form of communication. But I think the one that best represents Tal/Ari's life today is the first image of three on the right. And I think this image represents several of his lifetimes.
Horus is a big part of my Isis history and like our friend from these videos, I don't have all the memories yet to explain him completely. I think He is energy all the gods shared, Me, Ari and also Armand. The person I think of as the god Horus is largely faded out. Knowledge of our creation history and the ability to create has faded out is is only now beginning to fade in again. With Horus once again returning to us, and remember that will take some Time in itself, we will find ourselves on more 'settled' energy able to safely create what we need and understand much much more about it.
Remember that Larry from these videos would remember his portion of being Osiris before he would remember his larger Armand portion of himself because Osiris/Ari is a lower vibration than Armand. So it's only natural that he would identify, or reach, the lower god vibration first.
Also, I think Hathor was Isis's first human death. Isis was named in the Heavens, and at ever fade out period she kept her goddess name Isis until around the time each fade in period became extended sleep cycles. So somewhere around the transition of our blacking shadows no longer fading in/out and the beginning of long sleep period, names started changing in 3D like for every new 3D birth.
Corrections from September 29, 2019 at 7:50 AM:
It, *the Creation Story, was put in story form so it would be easily *remembered and retold.
And:
*Time is Water in solid, fluid form, forming its own laws of physics and life that *must still *cooperate with our universal laws of physics.
I recommend Science use ancient city's that *align themselves with the stars. Study that math first, use it as a guide to understanding the *rest of the Zodiac wheel.
From September 29, 2019 at 9:05 AM:
"I think he is more Armand than Ari, but the two have a 'blended overlap' of *frequencies during lifetimes that even I can't tell the difference." *They share the memories of the frequency overlaps, they both remember.
"Fourth, @1 minute into part 2 there is Osiris, because Isis is touching him they are clearly in the form of communication. But I think the one that best represents Tal/Ari's life today is the first image of three on the right. And I think this image represents several of his lifetimes."
Here is the link I forgot to include for 1st image on the right in the above paragraph: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bat_(goddess)
Lastly: "I think *Horus is energy all the gods shared, Me, Ari and also Armand. The person I think of as the god Horus is largely faded out."
I think he is a black shadow spirit, yet personified as Lost Knowledge. That knowledge was lost (faded out) to us at the end of Atlantis. Will it be fully restored? No, because it is not the same. Most of it will be restored, and it will have distinct differences. A psychic historian like myself will be able to see which Time period she is looking at, by see how they used and developed their knowledge.
I wonder why Elon Musk keeps warning about artificial intelligence manipulating social media...what is he remembering? I wonder how he feels about facebook and Mark Zuckerberg... I know Elon was a part of Atlantis at it's end...I think his technology was abused for the moon cutting...And would you believe he and Nicola Tesla were a father/son team who developed technology together during those days?
I've seen an Egyptian bust of Elon, it's similar in style to the one I pointed out as the young Zuckerberg in one of the Cleopatra biography books....
Taking another look from September 29, 2019 at 7:50 AM:
"Time folded in on itself very quickly, several Times and it literally changed shape and became visible as water. Realize there is still a measure of Time as we use it within water, but Time reversed then duplicated three Times to convert itself into something tangible, something we literally see. Forming its own laws of physics and life that still cooperate with our universal on"
It did all of this during a fade out period of Time. Time was reversed because everything was removed, and remember we are talking about a dimension that had no real Time movement to start (Eternity Time) so it had backed up with really no where to go, and it was in a sense left standing in a mirage. It had enough 'reverse Time' to duplicate its molecular structure 3 times before it faded back into Time bringing with it water as we use it on Earth.
I don't feel like I'm done talking about this....Plankton can survive on the very little outer space water, or that type of more universal water, because...the outer space pressure is comfortable for them, to them it is water-like.
Since I brought up Tesla yesterday, I will finish my thoughts about our new ideas about electricity:
Many who have claimed to see 'alien' built items, caves in Antarctica, broken aircraft, even my visions...these all have a light source that seems to have no power source. But they do. They use the same type of electricity that I've already described to you. It is part of the self-aware multi-universe, and everyone knows and understands about it but us.
Like any physical birth into our world, when you die you have an adjustment period. You rest and are provided for like a new born is here, though there isn't as much that you need there. You begin to use and understand your black shadow, and like children who grow in our 3D, you grow into your black shadow there, but realize you only become more used to it, understanding more of it. And while you are doing those things you have an orientation of sorts in both places. You attended classes at school.
There are many useful things taught to you posthumously that we could be incorporating into our world. Using that form of self-aware electricity can advance medicine miraculously. The holistic portion of medicine would save any health care debates, greatly reducing costs. Leaving this energy 'free without charge' will be the most positive advancement we could make as a Universe.
I say it that way, because explorers like myself, someone who is not part of a crowd or group (no matter what they claim), can use these resources to advance humanity with new ideas through a much safer source of means and in ways you wouldn't believe if I explained them. You simply retard your growth and hold yourself back.
One of your first posthumous lessons is how to turn on the lights. On the other side we trust that knowledge with everyone.
From September 29, 2019 at 9:05 AM:
"Second thing I was struck by was by how convinced he is that he knows something, and that he believes he is Osiris. He is a 'portion' of Osiris and that is what he is remembering. Personally I think he is more Armand than Ari, but the two have a 'blended overlap' of lifetimes that even I can't tell the difference. I do believe he has memories, I do believe he is close to Osiris, but he hasn't remembered or studied his Armand origins yet."
This goes back to what Jesus said about "No one comes to the Father except through Me." When tracing your spiritual lineage, your genealogy, we all lead back to the same god source. Jesus, aka John the Apostle. Every other soul ever created can be traced back to him as a source.
Because we all 'evolved' from John/Jesus (Jesus being the source of John's knowledge, like Audrey is for me. When he was talking to another spirit, like I do with Ari and Armand, he always called him The Father. And I use the word evolved to describe each souls creation because that's really what happens.
I have all of Armands memories as my own indirectly until the time of my creation from Armand. At the time of our split he and I became separate form one another because we started our own separate experiences. He has his life and I have mine, but before that we were one soul and we both have those memories as our own. They are indirect to me because my black shadow frequency is different, during certain times it is significantly different, so those earliest memories are...I don't want to say accessed differently, but I do have to change a few frequencies to reach those memories.
And those memories are a scant few. I'm reminded that our (mine and Ari's) separation or evolution from Armand happened within the 'higher' heavens of Time, before Time formed Harmonics and stored itself as a memory, or Akash, within its harmonic resonance.
But understand that neither Air and I can masquerade as Armand. We have our own individual experiences that are part of our black shadow patterning. Every other black shadow seeing us would know who were are. But Ari and I do have some shared memories as Armand, and I don't feel any memories as Ari.
From way back in May 18, 2019 at 9:27 AM:
"She simply sees that you are in a new 'position' that can't *physically and psychically cause pain anymore. You can do many many things to cause emotional pain though, and if you haven't learned that from the physical experience of dying in a karmic reaction, then you will learn it during your after death stay on the emotional plane of life. Like Octavian."
She removes you ability to physically and psychically cause pain. One because you are not 3D physical, and Two because you are essentially isolated until you allow your heat treatments to relax your black shadow into more of a free flowing shadow. Until you do that, you rely on others coming to visit you. In cases like Octavian's, it also limits the amount of emotional pain he can cause others.
Also May 18, 2019 was when I first spoke about Elon, Tesla and Zuckerberg. Knew I spoke of them before, but forgot exactly what I wrote...
I spoke of how the last of the Creation Energies affected both our physical appearances and also our culture, these were determined by how we managed our fade in and out process. We are in charge of it even to this day.
As the Flat Terra began bending, it separated into continents as the Earths core ignited and water was applied to it heavily, the land and the black shadow people fading in and out with it all began their inter dimensional descent into 3D. Continents arrived, or finalized themselves at different Times and at different stages.
On August 13, 2019 at 3:31 PM I said Africa was the first to live 3D life , and Asia was the last holding back and bringing a much different culture with it.
I said before the elongated skulls were the first 3D physical births. Their skulls were cartilage formed into bone as they grew.
This too was the result of the last of the Creation Energies of Time and our Adam Template we use giving our Black Shadows a more 3D form. It is also our last spirit step to forming a 3D body.
The last aspects of Time were finally settling into a reliable beat. Once that happened our Adam Template was used in its entirety because Time was now behaving predictably. It was much like our Grays (who are us) who can only change so much of their black shadow into our Time. Same too with our earliest 3D physical body. Eventually all of our DNA, which was perfectly calculated, fit into our 3D Time.
* I said before the elongated skulls were the first 3D physical births. Their skulls were cartilage and formed into bone as they grew. The change from a skull made up of cartilage to softer bone fragments that later stitch themselves together was the result of the last of the Creation Energies of Time and the Adam Template we use giving our Black Shadows a more 3D form. Giving our Black Shadows a 3D shape is also our last step taken in spirit step to form our 3D body.
In 1987 a planetary alignment took place that many celebrated as a peace movement around the globe. The more spiritual among us, the seers, channeled information on physical side affects that this near perfect alignment and the future it will help create.
At that Time, my husband and I were in Mexico, touring Chichén Itzá. How is that for synchronicity! When we reached the Great Ball Court, I knew I had been there before as an honored guest with my family. I knew my family and I were not only watching the games, but playing in them.
I used to wonder what Cleopatra did when she was ruler, none of her political achievements seemed to have survived. I believe Chichén Itzá was started in my father's Time, and that I was very young in the last years of its building. I remember her as a young girl of around 10 being asked questions about the building site. I was playing on the floor and my teacher brought others in to talk to me as I played. I only see glimpses of what they wanted...
When Cleopatra visited it was making scientific discoveries and predictions, it was reviving the Atlantean knowledge of our Universe, Time, predictions, and how it all fit together. It was rapidly once again becoming a popular Science many were counting on.
The speed of its popularity was frightening to Rome.
I had a strong reaction to the 1987 planetary alignment, and I didn't understand what was happening when it occurred. Oh sure, I found information about it but didn't understand that it was a life long commitment of change on my part, or that it would totally and completely interrupt my life and worsen over Time.
When we moved to my beloved Corners, my home that is so much like the home I shared with Jules in Rome, it was 1999 and I was reading all kinds of things about 2012. I knew that I was in an emotionally painful spot and I swore I would do everything in my power to fix my emotional pain well before then. In later years, when I realized I couldn't, I surrendered and became bedridden for almost a full year. It's been a series of back and forth improvement ever since.
Why I am bringing all of this up:
In 1987, many psychics and channelers were giving information about amazing children beginning to be born with amazing new talents under the 'indigo colored flame'. These children were therefore called Indigo Children, right now they should be called Indigos.
At the start of their births, they were described as beyond prodigies, here to show us a new understanding of life and our world, and these children would be seen in every class of study: Math, Science, Religion, etc.
As Time affected me during the 1987 (please notice the numbers and the order the fall into place), it has affected our Adam Template in the higher dimensions. Our Template has not changed, the Time applied to it has and like the elongated skulls, the mismatch between Time and our Template in 4-5D has caused some painfully emotional troubles here in 3D.
But realize that the planetary alignment was significant in the higher dimensions too, and until the resulting Creation Energy settles again we will see higher than normal numbers of Autism, Sexuality, Liberalism and Activists. These are due IN PART to the Time change of our planetary alignment.
Please keep in mind that there are as many causes for Autism, Sexuality, Liberalism and Activist conditions as there are individuals who fall into these categories. I've said before: a natural by-product of Overpopulation and also individual spiritual development are two causes. And a change in Time can affect many, like it did me.
Understand too that all three of these 'causes' triggering these changes are intertwined. For example all of these changes in behavior and ideologies (because that's what they are) are all triggered by a Timing change that is applied differently getting a different result.
From our 3D point of view our planets aligned and Universal energies blew in like a Solar wind, though the direction of the wind is not the same.
With our planets aligned, we were at full universal charka strength for a Time, and yet we were not. With Mars still dormant, and lucky for us it was so, we were one harmonic step away from our full operational energy strength.
We need the Time to let the new Creation Energy work out the kinks and realign Time with our Adam Template. Like I said before, it has not changed our Template it is reaching a new dimension or layer of it, one from the days of the Anunnaki.
So we are right now living in a Fade In period of Time, using the changes made to our template and opening the long ago closed pathways.
So we are right now living in a Fade In period of Time, using the *newly awakened dimension of our template and opening the long ago closed pathways.
These changes I've been talking about are all mental changes, Ideologies. There are physical changes that come for some at this time too. One of them is the ability to look younger. But remember: This is 3D: it will not look as you expect it at first and it will take Time to perfect. It will be on an individual basis and not everyone is going to want it, perhaps preferring to age with those they love who can't or won't. It won't add much longevity to our lives, but it will add strength and vitality.
As Time goes on, more and more people will open that dimension to their Adam Template, it will eventually become a new human type. Some will age, and seem to stop around 60 years old. Some will age, seem to stop and begin to look younger. I spoke of this before, but just realize nursing homes won't be needed because the fragility of old age will be removed. That was always a cruel trick of Time anyway.
This is one change of many.
Another change, many will hear loved one in other dimensions like I hear Ari and others. When someone you love dies, you will be able to still speak to them, the separation between our world and theirs will be less noticeable. Again, this is 3D: there will still be Timing issues involved. But these are understood, expected and controllable to a large degree.
"But realize that the planetary alignment was significant in the higher dimensions too, and until the resulting Creation Energy settles again we will see higher than normal numbers of Autism, Sexuality, Liberalism and Activists. These are due IN PART to the Time change of our planetary alignment."
When you see the word 'Sexuality' in my writing here, understand I'm speaking of changes in sexual orientation.
"As Time goes on, more and more people will open that dimension *of their Adam Template, it will eventually become a new human type."
Using the word 'of' doesn't change much, as long as you realize the Template itself hasn't changed. Time has caused some it to become unreachable sending it into a dormant state. Some of it, as it again becomes active or reachable, is reacting differently will settle down as Time settles into a predictable pattern and pathways reaching our Adam Template or our 'Temple Plate' open more reliably.
I'll stop for now, because dream symbol words are starting to appear. Moving physically in 3D keeps everything in top working order, clearing or cleaning the dimensional energy flow, transfer or Timing. However you want to think of it, it does this to the point of even improving my spelling and typing errors. It is that finite a clearing of my energy pathways.
I wish everyone could feel it at this level, being sensitive to it at this level would motivate many to move and thereby put many of our troubles and illnesses in remission, if not curing them out right.
From October 3, 2019 at 7:55 AM:
"As the Flat Terra began bending, it separated into continents as the Earths core ignited and water was applied to it heavily, the land and the black shadow people fading in and out with it all began their inter dimensional descent into 3D. Continents arrived, or finalized themselves at different Times and at different stages."
The fiery disaster of a Big Bang event that science thinks happened when our 3D world was created, both did and did not happen as they describe.
First and foremost, there was no 'Bang' sound. There was a fire ball spark of very hot light (Day One) that instantly ignited at our Earth location and our planet built itself outward, layer upon layer from there.
As this was happening at our lower 3D dimension, at our higher 4-6D and at the same location of space where our 3D physical location was forming, plans were being made as we were even in 4-6D living as a society in a not quite yet semi-solid dream state. And because we were still somewhat pliable or changeable in our form, we were fading in and out to leave that 4-6D location.
Now, to the Anunnaki, we knew what was happening, we were deliberately cause it. It was the ultimate creation and it was researched, planned out, calculated and re-calculated. It was activated and mistakes were take out of the equation with every fade out period. Our Planet and our Universe is a great source of pride and we all accomplished this together. That means every soul alive can trace themselves, their life story, backward to look at their own part in our forming Universe.
If you think of a few cells developing into a fetus, that was how you should think of our 3D world as being built, more accurately, it was grown. The core of our planet manifesting itself into our outer space, was the equivalent of the start a heartbeat. It was the opening of a charka into 3D. And please remember, much has already happened to develop a fetus before this point in Time.
As our planet began creating it's different layers or Days as told in the Creation story, Flat Terra beach changing in that it was recognizing her lower Dimensions as 'life'. She began binding herself to her lower developing 3D form, much like we do when we activate our Adam Template changing our Black Shadow form into a more Human shape.
This was not always easy, nor did it always develop smoothly, you know this from the recorded Anunnaki history. Emotions and Egos became involved as they developed in strength and some fought to the death as soon as Time would allow for it.
There are so few rules for this world, only 10 of them. These were always known to everyone in all dimensions.
As Flat Terra began binding herself to a developing 3D universe those alive on Terra were too. But realize Terra was still the main energy, so any of the 'Big Bang' that was happening was not a focus of the Anunnaki. They knew it was happening, they could feel it during fade in Times and they tried their best to absorb those emotional changes as they felt them. They were emotional changes because 3D was far from solid, it was forming.
This is important because they were doing the very same thing we are doing right now here in 3D. They were on their descent and we are on our ascent in Time. We are literally passing them in Time, where during the days of Helen thru to Johanne we were in our descent or the negative of our Time/Frequency sine wave chart, and they were on their positive ascent.
This was the last of the gods leaving our Earth, leaving us for a Time and reminding us they would return.
This was very important to my life Time right now because it was my zero point (as it is yours too) on my Time/Frequency sine wave. It was a literal implosion into the ethers that I've always joked about in real fear.
We are now rejoining our higher dimensional Anunnaki selves and this will take years to complete. As more are born, they need to fade in and adjust to the new dimensional changes until most have done this. This is where the higher population has both helped and hurt.
October 4, 2019 at 8:49 AM:
"As our planet began creating it's different layers or Days as told in the Creation story, Flat Terra *began changing in that it was recognizing her lower Dimensions as 'life'. '
A day or so ago I said to notice the numbers and their order for the year 1987.
What happened to me in that year was in a sense the ending of my karmic life, and the beginning of my receiving answers for all of my 'Why?' questions about my life. It was my approach to a zero point on many of my Time vs Frequency number lines.
The numbers 1 and 9 represent the beginning and the ending of the single digit numbers. That they are together and in numeric order says to me: The Beginning and the End are meeting. On a sine wave chart this would not be the middle zero point of the wave but the two ends themselves meeting together in Time. Closing a circle. You see?
the 987 of the numbers is a descending order, meaning that circle of lifetime, knowledge, or whatever I've gain from this circle, will be descending, meaning I am bringing it down, keeping it, sharing it.
For the numerologists: I rarely add or subtract numbers when reading them. You loose more information that way. I hold them separately, if they make sense, great. If they don't seem to have a collective meaning like my 1987 interpretation, that doesn't mean they have no meaning. It means I don't see the meaning... And always keep the numbers in mind, the year of 1987 didn't mean much to me at the Time, but it did later.
October 3, 2019 at 9:47 AM:
"In 1987, many psychics and channelers were giving information about amazing children beginning to be born with amazing new talents under the 'indigo colored flame'. These children were therefore called Indigo Children, right now they should be called Indigos."
Many channelers in or more recent past have said that we've reached 'critical mass'. And I've wondered what they were talking about.
We are all here in 3D from the physical advancement or changes. It may not be our only reason to be in 3D right now, but it is definitely one of the more important reasons. The side effects are more emotional than physical, this was already know when planning for this Creation Energy from the days of the Anunnaki changes.
So why would a soul come to 3D at this Time knowing with these Energies they would live with autism? Because this is NOT their only life. And there are Time restraints put in place for us.
Life between ALL dimensions is a rhythm or beat of Time, and each dimension has a different rhythm or beat of Time. By the Time your 3D life is ready to be lived, some are not ready to join in. Rather than waste the opportunity or chance, they decide to come join in 3D and do the best they can. This is NOT wrong, this is something I don't agree with.
Remember, I had to watch my perfectly good children be murdered. And no matter what spiritual advancement the planet makes as a whole, there are ALWAYS those who are here for no good.
When you are here in a vulnerable state of being, you have put yourself at risk. PERIOD. Do NOT be naive. It is not a good look on anyone. Not only are you at risk of others taking advantage of you, you yourself may turn destructive. Here I'm mostly thinking suicide or other self destructive behavior, But the door is open for you to hurt yourself but too also hurt others.
Believe it or not, we all have our schedules to keep in other dimensions. If you are delayed in reaching your goals on Time in one dimension, you are late for other dimensions. Take the Time.
Those that decide to keep their original plans are here to work to keep their original Time line (sine wave).
Much like here many on the other side, other dimensions procrastinate. In addition to putting off what they should be doing, they cram as much as they can into a short function of other dimensional Time. It doesn't work here, it doesn't work there. Though there are those spirits who will always thrive on the thrill of that kind of challenge.
Some knowingly come to 3D with autism or one of the other stages or conditions knowing these 'kinks' in their development must be worked out anyway, in a higher dimension or here, and think 'I really want to keep my original plans so I will do my best to make this work.'
And so should we help you do that, because remember we really don't know the meaning or importance of your original schedule, or even the reason for it because there are many of those. Working to help those here, could actually be what you do in the higher dimensions too. It is just that at the higher dimensions there are less physical needs that need attention or that your survival relies on. Therefore less chance of an accident, neglect etc.
Take the Time do it in a responsible way. You really DON'T need the memory adding to or creating a burden. And believe me when I say, 'You will remember it.'
As for Critical Mass: we have more people than not, right now dealing with the effects of this Fade in Time period re-stimulating, some call it 'activating', our finer Adam Template energies. Ones we haven't had access to in Ages. And this will take some Time for everyone scheduled to be born to come through and complete this task. Given the high population of our Time period, it should be completed faster than normal.
And we must wait to allow everyone a chance to complete their process before we move to our next forward step as an entire group. This is also why some answers and also technologies are withheld and delivered at specific Times. We must all be ON the same Time spiritually. Think: On Time. And this includes spiritual re-activations at our higher dimensions too, because we are all connected here and there at same Time. It only functions differently, but it has many properties that are the same in all dimensions.
As we wait for the yet-to-be-born to come to 3D and adjust their Adam Template, there are those of us like myself who will work ahead to explain and guide you through the process. Answers and explanations are very powerful and can soothe so much.
Do you know when a heart beat starts in a fetus? It starts well before the biological heart is built. It starts in the 4-6D as our black shadows twist into chakras and our Adam Template. Our charkas beat, though for some of our chakras that beat is seen here in 3D as a range of frequencies that repeat, setting itself into specific amount of Time.
So our Heart chakra condenses its frequency range into a standard of Time that represents here in 3D as a 'beat'. Record that beat, elongate it significantly into (years of) Time and you may hear a different sound, much like a 'gong' has a bunch of different sounds contained within it. But it would be a good start to connecting and developing our 3D technology to our 4-6D counterparts.
From September 29, 2019 at 9:05 AM I posted this link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kx2IpcGVKkM
One of the points I wanted to make but couldn't because my mind had too many paths to follow: watching his very excited, very fast speech, I wondered if he was ADD/ADHD. This is in a very real way...not a precursor....but a similar mental pathway or condition toward autism.
He is riding a faster than normal mental Time, like riding a runaway horse that should be reigned in or controlled. Though he is still reachable, we can still interact with him and even tell him to slow down his excitement. And any of the tricks or tips that are effective toward ADD/ADHD could reach a person with autism at some stage in their life. This is possible because our conscious mind fluctuates into higher and also lower wave patterns.
When you speed up like that in your thoughts, your mind is at that higher dimensional Time. It can be harnessed and slowing it down, some or even a lot of your ideas slip by you and it is that feeling of 'I must keep up and understand all of this information.'
In addition, that 'place' where you are thinking at a faster than normal rate also has a 'feel good' feeling to it. It is both interesting and entertaining because so much is happening there that captures your attention, even hypnotizing you into keeping up that pace.
Autism is a concentrated 'dose' of whatever this guy is doing with his thoughts. As a concentrated 'dose' it is much harder to call that person's attention toward acknowledging you in any form because they are in a sense hypnotized, and feel good being there, any call or pull toward 3D is interpreted as unwanted, intrusive and considered painful to them.
A hypnotist wakes his patient by snapping his fingers. He only needs to do it once, making a short and simple sound after saying 'Wake up when you hear my fingers snap.' Same too with Autism. But you have to get into their higher sense of Timing from our 3D world, and a short, well Timed gong, snap, whatever sound, 'gently' intruding, 'gently' promoting itself to be looked at by them could be a good beginning at reaching our world. It doesn't have to be a loud noise, but it does need to be a fast or short one, repeated at first...
And yes, I think autistic people should NOT be left in that state. If they are not 'profoundly' autistic, though even these people are reachable, they should be thinking in 3D. It will help break any brainwave patterning from repeating. Remember there is a 'feel good' feeling where they are thinking and with that Timing, being left there can be addictive, remembered and searched for later. So there will always be, or at least tend to be, a regression that will tempt them like anyone with any addiction.
Also, Im not sure I made my point here when I said:
"Horus is a big part of my Isis history and like our friend from these videos, I don't have all the memories yet to explain him completely. I think He is energy all the gods shared, Me, Ari and also Armand. The person I think of as the god Horus is largely faded out. Knowledge of our creation history and the ability to create has faded out is is only now beginning to fade in again. With Horus once again returning to us, and remember that will take some Time in itself, we will find ourselves on more 'settled' energy able to safely create what we need and understand much much more about it."
When I said, "I think He is energy all the gods shared, Me, Ari and also Armand." I was thinking he has spiritual traits from the 3 of us...Though I do see both physical resemblances in him from D's family, and I know he has issues against all 4 of us.
When I spoke of him being largely faded-out, I meant that he is missing a lot of 'strength' both physically and mentally. He is still very book smart, learning is very easy for him, but his own individual mental reasoning, his sense of knowing right from wrong, isn't there.
But whatever my original point was, I think it's gone.
https://www.foxnews.com/science/saturn-new-moons-discover
When you create a chakra, which is life and also an open channel or portal, or planet as I've tried to describe, there are...not remnants...think of this type of creation as a firework exploding into space yet instead of burning out completely, it remains an open energy delivery system, a charka.
Realize two things now:
The planet you are seeing is a 'plug', not necessarily an end point but definitely a 'defusing' system that 'filters' only a type of energy to enter our solar system. (I'm looking at the different types of planets when I say this, for example: Jupiter vs Saturn)
And the moons that surround that planets were created much like our original firework explosion sends out smaller sparkles from the original burst of light (Day 1), and these sparkles had strength enough to still form, yet are not the main product. They are Harmonics of the original. They also filter their energy input, but only as a guiding influence to its source. Moons live to help their creator planet survive, or succeed.
Mercury and Venus have no moons, because of their proximity to the Sun, Earth has one, Mars has two and from there moons increase in numbers as a whole due to the Sun distance. However Jupiter needs an explanation. And be aware that the numbers of moons decrease for each planet after Jupiter.
AHHH! Found some of my astral belt answers!
The astral belt was formed as Jupiter was creating or 'birthing' in binary Earth and Mars. Jupiter kept many moons and the Astral Belt is a by product of the birth or binary creation of Earth and Mars as they divided from Jupiter.
Seeing just this glimpse, I think Jupiter was the first planet created from our Sun energies and it created in a backward motion, Earth and Mars, and a forward motion Saturn and other planets farthest from the Sun.
No, wait,
The Sun energy is represents the self-aware multi-universe. As I've said before Armand was created first, which is represented as Jupiter. Armand divided or created his masculine and feminine self into not only myself and Ari, but also Earth and Mars.
We were his first creations, so the Sun was and opened energy portal through which Jupiter was created which then divided and created a Mars/Earth combination, which left Mars standing while Earth formed.
Remember that Earth was bending from Flat Terra...And this is the basis for stories of life on the other planets...
Earth and Mars were the 'forward motion' of Jupiter's creation, I think, because Jupiter was facing the Sun at the time...
Other planets are not a straight divide from Jupiter, in that they are from Jupiter, yet not completely separate like Earth and Mars...they seem to depend on Jupiter for more...could be because of their Sun distance.
Venus and Mercury were formed as separate harmonics from Earth and Mars...yet Jupiter created them too, they were never a part or a divide from Earth and Mars, they just created at the same time, somehow.
So the cigar shaped UFO's are just another take on how our black shadow collapse or flattens itself into the saucer type shape we are all familiar with. And it is the high rate of spin the black shadow puts on itself that creates the saucer which is actually it's illuminated chakra system now pulled outward from the force of the spin into a horizontal straight line as opposed to the vertical straight line we are all used to seeing.
But the cigar shape is still rotating or spinning like the disk shape, but I'm not sure what's different about it that it looks more rectangular...I supposed it's the full expansion or extension of the chakra horizontal reach. While the saucer type display has the crown and root bump still slightly exposed in a vertical extension.
But I'm not sure what that slight difference in extension does for the traveler, or traveling spirit.
I'm watching Ancient Aliens Declassified, S1, EP 55 and at 13:30 into the show we are in Australia, Brisbane Water National Park. The Bulgandry art site, has rock carvings I want you guys to look at.
The figure of the star being with the long hair has the ship drawn across his waist like its part of his belt.
Locust, cherry, walnut, chestnut, white oak, red oak:
These are some of the trees that are growing at The Corners. D and I didn’t plant them they were prolific when we bought the property. Though they may need re-seeded after the 20 yrs we’ve lived here.
There was a tree vibe here I didn’t know enough to pick up on when we bought this place. I also believe there’s a spirit vibe here as well, both good and bad depending on the year or my mood.
If I had to guess, I would believe you were instrumental (a musical reference) in helping D find The Corners for me. Jaeger is here as well, so there is a strong Briggy influence.
I’m not sure why I’m prompted to say this right now, except that I hope all is well and perhaps we’ve reached a milestone in healing our past? But wool and wood, not so different, both keep you warm.
So, who planted the tress? The Corners had two owners, the property was bought by an orthopedic surgeon who was a navy veteran named Robert R. Roberts. I think he might have had something to do with our trees.
He was married with 7 or 8 kids, and I think all of his kids were born by the time our house was built in the late 60s early 70s. It had no renovations or updates done to it when D and I moved in in 1999, so it was pretty much in its original condition and we lived there most of that time before we had the money to renovate.
The architect who designed the house was named Louis Battistone (sp?) a contemporary or understudy of Frank Lloyd Wright.
D and I have had 4 German Shepherds: Schultz, named after Sgt. Schultz from Hogan’s Hero’s. Sadly, he only liked 5 people in his lifetime and I feel lucky enough to have been one of them. Our beloved Schatzi whom you’ve meet, along with Thena and Jaeger.
Schatzi, Thena (who’s name was originally Athena, but I shortened) and J Man are all from a breeder here in Frederick (an important family name for both D and me).
When we picked our Schatzi, I heard he had a litter of puppies he was keeping in his house that were 8 days old. I asked to see them and when D and I walked into the breeders home, we were shocked to see all of the same unique materials from our Corners in his home as well! We mentioned this to the breeder and he said Louis Battistone designed his home!
Kismet is both powerful and respected here at The Corners.
Yesterday when I said astral belt, I really meant Astroid belt. But I know you guys understood my meaning....
Maple, a type of tree I forgot to include...
Politics of today in North America, I say it this way to include Canada. You're Welcome.
Canada and the U.S. are very similar energies. Canada is the more feminine version of North America and the U.S. is the more Masculine form of North America, though for me at this minute both countries appear to be feminine and both appear to have lost their minds.
Both countries are severely divided into the old way of conducting and the new way: Conservative and Liberal respectively, though both groups have always existed together in different strengths.
Canada actually voted to divide itself, and the U.S. would do the same except California knows it's financially troubled and is committed to being a burden in every way it can, so it will never separate itself from its parent. No matter the talk, someone must pay California's bills. It is a troubled youth who wants to cause the parents and others as much pain as possible because it itself is hurting. And it is hurting by its own hand. Remember, I spoke of this as a spiritual Timing issue a few days ago. Those in charge of California are too 'high' and ungrounded in their thinking.
California has always been 'high' in its thinking. Hollywood was always seen as immoral, and the large amounts of money drove that thinking. The money was a safety net in fueling stupid decisions. It's ok to marry someone with a questionable character, "if they step out of line, just divorce them. I will still have enough to live comfortably." while most of the rest of the country was still not embracing divorce because they couldn't afford it.
Silicon Valley also payed a big role in funding California's economic depression, and its debt is so large the state's mood is angry and depressed and stubborn to the point it probably will fall completely to rebuild. Their middle class is leaving, it can physically move out of the State, or it can stay and all into poverty. But the middle class is diminishing and without the middle class you have the results of Socialism and your people are as poor as it gets. Both spiritually and financially.
When D and I were faced with this same situation within our family, here I mean those family members who were hurting themselves and telling us it was our fault! We told the trouble makers to leave us alone and live your life, letting them go their own way. Why? They know better. This is not our turning our backs on them, they know they are wrong. They just don't want to do the work.
Whomever is funding the liberal groups will not be able to do it much longer. Fortunes rise and fall all the time and their money is on the way out as we speak. But again, Hollywood and Silicon Valley are no longer the only sources for entertainment and technology, those have become global and California has been compensating for their declining originality in those fields by acting outrageous. Drawing everyone's attention back to itself, trying to re-attract a waining interest by acting silly and stupid.
It is an astonishing phenomenon, don't you think? Family and Society, both behaving badly, hurting themselves to do what, save themselves?
My comments on Trump:
He does well under this kind of pressure, and he can succeed without any of my help. He'll actually do better that way, because his way is not my way of doing things, but he has my full support and backing. I've been pleased with his work so far. Has he delivered on promises? He has absolutely done whatever he could while battling so many more of 'them' than there are of 'him'.
He has exposed the depth of the 'Deep State' which I honestly thought of as 'paranoid' thinking. I always knew it existed but I'm shocked and disgusted with how prevalent it actually is...If you want me to break it down for you, it is government 'mob mentality' operating covertly. But is just mob mentality, having all the characteristics and behaviors.
All of this behavior goes unchecked. And all goes back to not having spanked generations of kids. Not every child is innocent, far from it. And when you don't re-set their Timing for them, by spanking them, they stay in that state of being as they grow. And as they grow their ideas and actions become more adult. To be an adult in the complete sense of the word you must be fair and kinder in your own 'mob mentality'. You must understand when to say 'No' when you are in a mob.
Is Trump guilty of a crime for impeachment? No. What he is being accused of is not impeachable with the evidence they have. Will he be impeached? It depends on who leaks. Someone who should have been spanked liberally as a child will brag and the country will watch in horror as another unlawful liberal (democrat) scheme or entrapment is exposed. And I'm convinced there is a scheme here because I still can't get over how shameful Kavanaugh was treated...
It is disturbing me that a politician can acid wash a hard drive with no moral or criminal guilt.
It is sad to look at so many unhappy people picking on each other, blaming the other for troubles not realizing if they would only make responsible decisions for themselves and their own lives, we would be so much better off as a group or a 'mob'.
It always starts at the beginning, and you are the beginning. Our planet was built from the inside first, then grown outward, you as a human being were built the same.
Why would it be different for anything you build, including a society?
"It depends on who leaks. Someone who should have been spanked liberally as a child will brag and the country will watch"
It is behavior left uncheck (not spanked as a child and grown into adulthood) that turns on itself, becoming self inflicted...those suffering from addictions they don't want to correct and are left unchecked. It's a circle.
And do NOT impose any meaning behind spanking other than holding a child accountable for a better standard of behavior.
Remember, this is 3D: Physical pain is a must learn subject. The sooner children learn it exists and how to handle it, the better we all are as a group.
Children are 'new' members of our world, even with reincarnation added in the mix. They may have been gone from our 3D world for a large period of Time because there are many other places to explore and ones they might like much better.
While there is a measure of physical pain in other worlds, it is not as prevalent in all areas of our life, like for example even our health. You can feel pain in sickness. Feeling a spanking reminds and teaches a child empathy, discipline in their behavior, and karma. And since ALL behavior is learned behavior, there are no excuses for bad behavior. None.
This was the basis behind Seth saying there is no excuse for war or violence, I forget his exact words... Where that belief differs from my belief of 'you will always have war' is my belief that were are all on different cycles or circles of belief. In addition to being on different paths of development, we are using different beliefs as our guidelines and we are incarnating to do this all at different Times or Time cycles...It's a circus. I absolutely believe war should decrease, even pause for a Time, but I don't believe it will be a thing of the past. I think it will be small in numbers, even perhaps rare.
A child expressing a tantrum (which I consider different that a melt down) as a first response, learned that from somewhere in this life or in the past. But it is there and its easier to re-instruct or guide a child into agreeable behavior than it is to learn the same lesson as a desensitized adult. An adult can change behaviors, but Jane and Seth wrote about they were calling Core Beliefs and how they form.
From earlier today:
“Canada actually voted *on dividing itself, and the U.S. would do the same except...”
“This is not our turning our backs on them, they know they are wrong. They just don't want to do the work *necessary to make their lives happier.”
“it is government 'mob mentality' operating covertly. But * it is just mob mentality, having all the characteristics and behaviors.”
“While there is a measure of physical pain in other worlds it is not as prevalent, *while it is present in all areas of our 3D life, like for example even our health.”
And one more:
“Where that belief differs from my belief of 'you will always have war' is * with my belief we are all on different cycles or circles of belief.”
I wondered why Senator McCain voted to keep ObamaCare when he just campaigned for his reelection to repeal/remove it. My mind keeps going back to the possibility he knew there was the Steele dossier or perhaps knew of a FISA warrant being issued. Believing everything with the warrant was on the up and up, he decided not to cooperate with Trump.
Not a fan of McCain. Regardless of the reason for his vote, it was clear he voted out of anger, to hurt Trump and not for the good of releasing us from a bad health care law.
And I am NOT saying this was McCains reason for his vote, I’m saying that’s what ‘might’ have been his reason in hindsight.
Lastly October 12, 2019 at 10:57 AM:
""It depends on who leaks. Someone who should have been spanked liberally as a child will brag and the country will watch"
It is behavior left uncheck (not spanked as a child and grown into adulthood) that turns on itself, becoming self inflicted...those suffering from addictions they don't want to correct and are left unchecked. It's a circle."
Years ago someone made a comment about alcohol being a depressant, and my answer at the time was if it is depressing you, "you are doing it wrong." And this is still my answer.
If you are and angry or violent drunk, if you have a drink and it makes you argumentative or agitated and not relaxed or peaceful here is what is going on for you:
You have reached the end of your 'grace' period with addiction. It has stopped working on your behalf and you must now roll up your sleeves and remove yourself from two problems.
Your first problem is to stop drinking. You have either done it enough in this life that the 'healing agent' no longer works on your behalf, or you've used alcohol in a past life and your cell memory, the part of your cells that contain your past life memories and Karmic ties are activated and are giving you their best advice.
Your second problem is you must confront AND find peace with the original problem that had you embracing an addiction in the first place.
Do you see why drugs and alcohol are a bad idea and will only make your problems worse?
Now, California has abused its financial standing, has an angry defiant attitude and has legalized recreational drug use. Remember this. Remember it has taken very clear steps to reach this point. And as a side note, Edgar Cayce identified California and parts of the East Coast as being underwater, water being a 'healing' indicator as a dream symbol, and also remember Cayce spoke prophetically in a sleep state.
Now, the self-aware multi universe provides both victims and criminals a 'grace' period.
The subject of Grace as Johanne and I use it is a period of Time for self introspection. It is a Time to be used for understanding your situation, examining your part and formalizing a plan, a course of action or healing on your part that will productively free yourself, redeeming you if you are the criminal and exempting or freeing you if you are the 'victim'.
I have 'victim' in quotes because the word needs an explanation. Yes, you are a victim. However the word itself indicates a problem: you were abused in your past AND are still under the pain of it. That is a problem. Your job is to remove the painful influence of your past and close the wound, the open memory or portal, that is influencing your modern day actions. You must stop identifying as victim.
When your life choices are no longer influenced by addictions or other anger, you are free.
When Johanne and the Bishop discussed 'Grace', it was because the Bishop wondered why I seemed too have cheated death so many times. Falling from the ladder, surviving an arrow and a nicked lung, recovering a push out of a window, and more...He felt I was divinely protected and was wondering how to overcome it. More over, what would happen to him if he did overcome it.
Grace is a limited period. It is a Time to be used productivity and it has a stopping point. It is found within the period of Time that is at the end of the emotion of Shock and the beginning period of movement after Shock has faded, or at least begins to fade.
It is unique and generally not a Repeat. It is the result of the self-aware multi-universe recognizing your trauma (which is also her's) and Her stopping all Time Production around you. Time Production is a delivery system. It is measurable and is a period of Time between dimensions that provides or delivers feelings or what Jane and Seth called 'feeling tones'. Without feelings in the way, the energy transfer that takes place can be enormous and significant as a 'miracle'. Being in a State of Grace is a BIG deal, it is Mercy from the self-aware multi-universe and again hold the same energy strength as a miracle.
Both criminal and victim are granted a state of Grace, because let's face it, you both are in trouble.
And you are both a part of the self-aware multi-universe, and she will not play favorites. For me this acknowledgment was a Bitter Pill to swallow. It was perhaps more painful to me than realizing how many lifetimes Octavian and Peter have spent together trying to ruin me. And he was posing in my life as a child, while I was remembering a time when he killed my own.
Jesus loves everyone. Jesus was John's prophetic attempt at French. Je Suis was his highest awareness at understanding the self-aware multi-universe.
"Now, California has abused its financial standing, has an angry defiant attitude and has legalized recreational drug use. Remember this. Remember it has taken very clear steps to reach this point. And as a side note, Edgar Cayce identified California and parts of the East Coast as being underwater, water being a 'healing' indicator as a dream symbol, and also remember Cayce spoke prophetically in a sleep state."
Cayce also widened the Mississippi River, essentially dividing the U.S. in two, and again with water. That the Great Lakes are involved and I have no explanation as yet doesn't frustrate me, but has me wondering deeply, 'What's up with that?'
And I think the country will stay divided for a Time.
The removal of the Pledge of Allegiance has done damage. It was a pledge, when school children repeat, became an understanding to keep our country together. Reminding us that our differing ideas are all important parts that need to work together as a whole to function properly. It is a promise that the days of our Civil War need not happen again when we remain true to our common goal and Compromise and Listen Together.
Also keep in mind that Astrologists have pointed out that our current energies are similar to the Revolutionary War, not so much the Civil War.
To my way of thinking, this is disturbing because the Revolution was forming a new permanent government, but I FEEL no matter what the planets say that this is more of a Civil War energy which was a forced change in society.
If there had been no Civil War, if the slaves were freed through Congress, which was taking steps to do that, black people would have been much better off from a financial point. Poverty and discrimination would not have been as deep and as painful for them had the been no war to free them.
It is true, it would have taken more time before their freedom. But their days as slaves were coming to an end, and they would have been freed by the end of the civil war no matter if there was a war or not. Without a war, a more peaceful freeing would have left everyone better off. Please don't misunderstand: it would have taken time to adjust socially, but we would have been better at working at it together.
So I suppose the planets are telling me, we won't have a civil war to settle our divide. Any 'skirmishes' are small scale violence compared to mass causalities. But removing the reminders of 'We are all in this together' like the Pledge of Allegiance is NOT a way to foster peace and compromise.
Am I concerned for the U.S.?
Yes. We already amassed the debt, like California. We are angry as a country, we are legalizing drugs, and the people elected to fix it are being harassed.
This is idiot behavior.
Part of my problem with California's behavior, Socialist programs like health care, and today's understanding of mental illness is they all feed off of one another, increasing the problem. Believe it or not, these are all the same problem worked at from different angles.
I must pay your bills bailing you out, or help you out some other way because you abused your money. I must pay your medical costs because you have health problems from your bad life choices, and you now have mental problems because your broke, sick and seeing no real way out, I must also be careful because now you're 'explosive' angry and want to prove to yourself you actually do have some power after all by harming another because you've done what you could to hurt yourself and have nowhere else to go but outward from yourself.
When this is your pattern, meaning you've done any or all these in any combination usually over lifetimes, you have ignored your spiritual black shadow well being. You have, by your own choice, hurt your very soul.
Here is the thing about the State of Grace: It is not a Repeat. It is a break period in which you are to be still, quiet and Retrospective, and then you are Done.
You get up and you move.
And it can happen at the oddest of Times. For example, the elderly are usually in a State of Grace, though some are not. The get up and move part for them is posthumous. Some elderly never slow down, this may be because they think about their life choices deeply as they've made them and they're comfortable in the choices they've made for themselves.
If you are the type to not spank your kids, and they grow up to lead questionable lives, like embracing an addiction...crap!
Just lost my thought. It was removed deliberately, and for whatever reason Ari want me to not delete it. Maybe I'll reread it and pick my thought up again later.
And the paragraph about my paying your bills, health care, etc...I'm talking about abuses that have caused these conditions, not every illness, bankruptcy, or angry person has been neglectful. I generally haven't, and yet I've been all of those things myself, I just haven't stayed there. You see? Don't ever add Time into your bad life.
"Don't ever add Time into your bad life *by deliberately staying in a situation you have the Power to change."
And remember: Suicide should not be considered a choice, you change nothing by killing yourself because the energy of your past is still there until you Fix It, Change It.
Suicide is a deliberate death of ones physical body. I feel it is only to be used when you are terminally ill and suffer physical pain, like most medically assisted suicides.
Don't forget, We all have our problems and bad experiences from our past. When planning your next 3D life how you handle your problems will influence the decisions of other souls. Having watched my children murdered, then going though lifetimes of not having children while I deal with the murderer, do you think it fair that my future also includes children who think suicide is a legitimate option? It is not something I want for myself.
This is 3D. This is a coarse, heavier, dense, thereby more solid energy. Your job is to lift it. How strong are you?
If you cannot take a heavy energy and make it lighter for yourself: that means move it, reshaping it into something a higher dimension can use, or even see, you as a black shadow energy pattern cannot...advance into the higher dimensions.
Sadly, I need to stop right now. This seems like too big a topic to finish right now, so it will be continued, but I get the feeling the reason for the spirit world separating from us has been strictly a 3D 'problem'.
It was the gods leaving, not by their choice but by ours, and they've taken the attitude of 'Fine. Learn the hard way.' And we parted from them, to learn that way. Are we returning, some are, yes. Once the liberal masses, get over their liberal ways to see the harm unearned generosity causes, the harm a lack of gratitude causes, then our communication and 'other actions' to the higher dimensions will again flow back and forth.
But the problem is on the 3D side...it must be reshaped energetically in the 3D realm...you must learn to move energy in its most basic, most obvious, most heaviest forms first. Moving this shit out of the way will clear your vision, your hearing and other higher dimensional senses or skills.
So, the higher dimensions can't, as a function of our Laws of Physics, can't do the work for us. WE must move the energy we need to, to get it in a a motion, then take that motion and act differently inside of it. This means in a sense killing the repeat: meaning you make hurtful decisions for yourself...this doesn't NOT mean suicide (opting out of your pain), or inflicting your pain on others. YOU fix YOUR shit, and ONLY your shit.
I think Ritchie knows the math here...I'm told it's a joke, but he learned the hard way...doesn't sound so funny to me especially if that's one of the bigger lessons.
"Suicide is a deliberate death of ones physical body."
How can you think that is a good idea, and that it would not somehow adversely limit your black shadow energy?
Also: "If you are the type to not spank your kids, and they grow up to lead questionable lives, like embracing an addiction...crap!" There is a connection between suicide and spanking. Like Time is inversely proportional to Frequency, kids who were spanked are LESS LIKELY to grow into adults susceptible to addictions, mental illness and suicides. It is the same science at play here...
I still need to explain why this is, but I needed to stay on my original thought and not get sidetracked.
So I’m watching https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=E9IZ-AezHy8, it’s an explanation of the Gospel of Mary Magdalene and I wonder why I’ve never been interested in reading it before. I did try once, but quickly lost interest in it and I was disappointed that so much of it is missing.
It’s been said that Mary (MM) was the favorite of Jesus, and I insist Jesus was French for the ‘I Am’ and it was also the ‘channeled’ name John worked as, like Audrey is for me. What John and Jesus were doing was teaching the disciples how to channel Jesus. They were teaching how to channel your own higher self, their own Jesus, their own I Am spirit.
Much like Ari and Armand do or have done in the past with you...but they were in Mary’s day friendly games and I think the others are envious or only jealous in more of an admirable way. After Judas died and Peter left the group there was no more drama. But I was only thought of as Jesus’ favorite because I was more in touch with my I Am spirit self, or my own Jesus. So the things Jesus told me were described as ‘private’ because I was the only one who had more detailed messages during our channeling secessions, meetings, games or whatever you want to call them.
Remember the apostle John was also described as Jesus’ favorite in one of the other Gospels too.
But all the lessons in the world won’t help you learn to channel if you act like a turd on a stick stuck in a repeat.
Just like all the therapy in the world won’t help you, unless you put the wonderful insights you’ve gain there into motion.
Near as I can tell, I've only met Peter one brief time in this life. It was after a I reported a sexual harassment case at work, and he was ignorant to me about it.
I never wondered why Peter seems removed from my life, maybe he is being held back, or away for me to be dealt with later. Let's face it, I've had more than a lot to worry about. But I do know he is there as a part of this, and his efforts are rape and murder like Octavian.
For Cleopatra he was a minor threat. He was leader in another country near Egypt, he was a vocal supporter or friend to Egypt who was not a supporter or friend of mine...but we never had direct contact because he refused to deal with me. When Octavian became aggressive before our murders, he reached out to Octavian and played a big role in helping Octavian plan his attack. He provided Octavian with supplies, ships, money...he paid for our murders.
Following the money was a legitimate part of any investigation even back in those days. There was no money taken in Octavian's personal or profession accounts that put him in Egypt. That was one way he was able to plant doubt in everyones mind that he played a hand in our murders.
Peter did the same for Joanne's death. He provided the means and supplies giving the Bishop everything he needed.
During MM's life, he listened to John and John only. My dealings with Peter only occurred when John was standing off in his mirage, when he was too sick to work for Peter. John worked for Peter, as soon as he saw John as a credible psychic he began 'consulting' John. Realize that John helped many, many people this way, and for all of the people John helped Peter never took John's advise, not once.
The group meetings were John's question and answer type classes he instructing, much like today where psychics have audiences and give individual readings. They of course were very popular, women were included but rare because our lives were built around our family and family welfare. That was our job, not making money or providing in any other way.
There were 20 people there when Peter erupted.
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